apples1991
Greenlighter
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- Jun 8, 2015
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Hey, to be short and sweet I've been addicted to adderall and vyvanse mainly vyvanse for 5 years this month. I'm 24 and in great shape..I just graduated with my masters and kicked the addies, well, trying.
My addiction was at absolute worse like a 30 x 50 mg vyvanse script and .30 x 10 mg addy script lasting me like 17 days..u do math.. up until last Jan 2014 where I began most months going through a 30 x 20mg sexy script in 8 days and then getting my vyvanse and taking 100 mg at min normally 150 mg upping to 250 mg in a day which I've only done twice to this day. Since this January it's gotten a lot worse I have taken a max of 200mg addy one time and stayed up for 2 days that sucked hard. Most vyvanse was shortly thereafter I took 400 mg vyvanse one time and probably stayed up two days too. on avg in these months it was using 17 days/month going through a 20mg addy script and a 50 mg vyvanse script.
-side note:worst semester of my academic life while doing so.
I can't hide it anymore from my employer, family, and in my social life and I want to go to NA but my thing here is have I likely(& obviously everyone is different) done permanent damage to my heart, kidneys, liver? I mean dumb question from someone who Clearly would deserve so but I know what I was stupid, I just..justified 'its just adderall'...
I work out 5/6 days a week(weightlifting) and smoked when I was younger from 18-20.5 and haven't since. I don't drink much, never done any other drugs but addies, pot, and alcohol Also don't take any prescriptions but just got put on wellbutrin to quit.
I used to read people's posts on here like DAMN that dudes fudged up(for lack of a better word) taking 150 mg addies in a day, And now I'm that guy. I know this will only get worse unless I act.
Btw excuse my 8th grade typing as I'm coming down from addies and am on my phone. Also there is a lot more to this story so ask away I didn't want to write an autobiography.
Thx
My addiction was at absolute worse like a 30 x 50 mg vyvanse script and .30 x 10 mg addy script lasting me like 17 days..u do math.. up until last Jan 2014 where I began most months going through a 30 x 20mg sexy script in 8 days and then getting my vyvanse and taking 100 mg at min normally 150 mg upping to 250 mg in a day which I've only done twice to this day. Since this January it's gotten a lot worse I have taken a max of 200mg addy one time and stayed up for 2 days that sucked hard. Most vyvanse was shortly thereafter I took 400 mg vyvanse one time and probably stayed up two days too. on avg in these months it was using 17 days/month going through a 20mg addy script and a 50 mg vyvanse script.
-side note:worst semester of my academic life while doing so.
I can't hide it anymore from my employer, family, and in my social life and I want to go to NA but my thing here is have I likely(& obviously everyone is different) done permanent damage to my heart, kidneys, liver? I mean dumb question from someone who Clearly would deserve so but I know what I was stupid, I just..justified 'its just adderall'...
I work out 5/6 days a week(weightlifting) and smoked when I was younger from 18-20.5 and haven't since. I don't drink much, never done any other drugs but addies, pot, and alcohol Also don't take any prescriptions but just got put on wellbutrin to quit.
I used to read people's posts on here like DAMN that dudes fudged up(for lack of a better word) taking 150 mg addies in a day, And now I'm that guy. I know this will only get worse unless I act.
Btw excuse my 8th grade typing as I'm coming down from addies and am on my phone. Also there is a lot more to this story so ask away I didn't want to write an autobiography.
Thx
