The body/brain remembers. I remember taking a month off last year with servere withdrawals, then using again. Within 4 days I woke up with withdrawals. It will only get worse if you keep it up. We can't control tolerance, it will increase regardless as the body adapts. I've been there recently. Bad news, no way around it… If you are questioning it, it means it's best to not partake, at all. If you want it now, you'll want and 'need' it more after using it. Just thinking about it is a sign in itself to not pick up again.