2nd 5-meo-dmt experience
Well I would say that this experience took me pretty far out there. I loaded up about 5-8 mgs(not sure how much I got because the crystals didn't all evaporate).
Set: I was in my suitemates room with the lights off. My 2 suitemates were stoned. No music was playing and I was unintoxicated. I had just recieved an A on my first writing assignment for english and I felt like was pretty happy.
Experience: I was not anxious at all about smoking. I lit the freebase pipe and watched the crystals melt. After some vapor appeared i took a large hit and held it. I exhaled and inhaled another small hit. I quickly exhaled it. This is where reality started to dissolve. I was seeing some nice tracers about 5secs after my last exhale and felt a strange buzz. I closed my eyes to find myself accelerating. A white spot seemed to appear in my vision and started to grow, expanding outward and taking a good portion of my vision. At this point I was zooming pretty fast in the "void" and I was starting to become anxious. This was further than I had ever been within my own mind. I would parrell this feeling to falling. At first it feels pretty intense but then you discover that your falling faster and faster. You see the ground coming and all you can do is let go and hit. I let go for the first time in my life. I accepted what was happening to me. It was beautiful. I felt so safe yet so vunerable. After about what seemed to be 20-30mins I came out of this state and said "wow." I think it turned out to be 10 mins. I felt pretty euphoric at this point and put dark side of the moon into my a computer. I fired up milkdrop and listened to pink floyd groove.
At this point it was about +13mins or so at I decided to test my reflexes by playing halo. A sober observer would try and determine if I had lost any playing ability. If I had then I figured that either my reflexes or concentration would be impared. After plaing for about 10 mins we decided I had lost no skill in the game. In fact I felt as though I was a little more patient and my concentration was stellar. Pink floyd treated my right during my come down.
This is a STRONG chemical. It causes me to question alot of things that I take for granted. I felt that my ego had been broken down. I was trying to determine whether or not my Id or superego was in charge. I failed for the most part. A roommate turned porn on for some reason and I was very disturbed by it. I'm not sure what caused me to feel this way. It was definatly ego breakdown. I think my superego was in control at this point.
Peace
Well I would say that this experience took me pretty far out there. I loaded up about 5-8 mgs(not sure how much I got because the crystals didn't all evaporate).
Set: I was in my suitemates room with the lights off. My 2 suitemates were stoned. No music was playing and I was unintoxicated. I had just recieved an A on my first writing assignment for english and I felt like was pretty happy.
Experience: I was not anxious at all about smoking. I lit the freebase pipe and watched the crystals melt. After some vapor appeared i took a large hit and held it. I exhaled and inhaled another small hit. I quickly exhaled it. This is where reality started to dissolve. I was seeing some nice tracers about 5secs after my last exhale and felt a strange buzz. I closed my eyes to find myself accelerating. A white spot seemed to appear in my vision and started to grow, expanding outward and taking a good portion of my vision. At this point I was zooming pretty fast in the "void" and I was starting to become anxious. This was further than I had ever been within my own mind. I would parrell this feeling to falling. At first it feels pretty intense but then you discover that your falling faster and faster. You see the ground coming and all you can do is let go and hit. I let go for the first time in my life. I accepted what was happening to me. It was beautiful. I felt so safe yet so vunerable. After about what seemed to be 20-30mins I came out of this state and said "wow." I think it turned out to be 10 mins. I felt pretty euphoric at this point and put dark side of the moon into my a computer. I fired up milkdrop and listened to pink floyd groove.
At this point it was about +13mins or so at I decided to test my reflexes by playing halo. A sober observer would try and determine if I had lost any playing ability. If I had then I figured that either my reflexes or concentration would be impared. After plaing for about 10 mins we decided I had lost no skill in the game. In fact I felt as though I was a little more patient and my concentration was stellar. Pink floyd treated my right during my come down.
This is a STRONG chemical. It causes me to question alot of things that I take for granted. I felt that my ego had been broken down. I was trying to determine whether or not my Id or superego was in charge. I failed for the most part. A roommate turned porn on for some reason and I was very disturbed by it. I'm not sure what caused me to feel this way. It was definatly ego breakdown. I think my superego was in control at this point.
Peace
