Well I am glad you decided not to shoot it up in direct combination with those other things.
So in what way exactly did it "change your life"?
About 30 minutes ago I came down from using it again. I have been up for 5? days and don't even remember doing it, but I did a shot of speed from a bag that he said held 5-MeO-DMT last. I probably didn't think it would matter.
I remember "waking up" on my kitchen floor. If I thought the last trip was bad, oh my god. The amphetamine psychosis probably played a major role. I kept dying! What kind of hell drug rips your sanity from you, teases you with it, and tears it from you again? Parts of my body kept vanishing and then weren't mine anymore. Aliens and cops were at my door and crawling in my windows. These evil, raspy voices haunted me. I was in pure terror. I had a thought "call 911" for an instant, before more horrors launched at me.
I had these visions that I was screaming blood out of every orifice. Nothing I knew was real, I was actually a crazy killer on death row in another dimension. I either had to die in a reality not my own, or suffer a bad trip forever. Gunshots, so loud and real kept firing in my head and rattled my sanity. It was physically painful.
And then something changed.
I was outside all of a sudden, on my back porch looking up at the sky. I heard a hum, wobbling. I was reborn as God. I wore the robes of a monk with glowing bracelets. I became the sky.
This was the most euphoric and earth-shattering experience of my entire lifetime. I was so emotional, I broke down and cried tears of joy. Everything was going to be okay, I was healing. Something I was supposed to do had been done. I was accomplished. I knew right then, more clearly and profoundly than anything else, that everything was created for me. The rest was just extra. You take the good with the bad.
I can't stop crying right now thinking about it. I had a religious experience. Nothing will ever come close to making me as happy as I was. I'm so grateful this happened. My outlook on life is uplifted and changed permanently. I am in awe of the enlightenment I experienced. This will stick with me forever. My life is truly changed by this. I am so content, in such bliss.
I don't even feel the speed, in fact I am tired. This entire trip seemed like it lasted eternities. I don't know how long it actually took in our measurements. I don't even know how much I did, but the bag is empty and my works are out so I know I shot it. My eyes are still flickering little tricks at me, too, things jump around, morph and shape together in the corner of my eyes.