Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
*I somehow dosed my cat with LSD after petting him after handling the tabs.... he's fine, only small exposure*
Last drink of alcohol was around 8-10pm last night. Took drug test at 11am this morning. (I was off alcohol for almost a month using benzos responsibly. Got a surpise job offer and had 5 days to drop a urinalysis, so I quit the benzos and started flushing and doing INTENSE exercise. Unfortunately due to this I relapsed hard on alcohol and went on a 5 day bender morning-night drinking).
Still feeling very sick (not your typical hangover, sick in other ways due to liver damage). Headache, uneasy, dizzy, anxious, smelly ammonia sweat, itchy rashes... thankfully no brown pee this time. Running 4-5 miles per day and lifting bells doing pushups combined with non stop drinking for 5 days cause A LOT of inflamming all over my body. Headaches, sick and my whole body is sore from the exercise. Also have a poor diet.
2:00pm: I took some benzos, I don't know what it is (pressed pills), but it definitely is a benzo since I failed a dip stick test earlier for oxazepam metabolite.
3:30pm: Anxiety is gone, feeling better. Headache is still apparent 6-7/10 on a pain score. Still fealing uneasy and sick which is a bit hard to describe. Probably combo of liver damage (toxins being rejected by liver and coming out of my pores) + minor withdrawals after drinking 5x750ml bottles of cheap 80proof liour per day from morning to night.
4:00pm: 20mg sublingal CBD and 975mg of aspirin. Also drinking lots of electrolytes/fluids/vitamins. (I may be skewing the purpose of this report (LSD + alcohol/exercise induced inflammation)... but this headache is too bad right now, sorry.
4:15pm: Going back to work for a few hours. Don't plan on dropping the LSD until around 6-7pm
8:00pm: Got home. Took 6g of kratom. My pain/inflammation is almost alleviated after taking the aspirin/CBD. This may just turn into a regular trip report and not one that is trying to determine is LSD helps with inflammation.
8:45pm: All pain, headache and inflammation seems to be gone. I don't feel so sick anymore either, no alcohol for almost 24 hours now.
8:50pm: New trip intention: To focus my entire trip on meditation with a mantra of I DO NOT NEED ALCOHOL, OPIOIDS, METH or COCAINE in my life. I may not be ready to be fully sober. That's a next step. But sticking to weed/psychedelics/light benzo use/kratom(maybe) will be a HUGE step towards my recovery. Things that are not going to fuckign KILL me. Obviously long term benzo use is a problem, but right now it is infinitely more important to quit alcohol permanently. I do not abuse benzos, do not find them euphoric (well maybe except xanax), but do use them for genuine anxiety.
10:00pm: eat 5 tabs (500ug)
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################ I LEFT 99% OF THIS UNEDITED, ONLY FIXED TIME MARKERS TO MAKE MORE LEGIBLE #########################
################ I INCLUDED ALL TYPOS, AGAIN ONLY FIXED TIME MARKERS, WILL GIVE A BETTER SENSE OF MY STATE ################
11:15pm: peaking hard and fast! Very intensed OEVs and CEVs. Having a difficult yet amazing type trying to eat this chef salad sooo tasty soooo colorful.
12:40am: Wow isn't only been been that long? already spent an hour with the CEV gods, wtf is that fucking NOISE from the cable lol very scared about my cat, seeing cat piss and shit on my walls trying not to get lost and rememer what i came here to do!
tip to self: don't have 234987 open chrome tabs because trying to find out where the music is coming from or changing it..... so hard.//// evem wirth it?
strong urgest to want to drink.... uet go away within seconds
,
12:49am: looking at the beautiful dance of lysergamide treats outside and inside
TIME TO FOCUS!!! I am not for the hedonistic journey, I have a fucking purpose! Cannot describe how beautiful this wall of texts right now. rivotitting colors and fractals all over the place I WANT TO DO SOME ART NOW
1:00am: I need to close my windows... the feight car lights coming in giving me bad waves of anxiety fuckin cops
still tripping too hard can't even look at my cat without him turning into a weird old man or a literal fucking evil drgaonz type thing
seems like he's chill now, but hard to tell with him lookin like that mofo right now
1:04am: man I really do love LSD. arguably as a drug of abuse but also because it is so magical and myserious and OPEN MINDDINGNGNGNGN
Really wish I had some weed right now, but don't even need it thats for sure. Keep wanting to drink I think from just habit. Habitual thinking... fuck that shit.... while there are ladies on rollerblades in all sortfs of lights delivering up this wall of text
1:12am:
I"m really actually trying to document a trip minute by minute
possible? rofl
anyways just got some leftover pizza from the fridge
who gives a shitty about trying to go healthy just give me more STIMULI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the colors in the kitchen.,.... outsatnding
I've had this page open for awhile now and have seen it transform into some truly outerdimensional shit
1:18am: OK... buckle down here we care here with a purpose, let's try to center ourself and find it.
