idontdothizz
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This is my first time doing any drug of this type for a couple years, because last time I overdosed and experienced a severe hypertensive crisis. I tried getting some rolls this year, but no good pills. I thought I would never be able to feel that amazingness ever again, until I ordered this stuff.
First off, I think I should say for harm reduction reasons that there are obviously tons of different batches going around, and you might not know if your stuff is legit or not, but the source I went through had some very promising reviews specifically about their 6-APB. People were very happy with it so I was pretty confident that this was a legit batch. The powder is very, very fluffy and tan. Extremely fluffy and light. Seems like it took much more powder than it should have to finally get the scale to read 145 mg.
Anyways, onto the good stuff.
T+0.00 I consume 145 mg in a capsule orally, and my girlfriend also takes a capsule, 125mg.
T+1.00 Strange, nothing is happening. Trip reports said that there is usually a come up at this point, but me and my girlfriend felt nothing.
T+1.30 Out of nowhere, a huge wave of nausea hit me. It was very strong for about 5 seconds, and then went away quickly. Girlfriend still felt nothing. I started to notice that things were a bit trippy for a second. Somehow, hard to explain it. Then my girlfriend told me my pupils were big. This excited me deeply and I ran to the bathroom to see them, but they weren't that big. But definitely dilated. We decide we need a change in atmosphere and went out to the front porch to smoke a cigarrete.
T+1.45 I am definitely feeling it come up. It came up for a pretty long time. Very weird. My girlfriend still had no signs of coming up, except she was a tad bit talkative but hell shes always like that...
T+2.00 I feel great. She still does not feel anything. So I made the decision to redose her 20mg. I really wanted her to feel what rolling felt like... I have tried to do that but only got bunk ass pills. This time, I put the 20mg in some water.
T+2.10 BAM it hits her like a ton of bricks. I was so happy to finally get her to feel this serotonin-induced feeling. She was getting eye wiggles. So cool.
T+2.30 This is the peak. One huge problem for me is occurring at this moment: vasoconstriction. I feel as though ever since that overdose, I am prone to this feeling from any stimulant. Which really sucks because I love stimulants. I would rather find a remedy to help this side effect than to stop doing stimulant drugs. Even methoxetamine can fuck me up this way. But thats more a feeling of extreme high blood pressure more than vasoconstriction. But with this, definitely vasoconstriction. My girlfriend gets a bit scared because she can see it. My skin is extremely blotchy and turning a tad bit purple. I have tried to ask this forum for some kind of remedy to help, but a mod immediately closed my thread. I asked a guy on here in a private message who had a trip report on this stuff who said that he used alpha blockers to counter it, what I should do. I asked him where I should get something to help.
All he told me was use warm water.
T+2.40 So that's exactly what I did, ran a warm bath and me and girlfriend got in.
T+3.00 This is the best part of the experience. The warm bath definitely helped with the vasoconstriction, but it was still there. The bath just made it bearable. But here is me saying something completely honest about this drug. It really seriously does feel just like rolling. Like MDA for sure. Almost everything was there. The conversations me and my girlfriend had in that tub were probably extremely important to our relationship. We talked about things we would never talk about, and the words just flowed out and I could never explain things better. Usually when I am sober I have a hard time explaining things, but on this stuff I was a complete champ. Most of the effects of rolling were there. Eye wiggles, mild hallucinations, EUPHORIA, extreme mood lift, very dilated pupils, major jaw clenching(bad side effect. On MDMA and MDA I wouldnt have this problem too bad, just my jaw would shake instead of clench.
At some points, the stimulation was definitely too much at points. This is another distinguishing effect from the MDXX's. On those drugs if I would get too stimulated, I would enjoy it. Like there is no way to not enjoy it. Never gets uncomfortable. But on this stuff yes it can be too much and almost unpleasant.
T+3.30 Still peaking. I am sooooo glad that I got to feel like this again, and I'm even more glad my girlfriend could finally see what I have been talking about all these months.
T+4.00 This is where the drug starts to become ehhhhhhhhh no. As the peak went down, the trippyness got more intense. Seriously. The more the peak would go away, the more trippy I was getting. It could have been like that the whole time, but it really did feel like the trippy stimulation was getting more intense.
T+4.30 Yep. On ecstasy I never got a shitty comedown, I always like the comedown, every second of every part of those drugs. But wow, this stuff is rediculous in its comedown. I honestly think the shit I got was more pure than what other people were getting because of how bad the comedown was and others said the comedown wasn't that bad. I had what I would classify as rolling from this stuff, and so many people say no. But the only thing it is missing is the forced feeling of being in love with everything, and the energy. Literally, everything else was there. Like some have said, during the peak I might have mistaken this for the real thing. That sounds retarded, but I know for a fact I was at one point lucky enough to get good clean rolls. One was MDXX but had to be mostly MDMA because wow that is a feeling I could never forget. Then I have done other pills which I think were MDA because like this 6-APB, things got trippy and I was hallucinating way more when the peak was over...
