purplefirefly
Bluelight Crew
Recently I had one of the scariest moments I have ever experienced while on substances. Early on in the evening I consumed a half of a cookie that contained 500 mg of hash oil. The THC started to kick in and I noticed that it was quite hard to focus on things or even hold a conversation. For example I would be watching TV and I just wouldn’t understand anything that I was watching, it was like my brain was not at all capable of interpreting the information that was being sent to it.
A little later in the night my husband decided that it would be a good idea for us to do some nitrous. We turned off the TV and put on some music (Nine Inch Nails to be precise). Initially we started off doing one bulb each which was perfectly fine. I got some nice visuals from it and I also got some really intense body sensations from it as well.
Finally after a few rounds I decided to do two bulbs at once. Into the balloon the two bulbs went. I inhaled all of it (in two breaths if I remember correctly) and then the trip started to take over. I wish I had been a little more prepared for what was about to happen.
The first part of the experience I do not have any recollection of at all, but then all of a sudden I started to hear blaring dark sounding (satanic perhaps?) music in my ears as if I was standing right next to a speaker at a rock concert. Suddenly I started seeing the color red all around me and it almost felt like I was flying through a vortex of some sort. I don’t remember seeing any shapes or patterns, only the color red. I was also feeling a pretty heavy body load, my whole body was tingling. This is the point where I started to get nervous, my initial thought was “What if my body permanently feels like this?” and then I started thinking “This has been going on for way to long, why am I not coming out of it?” The music is still blasting in my ears and all I can think of is that I am dead. I really started to think that I had died and I was now racing off to my eternity, where ever that may be. Now as corny as it sounds, my next thought was “What if I have to listen to this music for the rest of eternity?”
This goes on for what feels like a long time and I am getting more and more scared by the second because I certainly don’t want to be dead. Finally, my eyes started to open, and once I saw that I could open them I forced them to open. My heart is still racing at this point and I am slowly starting to get my bearings of where I am and what is going on around me. The music is still playing in the background and once I am able to I ask my husband to shut the music off.
I was absolutely shocked and sort of amazed at the experience I had, it felt so absolutely real, I really thought that I was dead. It took me a few minutes to try to verbalize to my husband what I had experienced. I never expected to have such a powerful experience out of the drugs that I had consumed that night.
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A little later in the night my husband decided that it would be a good idea for us to do some nitrous. We turned off the TV and put on some music (Nine Inch Nails to be precise). Initially we started off doing one bulb each which was perfectly fine. I got some nice visuals from it and I also got some really intense body sensations from it as well.
Finally after a few rounds I decided to do two bulbs at once. Into the balloon the two bulbs went. I inhaled all of it (in two breaths if I remember correctly) and then the trip started to take over. I wish I had been a little more prepared for what was about to happen.
The first part of the experience I do not have any recollection of at all, but then all of a sudden I started to hear blaring dark sounding (satanic perhaps?) music in my ears as if I was standing right next to a speaker at a rock concert. Suddenly I started seeing the color red all around me and it almost felt like I was flying through a vortex of some sort. I don’t remember seeing any shapes or patterns, only the color red. I was also feeling a pretty heavy body load, my whole body was tingling. This is the point where I started to get nervous, my initial thought was “What if my body permanently feels like this?” and then I started thinking “This has been going on for way to long, why am I not coming out of it?” The music is still blasting in my ears and all I can think of is that I am dead. I really started to think that I had died and I was now racing off to my eternity, where ever that may be. Now as corny as it sounds, my next thought was “What if I have to listen to this music for the rest of eternity?”
This goes on for what feels like a long time and I am getting more and more scared by the second because I certainly don’t want to be dead. Finally, my eyes started to open, and once I saw that I could open them I forced them to open. My heart is still racing at this point and I am slowly starting to get my bearings of where I am and what is going on around me. The music is still playing in the background and once I am able to I ask my husband to shut the music off.
I was absolutely shocked and sort of amazed at the experience I had, it felt so absolutely real, I really thought that I was dead. It took me a few minutes to try to verbalize to my husband what I had experienced. I never expected to have such a powerful experience out of the drugs that I had consumed that night.
substancecode_THC
substancecode_hash
substancecode_hashoil
substancecode_nitrous
substancecode_nitrousoxide
substancecode_n2o
_combo_
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it was the worst drug experience in my life and my only badtrip 
you know the cure for this is to smoke more weed, right? i'm only fucking with you, hun. but srsly, go easy with the cookies next time.