h is like chocolate if u open a bag u bosh it. I honestly never knew the wds would be so bad....
like cold turkey is hard but loperimide n few benzos n not clock watching work
I went back sooooooo many times due to white n 3 for 25 n the ppl wanting me to throw in for a free bobby....
what worked was getting ungrounded supply of me the one building up few litres n starting off on high dose, then dropping till I felt sick. I was smoking UK medium grade gear quart a day, I have chronic pain issues n I loved it buuuuuut I burnt myself out n ended up with ppl I thought were my best mates being ppl using me as a driver, supplier, contact or as it IS a social drug someone to ching with.
miaow n gear we could do five days djing talking was epic...
methadone then finding out I was gonna b a dad changed that in one day.
I halved my dose to 40ml am 40ml pm
IM EX NHS DONT GO DR UNLESS UR COMMITTING CRIME OR IN DANGEROUS SITCHUATION....
NHS will never give u squat n always put injecting drug user ahem, trust me I was a drugs mission nurse (lost two babies so I just blazed my ex's stash n got hooked)
split ur method dose I find sugared is nicer. Liverpool area its fiver 100 or tenner if ur rough n they want a stone lol
after that I got loaded on booze downers in sunshine with 56 60 dhc n u just have to dose every four hours. if u stay near scoring areas its extra hard.
I started on 3 x 60mg every four hours. got to two gf's n after a week I kept forgetting. go down in 30s every two weeks if u ever had a rattly day n couldn't score till late dhc WD is like a few hours of that but bosh two loperimide ( go Dr say IBS refuse scope) n buscopam (both OTC if u want)
n u can be clean in weeks
while stable on split meth I fiiiiiiiiinally went councilling this time private n told him about abuse n losing our baby n the lot.
later on when I was reducing I didn't crave as much...
buscopam n loperimide n then its just all in ur head.
once ur on methadone say year ur daily 'were on kidda' texts stop, if u do smoke ur like this is shiiiiiiiit compared to methadone.
I came of methadone n 3mg clonazEpam n was sooooooo scared.
but never really felt that rough.
I avoid stims in case I need a bag. I had some cracking coke months later just a few lines n I NEEEDED A BAG few dhc n self control stopped that. first WD alert is tummy n skin n buscopam for stabby pain n loperimide for skin n shittys sorted it
I take occ ballad now 1plsd is few times a year solstice n bday....
no comedown. avoid weed. eat as much as poss, batter the vitamins n sleep when u have to.
sleepwise I find if I mong till afternoon chasing a dream (dreams become like gear u get that release) if u get up go sit in sun by window or radiator up to an hour have some red bull n go for a walk... I had my parents place n my own house. came back home aged 30 n now its grill. if u have a safe place to walk etc that helps.
internet n anime n film sites help keep u occupied.
I swear by methdone then skip msts ( I had maybe 5 days) n three dhc a four hour for the first heavy drop off meth u won't feel it.
I smoked a quarter a day n when I was skint I took 150ml meth then realised I could do 60 or so.
we all occ mess up, I did buy a bag or two (quarts) in first few months n could smoke morning till night n not get a buzz. once ur on methadone u sneer a gear u can up ur dose or have a few drinks if u feel like a treat but u won't go back
methadone was scary but after a week I was where's the rattle due to dhc. if u feel good go for it n drop even a few ml or hold off an hour or half a dhc.... you'll surprise itself
this site got me thru rough times I never post but to anyone on smack UK brown skag seriously. methadone off a mate or mates mate n drop by a written regime or swap to dhc they're interchangeable pretty much. hit Dr up for moggies due to social problems ahem... say three months. use the I can't take zopies cos I taste metal n feel sick n Diaz gives me rebound. don't suggest just have answer ready. look em in the eyes, make em think ur not on drugs.
dipenhydramine is amazing. tolerance is an issue. Dr PX s me for dust allergy but u get thou from america for tenner on eBay...
dippys will help u sleep. 50mg then 100mg no point exceeding that...
the nod of dippys n a moggy n two dhc was ace like gear but no rattle as ud go out like a light n another day of meth WD done.
h to dhc works..... done that but methadone destroyed my receptors n I never enjoyed skag so I then stuck to it n was done from a huge habit to exactly a year on green to three months of constantly reducing dhc
smackheads rob handbags
addicts do lie but we work n will go without if we can't score of afford it.
my daughter four n four months. she's like MDMA man we do silly stuff n I gain control over my life by having to be responsible. I quit for two years when we had a dog, but my mum gave it away...
dunno I was gonna type this somewhere saw skag habit n this worked for me.