T+5.00 The only way I can describe this comedown, well the best way anyways, is UNCOMFORTABLE STIMULATION. Yeah, if you have a really nice peak, expect to feel like shit afterwards. And when I say shit, I mean your eyes are sore from all the blinking and looking around and the pressure on your eyes from the comedown. My jaw is also starting to fucking hurt. The clenching is worse than any other drug I have done. Feels like I can't sit still, feels like wherever there is pressure on my head it turns into headache. Not to mention my vasoconstriction has been annoying as fuck the whole damn time. Man I HATE VASOCONSTRICTION. My girlfriend feels no vasoconstriction the whole time. It's just me as an individual is prone to it for some reason and I cannot for the life of me figure out why.
T+10.00 Been stuck with the comedown of unconfortable stimulation and soreness this whole time. At this point we are finally able to sleep.
T+14.00 Wake up, feels like those 4 hours went by wayy too fast. Still feel like shit. Woke up sweating. Go back to sleep.
T+16.00 Alright I wake up again and the comedown is gone. Cool. But now we have a hangover instead. Which is almost just as annoying as the comedown. Man, the headache. The fucking headache. Its a strange one, feels like I have never felt this kind of headache. Girlfriend has been doing worse than me this whole time besides the heart problems, I think because of the redose.
T+18.00 Headache and nausea still just as bad, if not worse than last night. I still have a slight bit of vasoconstriction. The uncomfortable stimulation is gone and thank fuck for that.
T+19.00 At this point I am just so sick of feeling like this. I take a pain reliever and it actually worked like a charm. Then I still had the vasoconstriction problem. I did 30 pushups, helped a little. I did a little research last night while feeling like shit and it seems that l-arginine will help with my problem. I ordered it last night, but I wanted some now. So I walked down to the store with my girlfriend, got some vitamin water, granola bars, and a bottle of l-arginine.
T+20.00 is the time of this trip report. My headache is gone, kinda feels like the l-arginine is working a little, but I'm not really sure. Only took 500mg... It is worth noting that last night isntead of my pulse getting faster, it was slower and kind of feint. Very scary. But like I said, I would rather fix the problem and continue drug use than stop drug use completely...
Conclusion:
At the dosage I took, yes, the peak was amazing bliss but the negatives at the end far outweighed the positives. Next month I'm only gonna do 100mg, and make sure im dosed up on this l-arginine stuff and see if my experience is any better. If anyone has suggestions on what I should do about the vasoconstriction, please send me a private message.
First off, I think I should say for harm reduction reasons that there are obviously tons of different batches going around, and you might not know if your stuff is legit or not, but the source I went through had some very promising reviews specifically about their 6-APB. People were very happy with it so I was pretty confident that this was a legit batch. The powder is very, very fluffy and tan. Extremely fluffy and light. Seems like it took much more powder than it should have to finally get the scale to read 145 mg.
Anyways, onto the good stuff.
T+0.00 I consume 145 mg in a capsule orally, and my girlfriend also takes a capsule, 125mg.
T+1.00 Strange, nothing is happening. Trip reports said that there is usually a come up at this point, but me and my girlfriend felt nothing.
T+1.30 Out of nowhere, a huge wave of nausea hit me. It was very strong for about 5 seconds, and then went away quickly. Girlfriend still felt nothing. I started to notice that things were a bit trippy for a second. Somehow, hard to explain it. Then my girlfriend told me my pupils were big. This excited me deeply and I ran to the bathroom to see them, but they weren't that big. But definitely dilated. We decide we need a change in atmosphere and went out to the front porch to smoke a cigarrete.
T+1.45 I am definitely feeling it come up. It came up for a pretty long time. Very weird. My girlfriend still had no signs of coming up, except she was a tad bit talkative but hell shes always like that...
T+2.00 I feel great. She still does not feel anything. So I made the decision to redose her 20mg. I really wanted her to feel what rolling felt like... I have tried to do that but only got bunk ass pills. This time, I put the 20mg in some water.
T+2.10 BAM it hits her like a ton of bricks. I was so happy to finally get her to feel this serotonin-induced feeling. She was getting eye wiggles. So cool.
T+2.30 This is the peak. One huge problem for me is occurring at this moment: vasoconstriction. I feel as though ever since that overdose, I am prone to this feeling from any stimulant. Which really sucks because I love stimulants. I would rather find a remedy to help this side effect than to stop doing stimulant drugs. Even methoxetamine can fuck me up this way. But thats more a feeling of extreme high blood pressure more than vasoconstriction. But with this, definitely vasoconstriction. My girlfriend gets a bit scared because she can see it. My skin is extremely blotchy and turning a tad bit purple. I have tried to ask this forum for some kind of remedy to help, but a mod immediately closed my thread. I asked a guy on here in a private message who had a trip report on this stuff who said that he used alpha blockers to counter it, what I should do. I asked him where I should get something to help.