here I am being fascinated by a carootny guy trying to chop off part of a watermelon? cucomber? idk I think I lost my self there
1:24am: no music, no sound other than the airconditioner .... i am hearing very sexily psychedelic tunes I don't even need the music for anymore
I really want to go outside for a walk in the dark/// having too much fun here atm... will probably just wait til the morning.... too many fucking lights and noises coming in from inside makes me not want to go outside
1:30am: very worried for my animal... i'm certainly in no state to be judging a cat let alone another beings behavioral patterns but usually this dude gives me better vibes on my trips. Maybe I'm having TOO good of a time? Usually I come to him looking for love and energy out of a bad trip
honestly just enjoying myself in the moment, loving fucking LSD, loving everything right now.
Hopefully i have a few more pleateues on the peak wagon
looking at my cat, he looks like he's shivvering cold and usually his psychedelia faces would be "cool" or whatever, but he just seems so sad... maybe upset with me in this moment. probably thinking "is this really the last time?"....
1:37am ok?? time starting to speed back up again. makes a little more sense
im just gonna try to go inward and relax a bit
1:44am: ever been so high on LSD that you literally feel like you could fall asleep at any moment... like this were all a dream anways. LSD the only way to WAKE THE FUCK UP
OK FOR REAL GOING TO GO CHILL THE FUCK OUT, MEDITATE AND SNOOGLZE WITH MY KITTY
2:00am: Ok feel better with my cat, got him to chill out. He's certainly perceptiving my own mind set... a little chaotic just gave me some PTSD from the time he unfortauntely ate some psilocybe mushrooms **remind me to explain/elaborate**
sooo probably one more plateau, or two? Let's ride this out and actually just go sit down, meditate, and get to business.... I keep wanting to go drink some fucking booze right now because its the kngee girc reaction
FUCK I COULD GO STEAL SOME OF MY FAMILY'S LIQUOR RIGHT NOW
FUCK THIS IS WHAT IM HERE FOR, THE FUCKING BALLDE PEW PEW PEWP
having very sudden urges to drink.... here comes the battle boys hope it doesn't go south but I'll never surrender
literally cannot tell if my cat is in distress, vomiting or having distressed breathing..... yeah I"m just fucking tripping balls I know he's fine I worry too much he's my baby
2:20am: ok, for the last time, chill out and boot strap up
2:40am: had some chill grooves with the cat, amazing CEVs with this track
had to pee, and why the fuck is there a formal dining room chair inside of the tiny downstairs toilet? That may boggle my mind even if I weren't sober atm.... CERTAINLY WAS NOT ME LOL I have no fucking idea what it is doing there and don't want to ask
2:45am: going to actually try to mediate now
*assumes the position**
3:00am: doing my best to try to stay in the moment, starting to come down a bit the CEVs are less fractal like and turning into some of the most beautiful paintings I've ever seened. God damn I wish I could take a picture and save it for later. I literally just saw 3-4 masterpiece artwork paintings transform in front of me that I hardly will be ever gifted enough to be able to express in their proper dues
cat lookin at the window shades like he sees me doing the crazy ass shit they be doing right now (YO COPS STOP SHINING THE FRUCKING LIGHTS IN MY WINDOW!!!!)
Ok, back to meditating. Definitely at the end of my last peak, maybe one more
back to my cat, I think he's just picking up on my strange vibes right now. Giving me some horrible flashback PTSD memories of the incident with him...
Strangely I have a sudden urge to go drink or this shady dude comes out of the visual psychosphere and hands me a drink.... fuck you bruh? I know you?
Now I'm starting to get of that sort of "LSD" headache you get.... not really painful... just maube be pushing too many buttons right now.... growing pains? I bet I just gave birth to trillions of new beautifull connections in my brain. Beautiful neurogenysis going on here!! and some obliteraged s1h2 or whatever sites lmao
3:22am: I literally just walked into the kitchen with complete intent to grab one of the various drinks available to it........ fuckin manned up took a shot of apple cider vinegar and shut myself back in my room. FUCK ALCOHOL. IF THIS IS MY FUCKIN TRIP THAT I ASKED FOR, WHICH IT WAS SO FAR I GUESS?
