a shadow has wrapped itself around my memories, they seem to be fading and blurring into maybe yesterdays
I don't remember how it feels to melt into your arms any more than I can recall being sincerely happy
at the back of a mind that is determined to change, there is also a guilty whisper of a deathwish
a thousand flights of stairs into eternity, whose indecisive steps are those?
gray amber reminds me of a crisp clear morning with clouds crawling on daylight
the withered flowers on the floor, so tired and defeated, might as well be my heart
I feel warmer in the rain than I do in my dreams, and this is the only thing I have
we keep our innermost secrets closer than our hearts and we defend them with more than we imagine
black beads that glimmer in the night carry whatever's left of the pieces of you
refusing to surrender those moments, these chains bring comfort for the past
etched in a tombstone in solitary tears, here lies two souls, my hopes and dreams.
"Dearest li kai,
Hello. It's been nice knowing you.
I'm an addict, who changes addictions.
Right now, and for so long, I've been addicted to you.
This is gonna have the worst withdrawal yet.
When you leave, I'm gonna miss you.
I'm gonna miss you.
I love you."
I don't remember how it feels to melt into your arms any more than I can recall being sincerely happy
at the back of a mind that is determined to change, there is also a guilty whisper of a deathwish
a thousand flights of stairs into eternity, whose indecisive steps are those?
gray amber reminds me of a crisp clear morning with clouds crawling on daylight
the withered flowers on the floor, so tired and defeated, might as well be my heart
I feel warmer in the rain than I do in my dreams, and this is the only thing I have
we keep our innermost secrets closer than our hearts and we defend them with more than we imagine
black beads that glimmer in the night carry whatever's left of the pieces of you
refusing to surrender those moments, these chains bring comfort for the past
etched in a tombstone in solitary tears, here lies two souls, my hopes and dreams.
"Dearest li kai,
Hello. It's been nice knowing you.
I'm an addict, who changes addictions.
Right now, and for so long, I've been addicted to you.
This is gonna have the worst withdrawal yet.
When you leave, I'm gonna miss you.
I'm gonna miss you.
I love you."
