DragonFly31
Bluelighter
First and foremost, if you are intending on taking this drug, it is essential that you do not underestimate its potency. I cannot stress this enough, as you will read below.
I'd had the little baggy containing what seemed like an extremely minute amount of 5-MeO-DMT for about a week or two, and my first time I'd done the stuff I had been exceedingly cautious with it, taking some in a cigarrette while the stuff was passed around by my dealer - I had very mild effects, if any.
This time, I wanted the full effects - so I'd bought what was supposed to be a dose off this dealer. At the same time, I was a bit put off by reports of 'overly intense experiences' or 'strong body load' feelings. So this time, I split what I thought to be a single dose into two lines for me and a buddy of mine.
For the record, I tried to weight the stuff on some scales, having a broad idea of how much effects insufflating a certain dose had off Erowid.
The scales barely registered 0.1 of a gram. Because of this, I didn't expect much of an experience.
I couldn't have been more wrong - we were both floored as soon as the stuff hit our nostrils.
It started off with mild halucinations, reminding me a little of mushrooms. But within minutes, the intensity of the experience multiplied. It was almost too much - I could handle it, but the intense feeling of nausea made it difficult for me to just relax and enjoy the experience, to chill and control. The come-up is brutal to say the least.
Instead of giving in to panick, I just closed my eyes and let go. I immediatly felt, strangely, an intense feeling of calmness and serenity. My thoughts wandered off to think about buddhism for some reason - how the state I was experiencing was a taste of what monks strive for and achieve.
I also thought how useless this experience would turn out to be in the absolute, since I was aware that altough I felt 'enlightened' in a way, I would go back to my daily life as usual, as if the experience never happened.
I opened my eyes, looked at my hands. They looked completely different - I did not recognize them. I saw them not anymore as I perceived them, but rather as they were.
At this point, I went to check on my friend. I had to pull myself out of my lovely world because he might not be liking it. This was very difficult to do, since I was in an incredible state. Also, the body load is intensely difficult to handle.
He was not handling it as well as I. He said he felt like he'd died, and at some points had to force himself to breathe in and out just to remind himself he was alive. I watched out for him until the end, as much as I could.
He was a little pissed off with me after the experience for letting him take the stuff - although I'd broadly explained to him what it was, and his curiosity had caved in.
The good thing about this drug is the same thing that is its downfall - it does not last long enough to have a 'profound experience' that will change your view on life (or something along those lines, you get my drift), but this specific point also allows for bad trips to be sorted out fairly quickly.
A + experience on the whole, and it would have been ++ if not for the terrible body load and moments of panick I felt.
Overall, an interesting substance, which I would give a go again. But be so careful! An overdose of this stuff and you will regret it like never before.
Good luck!
I'd had the little baggy containing what seemed like an extremely minute amount of 5-MeO-DMT for about a week or two, and my first time I'd done the stuff I had been exceedingly cautious with it, taking some in a cigarrette while the stuff was passed around by my dealer - I had very mild effects, if any.
This time, I wanted the full effects - so I'd bought what was supposed to be a dose off this dealer. At the same time, I was a bit put off by reports of 'overly intense experiences' or 'strong body load' feelings. So this time, I split what I thought to be a single dose into two lines for me and a buddy of mine.
For the record, I tried to weight the stuff on some scales, having a broad idea of how much effects insufflating a certain dose had off Erowid.
The scales barely registered 0.1 of a gram. Because of this, I didn't expect much of an experience.
I couldn't have been more wrong - we were both floored as soon as the stuff hit our nostrils.
It started off with mild halucinations, reminding me a little of mushrooms. But within minutes, the intensity of the experience multiplied. It was almost too much - I could handle it, but the intense feeling of nausea made it difficult for me to just relax and enjoy the experience, to chill and control. The come-up is brutal to say the least.
Instead of giving in to panick, I just closed my eyes and let go. I immediatly felt, strangely, an intense feeling of calmness and serenity. My thoughts wandered off to think about buddhism for some reason - how the state I was experiencing was a taste of what monks strive for and achieve.
I also thought how useless this experience would turn out to be in the absolute, since I was aware that altough I felt 'enlightened' in a way, I would go back to my daily life as usual, as if the experience never happened.
I opened my eyes, looked at my hands. They looked completely different - I did not recognize them. I saw them not anymore as I perceived them, but rather as they were.
At this point, I went to check on my friend. I had to pull myself out of my lovely world because he might not be liking it. This was very difficult to do, since I was in an incredible state. Also, the body load is intensely difficult to handle.
He was not handling it as well as I. He said he felt like he'd died, and at some points had to force himself to breathe in and out just to remind himself he was alive. I watched out for him until the end, as much as I could.
He was a little pissed off with me after the experience for letting him take the stuff - although I'd broadly explained to him what it was, and his curiosity had caved in.
The good thing about this drug is the same thing that is its downfall - it does not last long enough to have a 'profound experience' that will change your view on life (or something along those lines, you get my drift), but this specific point also allows for bad trips to be sorted out fairly quickly.
A + experience on the whole, and it would have been ++ if not for the terrible body load and moments of panick I felt.
Overall, an interesting substance, which I would give a go again. But be so careful! An overdose of this stuff and you will regret it like never before.
Good luck!