I have these benzos I could take.... for when I need them.... but that's not want I wan't right now. Benzos don't have euphoric drive for me like alcohol does. Which is exactly why I'm struggling it and its a grumpy old bitch and needs to get out of my lawn!!
3:43am: ok, I am VERY concerned about my cat right now, displaying the same odd behavior as before... I can't believe this is happening but I truly believe I somehow dosed my cat from petting him after handling the strip I cannot believe this shit again NOT AGAIN
3:53am: trip is no longer about myself....
4:25am: taking a very good look at my cat, he is doing fine. Likely just a trace dose of LSD .... only possibility
his symptoms/behavior very similar to, but not nearly as extreme as the last incendent
Similar as a cat on catnip. A bit overstimulated, aggressive self grooming.
4:36am: I am trying to enjoy the rest of the comedown, still having strong visuals, but yeah... mood kinda rouined
5:00am: very somber... just laying here with my cat giving him all the comforut and love he needs right now... will probably go for a walk when the sun comes up
5:30am: still just comforting and spooning my little baby I can only imagine what he is dreaming right now, no desire to drink or even get high right now, just appreciating my sanity, my family, my cat, the roof over my shoulders, every chance I've ever been given....
6:30am: Leeroy is doing just fine. Is particularly fascinated with the morning birds as some some comes up. Opened the window for him. His favorite thing to do in the morning.
Having a lot of melodromatic thoughts.
6:45am: ..... thinking about drinking, a lot.... I think it's time to let go. Time to man the fuck up.
7-11am.... just been chilling with my cat, he's absolutely terrified of the construction going on outside, poor guy. Overall really angry at myself for where I'm at in life. Another amazing trip which ended in disaster.... but hey.... I couldn't expect more and its' exactly what I was looking for. Some deep introspective dark look at myself and where I'm at in life.
I do not suggest anyone ever take as much LSD as I do in the current particular state of my life. I'm literally playing with fire here. My own sanity is no joke, and I only reach out into the depths of such LSD again with the great comfort that I have antipsychotics to back me up if I ever need them again. Might add a few more words here or there at the end here, but I'm going to end the report here.
*I am writing post humously here... I did not feel like writing anymore at this point, filling in the blanks*
11am-8pm: I go to WORK.... I stopped writing here.... I am literally driving around in my car performing tasks. I am STILL tripping balls.... not in the sense of visuals, more schizo type shit. EVERY white car I see is a cop, I am seeing people behind me, I am extremely paranoid.... at this point I thought I had triggered another psychosis or schizo episode....
I am not able to properly drive a car. I should NOT HAVE BEEN DRIVING. I was missing stops, missing roads, could not read my navigation.... I was driving WORSE than a drunk person. Both brain fried and tired. I was still tripping but no longer having OEVs.... I was still tripping balls at this point. I was more of a danger behind a vehicle then if I was extremely drunk. At one point I knew I just needed to get back home safely. I was not operating a vehicle safely and I knew it.
8pm-10pm: I drink a few beers (relapsed) and popped 3 benzo pills and smoked some weed. Went to sleep.
10am: (next day): I wake up, I am still having very intense and intricate fractal CEV's.... at this point I'm wondering if I triggered another schizo episode or something.... I wake up, smoke a bit of weed and go back to sleep....
1pm: I wake up, tired and drained feeling like I did every drug in the world last night. I forced myself out of bed. No longer having visuals but just feeling out of it and tired, like I took a large amount of antipsychotics.
1pm-10pm: I work, slowly. Got through the day. No visuals or anything but ready to just go to sleep again. I feel tired and weak.....
10pm - 12pm: I feel more sane now, I relapsed on alcohol..... about to take some benzos and go to bed... just posting this report
Conclusion (48 hours later): Taking large amounts of LSD to quit alcoholism is not necessarily a good idea. Might work for some, didn't work for me. I could add in a bunch of details I remember from the trip, but will leave it as is for now. 500ug is no joke. Top 3 strongest LSD trips I've ever had. Wonder if it may have been an RC, but I doubt it. Had the clean clear head of real lucy was just a bit stronger than I was expecting, yet every LSD trip is different. That's part of it's beauty.