I hate crap rocks of white
I never shot up, skin popped an amp of real diamorph tho. crap
smoked the other two much better
DONT INJECT, ALL MY MATES DID N HALF R DEAD N REST R SO UPSETTINGBAS THEY LIE. WE ALL LIE. JUST DONT LIE TO URSELF.
they couldn't get high off 11 bags for a ton off any dealer n I did have swag that would put them on their bum on the nod... they swapped to needle but then had to increase as their tolerance went up exactly same as smoking.
one bag got four of us whacked once a week for first few months. coke was our gateway drug...
you really can do it. oh never go Spain a n e they pee test u as protocol n if u fail u end up in psychs with largactil n mirtazapine
good luck.
its not a case of if u quit its when. I look at my bank account n see k+ n that's best feeling. having a ton in me wallet n being able to buy my kid stuff ( I don't spoil her) its better than any free rock u found or anything lol.
our bags were .2s .25s if it was my mate.
worst thing u can do is share a smoke. I thought before I realised how bad I was addicted hey fuk coming down everyone have a smoke of this n next thing between four of us we had ten times each asking....
n they never stop asking n get really annoyed when u throw the breaks on their use. lost a few good mates that way. they just nicked number out me fone n rung main guy n bought big bits....
u really shine when ur clean. I'm hyper like I used to be at say bangface on brown n MDMA but now I'm naturally chatty n friendly n apart from PTSD from dead kids at work n home I'm sound. I love my life.
u don't know ur emotions till u level out on green. h is up n down it rips ur head to bits. same with benzos or white I suppose.
but anyone out there 7g of brown to two daily 30s of meth to dhc reduced every week or two
if ur not ready hold off a day or two. all experts say slower n more supported the detox the higher ur chance of not going back
hope u n the floaters who never log in like me get something from it.
everyone's a bit broken nobody just decides they wanna be on gear n stay on it. methadone n private councilling. 100ml is half price a bag n do u up to three days n if u run out it takes ages to feel rough not oh no the worlds about to end I need a bag wake up sick h does.....
I detoxed five mates helped two more to my methadone sources n gave next in chain some dhc.....
dhc is prescribed to old ppl same with Gabby's like crazy. don't ask for it. ull have to try mates n relatives till u find someone. I'd either give dhc away or I when had h habit charged a bag a box n a twenty for 56 60s.
dhc is an absolute. don't DONT do cold water extraction.
I'm a medic n I extracted crystalline pure co phos n dhc n tried nz homebake many times it doesn't work n if it did u might od
I grew sooooooo many poppies when I had habit BIG garden n in pots too scraped em every day n ended up with like hardly be opium n too depressed to solvent extract.
thebane in em too. when we even bought Cali giants etc. thebane in random amounts is horrid n spoilt the inexperience.
if u can get black tar before u quit I'd blaze a go
oxys r for eating
I went thru drawringba dose n mixing benzos n putting it up my bum n u don't rush it might hold u an hour or two longer. but of risk.
avoid syringes, smoke more n ask every head who scores when ur waiting to pick up for methadone. get it off em from pharmacist so they don't water it. I always found sugared seemed a better isomer... I think its diff base mix.
I really truely hope u knock it in the head anyone who's reading. n for record even after four years gears junk n a lowered dose of methadone is good for a nod..... but dipenhydramine n dhc of just dippys ifvur a bag a day. try em. don't get drunk do GB downers smoke a quart skag n drink 100ml meth n end up in ur workplace a n e its not a good look
natralaxone is horrific. they needed ten 2ml diazemuls iv to even stop me fighting them. I was blind off narcan n everything horrid.
don't be an over informed overqualified eeeejit like me n think cos u detox ppl n resuscitate em etc u can get away with it when ur off sick with psych probs.
honestly I'm degree level medicine in trauma n drug nursing n I feked up so many times. gear makes u greedy.
I've never wrote this all out but if u can be bothered I'm being dead straight about what works, safest ways to do it n how to do it fast. if u use four plus times a week ur gonna need a year or do detox7 but that's med records
ie no target shooting, pulled over by police all time, Dr nor giving you a thing n if u do gov sponsored meth prog ull meet loadsa heads n see dealers serving ppl outside the centre. it makes it impossible
if u have a offenders drug unit n a separate addicts unit go the nice friendly ur not a skaghead one. if u have to.
if u got kids social services usually will mess ur life up n ull get pee tested once a week. u spend more time travelling to drs etc chemist EVERYDAY FOR SIX MONTHS OBSERVED CONSUPTION ARGH
I told my mum n she rove me to fellas house to score methadone by litre. it depends on ur family.
u can work on meth. best avoid annnnnny history of it in medical notes. if u get a pull say u take 30\500 cocodamol frombteneriffe etc for jaw/toothache. it all metabolises into morphine. my bloods in Spain showed lots of mad ass stuff, most bloods won't be testing for drooogs but don't be on top. just ask if they're doing haematology n Chen path n glucose.
ur Dr is obliged to inform u if they think ur tryingbto blag drugs again, permenant record. my Dr put me on cos I said I was helping detox as a medic my ex... got a written apology n it struck from my records n Dr who'll give me nething really now cos she fuked up.
best say u smoke a ciggy once a week n drink few drinks socially. they'll only challenge u by your own words
ppl are always only arrested etc by their own statements. move off the skag n its like brand new life meth on a split dose if u can score it off a mate.
good luck to all u opioid conoussours out there
avoid fent for me as a legal analogous killed my bestest closest friend, he just picked up wrong bag hoofed a line n was dead by time police arrived.
again why I only smoked it.
I hate scallies spitting out lil balls of bags n being coersed into shoving them into my mouth n having to have exact change in notes. never again. whatever u need to focus on to say FUK THIS SHIT NO WAY find it.
life's boss, meet whole new crew of ppl, once ur on green it can be ur secret till u acquire two tubs of 56x60. the 30s arnt coated. if u split the sixty's it absorbs just right.
peace x