All he told me was use warm water.
T+2.40 So that's exactly what I did, ran a warm bath and me and girlfriend got in.
T+3.00 This is the best part of the experience. The warm bath definitely helped with the vasoconstriction, but it was still there. The bath just made it bearable. But here is me saying something completely honest about this drug. It really seriously does feel just like rolling. Like MDA for sure. Almost everything was there. The conversations me and my girlfriend had in that tub were probably extremely important to our relationship. We talked about things we would never talk about, and the words just flowed out and I could never explain things better. Usually when I am sober I have a hard time explaining things, but on this stuff I was a complete champ. Most of the effects of rolling were there. Eye wiggles, mild hallucinations, EUPHORIA, extreme mood lift, very dilated pupils, major jaw clenching(bad side effect. On MDMA and MDA I wouldnt have this problem too bad, just my jaw would shake instead of clench.
At some points, the stimulation was definitely too much at points. This is another distinguishing effect from the MDXX's. On those drugs if I would get too stimulated, I would enjoy it. Like there is no way to not enjoy it. Never gets uncomfortable. But on this stuff yes it can be too much and almost unpleasant.
T+3.30 Still peaking. I am sooooo glad that I got to feel like this again, and I'm even more glad my girlfriend could finally see what I have been talking about all these months.
T+4.00 This is where the drug starts to become ehhhhhhhhh no. As the peak went down, the trippyness got more intense. Seriously. The more the peak would go away, the more trippy I was getting. It could have been like that the whole time, but it really did feel like the trippy stimulation was getting more intense.
T+4.30 Yep. On ecstasy I never got a shitty comedown, I always like the comedown, every second of every part of those drugs. But wow, this stuff is rediculous in its comedown. I honestly think the shit I got was more pure than what other people were getting because of how bad the comedown was and others said the comedown wasn't that bad. I had what I would classify as rolling from this stuff, and so many people say no. But the only thing it is missing is the forced feeling of being in love with everything, and the energy. Literally, everything else was there. Like some have said, during the peak I might have mistaken this for the real thing. That sounds retarded, but I know for a fact I was at one point lucky enough to get good clean rolls. One was MDXX but had to be mostly MDMA because wow that is a feeling I could never forget. Then I have done other pills which I think were MDA because like this 6-APB, things got trippy and I was hallucinating way more when the peak was over...
T+5.00 The only way I can describe this comedown, well the best way anyways, is UNCOMFORTABLE STIMULATION. Yeah, if you have a really nice peak, expect to feel like shit afterwards. And when I say shit, I mean your eyes are sore from all the blinking and looking around and the pressure on your eyes from the comedown. My jaw is also starting to fucking hurt. The clenching is worse than any other drug I have done. Feels like I can't sit still, feels like wherever there is pressure on my head it turns into headache. Not to mention my vasoconstriction has been annoying as fuck the whole damn time. Man I HATE VASOCONSTRICTION. My girlfriend feels no vasoconstriction the whole time. It's just me as an individual is prone to it for some reason and I cannot for the life of me figure out why.
T+10.00 Been stuck with the comedown of unconfortable stimulation and soreness this whole time. At this point we are finally able to sleep.
T+14.00 Wake up, feels like those 4 hours went by wayy too fast. Still feel like shit. Woke up sweating. Go back to sleep.
T+16.00 Alright I wake up again and the comedown is gone. Cool. But now we have a hangover instead. Which is almost just as annoying as the comedown. Man, the headache. The fucking headache. Its a strange one, feels like I have never felt this kind of headache. Girlfriend has been doing worse than me this whole time besides the heart problems, I think because of the redose.
T+18.00 Headache and nausea still just as bad, if not worse than last night. I still have a slight bit of vasoconstriction. The uncomfortable stimulation is gone and thank fuck for that.
T+19.00 At this point I am just so sick of feeling like this. I take a pain reliever and it actually worked like a charm. Then I still had the vasoconstriction problem. I did 30 pushups, helped a little. I did a little research last night while feeling like shit and it seems that l-arginine will help with my problem. I ordered it last night, but I wanted some now. So I walked down to the store with my girlfriend, got some vitamin water, granola bars, and a bottle of l-arginine.
T+20.00 is the time of this trip report. My headache is gone, kinda feels like the l-arginine is working a little, but I'm not really sure. Only took 500mg... It is worth noting that last night isntead of my pulse getting faster, it was slower and kind of feint. Very scary. But like I said, I would rather fix the problem and continue drug use than stop drug use completely...
Conclusion:
At the dosage I took, yes, the peak was amazing bliss but the negatives at the end far outweighed the positives. Next month I'm only gonna do 100mg, and make sure im dosed up on this l-arginine stuff and see if my experience is any better. If anyone has suggestions on what I should do about the vasoconstriction, please send me a private message.
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