-snafu
Last drink of alcohol was around 8-10pm last night. Took drug test at 11am this morning. (I was off alcohol for almost a month using benzos responsibly. Got a surpise job offer and had 5 days to drop a urinalysis, so I quit the benzos and started flushing and doing INTENSE exercise. Unfortunately due to this I relapsed hard on alcohol and went on a 5 day bender morning-night drinking).
Still feeling very sick (not your typical hangover, sick in other ways due to liver damage). Headache, uneasy, dizzy, anxious, smelly ammonia sweat, itchy rashes... thankfully no brown pee this time. Running 4-5 miles per day and lifting bells doing pushups combined with non stop drinking for 5 days cause A LOT of inflamming all over my body. Headaches, sick and my whole body is sore from the exercise. Also have a poor diet.
2:00pm: I took some benzos, I don't know what it is (pressed pills), but it definitely is a benzo since I failed a dip stick test earlier for oxazepam metabolite.
3:30pm: Anxiety is gone, feeling better. Headache is still apparent 6-7/10 on a pain score. Still fealing uneasy and sick which is a bit hard to describe. Probably combo of liver damage (toxins being rejected by liver and coming out of my pores) + minor withdrawals after drinking 5x750ml bottles of cheap 80proof liour per day from morning to night.
4:00pm: 20mg sublingal CBD and 975mg of aspirin. Also drinking lots of electrolytes/fluids/vitamins. (I may be skewing the purpose of this report (LSD + alcohol/exercise induced inflammation)... but this headache is too bad right now, sorry.
4:15pm: Going back to work for a few hours. Don't plan on dropping the LSD until around 6-7pm
8:00pm: Got home. Took 6g of kratom. My pain/inflammation is almost alleviated after taking the aspirin/CBD. This may just turn into a regular trip report and not one that is trying to determine is LSD helps with inflammation.
8:45pm: All pain, headache and inflammation seems to be gone. I don't feel so sick anymore either, no alcohol for almost 24 hours now.
8:50pm: New trip intention: To focus my entire trip on meditation with a mantra of I DO NOT NEED ALCOHOL, OPIOIDS, METH or COCAINE in my life. I may not be ready to be fully sober. That's a next step. But sticking to weed/psychedelics/light benzo use/kratom(maybe) will be a HUGE step towards my recovery. Things that are not going to fuckign KILL me. Obviously long term benzo use is a problem, but right now it is infinitely more important to quit alcohol permanently. I do not abuse benzos, do not find them euphoric (well maybe except xanax), but do use them for genuine anxiety.
10:00pm: eat 5 tabs (500ug)
######################################## TRIP REPORT STARTS ######################################
################ I LEFT 99% OF THIS UNEDITED, ONLY FIXED TIME MARKERS TO MAKE MORE LEGIBLE #########################
################ I INCLUDED ALL TYPOS, AGAIN ONLY FIXED TIME MARKERS, WILL GIVE A BETTER SENSE OF MY STATE ################
11:15pm: peaking hard and fast! Very intensed OEVs and CEVs. Having a difficult yet amazing type trying to eat this chef salad sooo tasty soooo colorful.
12:40am: Wow isn't only been been that long? already spent an hour with the CEV gods, wtf is that fucking NOISE from the cable lol very scared about my cat, seeing cat piss and shit on my walls trying not to get lost and rememer what i came here to do!
tip to self: don't have 234987 open chrome tabs because trying to find out where the music is coming from or changing it..... so hard.//// evem wirth it?
strong urgest to want to drink.... uet go away within seconds
,
12:49am: looking at the beautiful dance of lysergamide treats outside and inside
TIME TO FOCUS!!! I am not for the hedonistic journey, I have a fucking purpose! Cannot describe how beautiful this wall of texts right now. rivotitting colors and fractals all over the place I WANT TO DO SOME ART NOW
1:00am: I need to close my windows... the feight car lights coming in giving me bad waves of anxiety fuckin cops
still tripping too hard can't even look at my cat without him turning into a weird old man or a literal fucking evil drgaonz type thing
seems like he's chill now, but hard to tell with him lookin like that mofo right now
1:04am: man I really do love LSD. arguably as a drug of abuse but also because it is so magical and myserious and OPEN MINDDINGNGNGNGN
Really wish I had some weed right now, but don't even need it thats for sure. Keep wanting to drink I think from just habit. Habitual thinking... fuck that shit.... while there are ladies on rollerblades in all sortfs of lights delivering up this wall of text
1:12am:
I"m really actually trying to document a trip minute by minute
possible? rofl
anyways just got some leftover pizza from the fridge
who gives a shitty about trying to go healthy just give me more STIMULI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the colors in the kitchen.,.... outsatnding
I've had this page open for awhile now and have seen it transform into some truly outerdimensional shit
1:18am: OK... buckle down here we care here with a purpose, let's try to center ourself and find it.
