kidspatula
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Subject: Myself, 120lbs female
8:25 Dropped 11mgs of 5-meo-mipt
8:35 Deffinite first alerts
8:45 Wow, we're already tripping fairly soldily.
(From here on it's all by fuzzy recollection)
Very shortly after dropping I begin to notice that I'm really getting into a heavy trip. This is our 4th time with this substance, and up to this point we've had mild but generally pleasant trips. This time we expected a fun, and somewhat light social enhancer and I expected some mild visuals (tracers and such) to enhance the lightshow that was going to the dance club. After a very quick 20 minute or so come up, I ended up tripping more intensely than I've every tripped (I've tripped a total of 7 times now, starting with 2ce, then 5 meo mipt and DOI (in combination), and finally all three in one night).
It's really hard to describe exactly what was going on. It's one of those things where the English language just doesn't have the words to describe the concepts. When things really started hitting me, it felt like everything in my experience was getting blended and muddled in a crazy way. I can't exactly describe visuals (although I do remember things being very visually intense) simply because it was hard for me to distinguish between what I was seeing/hearing/feeling/emoting. I did actually become a bit scared simply because I felt everything so completely out of control.
I'd feel like crying and laughing hysterically and being totally chill all at once, and it resulted in me contorting my face and tearing up a bit and not quite knowing what to do with myself. I was able to contain myself simply because I didn't want to upset my girlfriend or turn things into an unpleasant night, so I simply convinced myself that all of this was not going to result in anything bad happening to me, but that I was just going to have to ride out this intense trip for a little bit and things were going to be great.
At around 9:30pm our friend had arrived to take us to the club and by this time I was under control of myself to the degree where I felt I could go and have a good time. Him coming over actually served to calm me down quite a bit and his generally positive attitude really brought me into a happy place, and we got into his car and left. (I'd like to point out that when he came in, our puppy started running around excitedly and just looked like a crazy blurr, zipping around our living room). We go outside to our friend's car and on the way there I see some woman with no arms or legs tied to a tree and ask my companions "What the hell is tied to that tree??" then realize... oh right... that's just a knot in the tree... It's not really a woman (while still seeing the woman). They both laugh when I tell them what it is I saw and I laugh it off too.
Our friend's car is cool! It was totally like getting into a little miniature space ship and zipping off into space. All of the little guages and lights on his dash board were dancing around and melting to the music. The big city buildings outside all seemed to melt and smush together, everything was of course very bright and vivid, everything on the sides just streaked by. Being in the car was just nuts.
We get to the club and there's no one at the door and things seem kind of quiet. I quite literally felt like I was sneaking into someone's house when we went down the stairs. One thing I'd like to mention is that tripping tends to make me very paranoid, and this time was certainly no exception. While at the club I kept thinking that I was going to be too "wierd" or do something to get everyone busted and somehow ruin the night for everyone. It didn't bother me too much, but it sort of made me feel on edge much of the night. I also kept worrying, while talking to people, wether they were going to be annoyed or put off with me for whatever reason.
After sitting in the chill out area upsetairs for a while and sort of getting acclimated to being at the club, we went downstairs to the dance area to find our other friend who we were supposed to meet there. The dancefloor area was just insane. Lights would flash on someone's face, giving me a horribly distorted still image that was often times something hideous and monstrous. I'd see people dancing and have to convince myself that there wasn't some demon that had been unleashed in the club. It wasn't particular disturbing, but what went through my mind was ugliness.
After a bit I found our other friend and talking to him on the dance floor was nuts. The lights flashing on his face and body made him appear to be sort of shattering in front of me. His words all seemed very disjointed and it took me a lot of effort to comprehend what he was saying most times. I felt very on edge talking to him too, like he was going to catch on that I was just too out of my head to be in public and that I was embarassing him or making him worried for me or have some negative feelings because of my actions. I held it together pretty well though and while letting on that I was a bit intoxicated, he let me know that I seemed to be pretty in control. I really was for the most part, but it was definitely easy to feel things slipping, but the environment and the positive nature of the evening kept me in a good place and I was able to stay in control and have a very enjoyable time.
After a few hours of dancing with my girlfriend and listening to some good drum and bass, our friends had to call it a night. We went back upstairs and it once again dawned on me how hard I was still tripping, as the lights were all melting and there was some bald guy who's head looked like it was going to pop. We went outside and the architecture all looked amazing (it really is a very cool city with some really impressive architecture, but especially so tonight) and the cool night air felt good (probably I was a little overheated from dancing, but I didn't notice it of course). We were driven home and had some really enjoyable conversation in the car (at that point I wanted to just drive around and talk all night). We say goodbye and me and my girlfriend go back to our apartment.