here I am being fascinated by a carootny guy trying to chop off part of a watermelon? cucomber? idk I think I lost my self there
1:24am: no music, no sound other than the airconditioner .... i am hearing very sexily psychedelic tunes I don't even need the music for anymore
I really want to go outside for a walk in the dark/// having too much fun here atm... will probably just wait til the morning.... too many fucking lights and noises coming in from inside makes me not want to go outside
1:30am: very worried for my animal... i'm certainly in no state to be judging a cat let alone another beings behavioral patterns but usually this dude gives me better vibes on my trips. Maybe I'm having TOO good of a time? Usually I come to him looking for love and energy out of a bad trip
honestly just enjoying myself in the moment, loving fucking LSD, loving everything right now.
Hopefully i have a few more pleateues on the peak wagon
looking at my cat, he looks like he's shivvering cold and usually his psychedelia faces would be "cool" or whatever, but he just seems so sad... maybe upset with me in this moment. probably thinking "is this really the last time?"....1:37am ok?? time starting to speed back up again. makes a little more sense
im just gonna try to go inward and relax a bit
1:44am: ever been so high on LSD that you literally feel like you could fall asleep at any moment... like this were all a dream anways. LSD the only way to WAKE THE FUCK UP
OK FOR REAL GOING TO GO CHILL THE FUCK OUT, MEDITATE AND SNOOGLZE WITH MY KITTY
2:00am: Ok feel better with my cat, got him to chill out. He's certainly perceptiving my own mind set... a little chaotic just gave me some PTSD from the time he unfortauntely ate some psilocybe mushrooms **remind me to explain/elaborate**
sooo probably one more plateau, or two? Let's ride this out and actually just go sit down, meditate, and get to business.... I keep wanting to go drink some fucking booze right now because its the kngee girc reaction
FUCK I COULD GO STEAL SOME OF MY FAMILY'S LIQUOR RIGHT NOW
FUCK THIS IS WHAT IM HERE FOR, THE FUCKING BALLDE PEW PEW PEWP
having very sudden urges to drink.... here comes the battle boys hope it doesn't go south but I'll never surrender
literally cannot tell if my cat is in distress, vomiting or having distressed breathing..... yeah I"m just fucking tripping balls I know he's fine I worry too much he's my baby
2:20am: ok, for the last time, chill out and boot strap up
2:40am: had some chill grooves with the cat, amazing CEVs with this track
had to pee, and why the fuck is there a formal dining room chair inside of the tiny downstairs toilet? That may boggle my mind even if I weren't sober atm.... CERTAINLY WAS NOT ME LOL I have no fucking idea what it is doing there and don't want to ask
2:45am: going to actually try to mediate now
*assumes the position**
3:00am: doing my best to try to stay in the moment, starting to come down a bit the CEVs are less fractal like and turning into some of the most beautiful paintings I've ever seened. God damn I wish I could take a picture and save it for later. I literally just saw 3-4 masterpiece artwork paintings transform in front of me that I hardly will be ever gifted enough to be able to express in their proper dues
cat lookin at the window shades like he sees me doing the crazy ass shit they be doing right now (YO COPS STOP SHINING THE FRUCKING LIGHTS IN MY WINDOW!!!!)
Ok, back to meditating. Definitely at the end of my last peak, maybe one more
back to my cat, I think he's just picking up on my strange vibes right now. Giving me some horrible flashback PTSD memories of the incident with him...Strangely I have a sudden urge to go drink or this shady dude comes out of the visual psychosphere and hands me a drink.... fuck you bruh? I know you?
Now I'm starting to get of that sort of "LSD" headache you get.... not really painful... just maube be pushing too many buttons right now.... growing pains? I bet I just gave birth to trillions of new beautifull connections in my brain. Beautiful neurogenysis going on here!! and some obliteraged s1h2 or whatever sites lmao
3:22am: I literally just walked into the kitchen with complete intent to grab one of the various drinks available to it........ fuckin manned up took a shot of apple cider vinegar and shut myself back in my room. FUCK ALCOHOL. IF THIS IS MY FUCKIN TRIP THAT I ASKED FOR, WHICH IT WAS SO FAR I GUESS?
I have these benzos I could take.... for when I need them.... but that's not want I wan't right now. Benzos don't have euphoric drive for me like alcohol does. Which is exactly why I'm struggling it and its a grumpy old bitch and needs to get out of my lawn!!
3:43am: ok, I am VERY concerned about my cat right now, displaying the same odd behavior as before... I can't believe this is happening but I truly believe I somehow dosed my cat from petting him after handling the strip I cannot believe this shit again NOT AGAIN
3:53am: trip is no longer about myself....
4:25am: taking a very good look at my cat, he is doing fine. Likely just a trace dose of LSD .... only possibility
his symptoms/behavior very similar to, but not nearly as extreme as the last incendent
Similar as a cat on catnip. A bit overstimulated, aggressive self grooming.
4:36am: I am trying to enjoy the rest of the comedown, still having strong visuals, but yeah... mood kinda rouined
5:00am: very somber... just laying here with my cat giving him all the comforut and love he needs right now... will probably go for a walk when the sun comes up
5:30am: still just comforting and spooning my little baby I can only imagine what he is dreaming right now, no desire to drink or even get high right now, just appreciating my sanity, my family, my cat, the roof over my shoulders, every chance I've ever been given....
6:30am: Leeroy is doing just fine. Is particularly fascinated with the morning birds as some some comes up. Opened the window for him. His favorite thing to do in the morning.
Having a lot of melodromatic thoughts.
6:45am: ..... thinking about drinking, a lot.... I think it's time to let go. Time to man the fuck up.
7-11am.... just been chilling with my cat, he's absolutely terrified of the construction going on outside, poor guy. Overall really angry at myself for where I'm at in life. Another amazing trip which ended in disaster.... but hey.... I couldn't expect more and its' exactly what I was looking for. Some deep introspective dark look at myself and where I'm at in life.
I do not suggest anyone ever take as much LSD as I do in the current particular state of my life. I'm literally playing with fire here. My own sanity is no joke, and I only reach out into the depths of such LSD again with the great comfort that I have antipsychotics to back me up if I ever need them again. Might add a few more words here or there at the end here, but I'm going to end the report here.
*I am writing post humously here... I did not feel like writing anymore at this point, filling in the blanks*
11am-8pm: I go to WORK.... I stopped writing here.... I am literally driving around in my car performing tasks. I am STILL tripping balls.... not in the sense of visuals, more schizo type shit. EVERY white car I see is a cop, I am seeing people behind me, I am extremely paranoid.... at this point I thought I had triggered another psychosis or schizo episode....
I am not able to properly drive a car. I should NOT HAVE BEEN DRIVING. I was missing stops, missing roads, could not read my navigation.... I was driving WORSE than a drunk person. Both brain fried and tired. I was still tripping but no longer having OEVs.... I was still tripping balls at this point. I was more of a danger behind a vehicle then if I was extremely drunk. At one point I knew I just needed to get back home safely. I was not operating a vehicle safely and I knew it.
8pm-10pm: I drink a few beers (relapsed) and popped 3 benzo pills and smoked some weed. Went to sleep.
10am: (next day): I wake up, I am still having very intense and intricate fractal CEV's.... at this point I'm wondering if I triggered another schizo episode or something.... I wake up, smoke a bit of weed and go back to sleep....
1pm: I wake up, tired and drained feeling like I did every drug in the world last night. I forced myself out of bed. No longer having visuals but just feeling out of it and tired, like I took a large amount of antipsychotics.
1pm-10pm: I work, slowly. Got through the day. No visuals or anything but ready to just go to sleep again. I feel tired and weak.....
10pm - 12pm: I feel more sane now, I relapsed on alcohol..... about to take some benzos and go to bed... just posting this report
Conclusion (48 hours later): Taking large amounts of LSD to quit alcoholism is not necessarily a good idea. Might work for some, didn't work for me. I could add in a bunch of details I remember from the trip, but will leave it as is for now. 500ug is no joke. Top 3 strongest LSD trips I've ever had. Wonder if it may have been an RC, but I doubt it. Had the clean clear head of real lucy was just a bit stronger than I was expecting, yet every LSD trip is different. That's part of it's beauty.
-snafu
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