Around 2am, Still tripping quite significantly. Our crazy dog greets us at the door, and while she's no longer a brown blur, her legs and tail are getting some mild trails. The cieling is still breathing. The icons on my computer screen are dancing all around to the music (I started playing some Mu-ziq: urmur bile trax followed by kid koala). My girlfriend makes a ham sandwhich for herself, which I try a bite of and it's amazing. We decided to take a walk to walgreens to get some coke and some puppy chow.
The walk was fairly uneventful. Cold, but not really unpleasant. The street lights and trees all look very nice. We walk by a tree highlighted by a street lamp and the bark looks very detailed to me, like it's covered in father time's faces.
We arrive at Walgreens and it's... very walgreens. Everything in the store really stood out, all the colors were vivid and bright and it was just a generally interesting place. We get some reese's peanut butter cups, coke, milk, and puppy chow and head home.
Eat some candy, eat a sandwich, drink some coke, listen to more music and chill and just enjoyably ride out the tail end of an all around pleasant trip. As I write this it's 5am and I'm still tripping very gently. I feel a bit tired and think I should be able to get some sleep whenever I decide to lay down and go to bed.
All in all a very interesting trip turning out to be a very fun time. I would NOT recommend this to a first time tripper as I think the potential for instability is pretty high and one could very easily trip themselves into a bad place on this drug. The first time we did it, we let a friend of ours trip on it and he had a very intense trip, even convincing himself he was having a heart attack at one point. At the time me and my girlfriend couldn't understand how he could trip so hard on what we gave him, but now I can really see the potential for something like that happening. I will definitely be doing this drug more in the future, though I will probably not be dosing any higher than what I did tonight at any point since I was tripping about as hard as I could ever want to trip. 11mg is a dose that I would take if I really felt like staying home and exploring the universe of my mind, whereas 7mg is a dose that I would feel more comfortable going out into the world on (at the latter dose, the trip is very friendly and social and easy to handle).
8:25 Dropped 11mgs of 5-meo-mipt
8:35 Deffinite first alerts
8:45 Wow, we're already tripping fairly soldily.
(From here on it's all by fuzzy recollection)
Very shortly after dropping I begin to notice that I'm really getting into a heavy trip. This is our 4th time with this substance, and up to this point we've had mild but generally pleasant trips. This time we expected a fun, and somewhat light social enhancer and I expected some mild visuals (tracers and such) to enhance the lightshow that was going to the dance club. After a very quick 20 minute or so come up, I ended up tripping more intensely than I've every tripped (I've tripped a total of 7 times now, starting with 2ce, then 5 meo mipt and DOI (in combination), and finally all three in one night).
It's really hard to describe exactly what was going on. It's one of those things where the English language just doesn't have the words to describe the concepts. When things really started hitting me, it felt like everything in my experience was getting blended and muddled in a crazy way. I can't exactly describe visuals (although I do remember things being very visually intense) simply because it was hard for me to distinguish between what I was seeing/hearing/feeling/emoting. I did actually become a bit scared simply because I felt everything so completely out of control.
I'd feel like crying and laughing hysterically and being totally chill all at once, and it resulted in me contorting my face and tearing up a bit and not quite knowing what to do with myself. I was able to contain myself simply because I didn't want to upset my girlfriend or turn things into an unpleasant night, so I simply convinced myself that all of this was not going to result in anything bad happening to me, but that I was just going to have to ride out this intense trip for a little bit and things were going to be great.
At around 9:30pm our friend had arrived to take us to the club and by this time I was under control of myself to the degree where I felt I could go and have a good time. Him coming over actually served to calm me down quite a bit and his generally positive attitude really brought me into a happy place, and we got into his car and left. (I'd like to point out that when he came in, our puppy started running around excitedly and just looked like a crazy blurr, zipping around our living room). We go outside to our friend's car and on the way there I see some woman with no arms or legs tied to a tree and ask my companions "What the hell is tied to that tree??" then realize... oh right... that's just a knot in the tree... It's not really a woman (while still seeing the woman). They both laugh when I tell them what it is I saw and I laugh it off too.
Our friend's car is cool! It was totally like getting into a little miniature space ship and zipping off into space. All of the little guages and lights on his dash board were dancing around and melting to the music. The big city buildings outside all seemed to melt and smush together, everything was of course very bright and vivid, everything on the sides just streaked by. Being in the car was just nuts.
We get to the club and there's no one at the door and things seem kind of quiet. I quite literally felt like I was sneaking into someone's house when we went down the stairs. One thing I'd like to mention is that tripping tends to make me very paranoid, and this time was certainly no exception. While at the club I kept thinking that I was going to be too "wierd" or do something to get everyone busted and somehow ruin the night for everyone. It didn't bother me too much, but it sort of made me feel on edge much of the night. I also kept worrying, while talking to people, wether they were going to be annoyed or put off with me for whatever reason.
After sitting in the chill out area upsetairs for a while and sort of getting acclimated to being at the club, we went downstairs to the dance area to find our other friend who we were supposed to meet there. The dancefloor area was just insane. Lights would flash on someone's face, giving me a horribly distorted still image that was often times something hideous and monstrous. I'd see people dancing and have to convince myself that there wasn't some demon that had been unleashed in the club. It wasn't particular disturbing, but what went through my mind was ugliness.
After a bit I found our other friend and talking to him on the dance floor was nuts. The lights flashing on his face and body made him appear to be sort of shattering in front of me. His words all seemed very disjointed and it took me a lot of effort to comprehend what he was saying most times. I felt very on edge talking to him too, like he was going to catch on that I was just too out of my head to be in public and that I was embarassing him or making him worried for me or have some negative feelings because of my actions. I held it together pretty well though and while letting on that I was a bit intoxicated, he let me know that I seemed to be pretty in control. I really was for the most part, but it was definitely easy to feel things slipping, but the environment and the positive nature of the evening kept me in a good place and I was able to stay in control and have a very enjoyable time.
After a few hours of dancing with my girlfriend and listening to some good drum and bass, our friends had to call it a night. We went back upstairs and it once again dawned on me how hard I was still tripping, as the lights were all melting and there was some bald guy who's head looked like it was going to pop. We went outside and the architecture all looked amazing (it really is a very cool city with some really impressive architecture, but especially so tonight) and the cool night air felt good (probably I was a little overheated from dancing, but I didn't notice it of course). We were driven home and had some really enjoyable conversation in the car (at that point I wanted to just drive around and talk all night). We say goodbye and me and my girlfriend go back to our apartment.
Around 2am, Still tripping quite significantly. Our crazy dog greets us at the door, and while she's no longer a brown blur, her legs and tail are getting some mild trails. The cieling is still breathing. The icons on my computer screen are dancing all around to the music (I started playing some Mu-ziq: urmur bile trax followed by kid koala). My girlfriend makes a ham sandwhich for herself, which I try a bite of and it's amazing. We decided to take a walk to walgreens to get some coke and some puppy chow.
The walk was fairly uneventful. Cold, but not really unpleasant. The street lights and trees all look very nice. We walk by a tree highlighted by a street lamp and the bark looks very detailed to me, like it's covered in father time's faces.
We arrive at Walgreens and it's... very walgreens. Everything in the store really stood out, all the colors were vivid and bright and it was just a generally interesting place. We get some reese's peanut butter cups, coke, milk, and puppy chow and head home.
Eat some candy, eat a sandwich, drink some coke, listen to more music and chill and just enjoyably ride out the tail end of an all around pleasant trip. As I write this it's 5am and I'm still tripping very gently. I feel a bit tired and think I should be able to get some sleep whenever I decide to lay down and go to bed.
All in all a very interesting trip turning out to be a very fun time. I would NOT recommend this to a first time tripper as I think the potential for instability is pretty high and one could very easily trip themselves into a bad place on this drug. The first time we did it, we let a friend of ours trip on it and he had a very intense trip, even convincing himself he was having a heart attack at one point. At the time me and my girlfriend couldn't understand how he could trip so hard on what we gave him, but now I can really see the potential for something like that happening. I will definitely be doing this drug more in the future, though I will probably not be dosing any higher than what I did tonight at any point since I was tripping about as hard as I could ever want to trip. 11mg is a dose that I would take if I really felt like staying home and exploring the universe of my mind, whereas 7mg is a dose that I would feel more comfortable going out into the world on (at the latter dose, the trip is very friendly and social and easy to handle).
I dropped 15mgs tonight.