plazma
Bluelighter
[Edit: This trip report is about 5-Meo-DMT. plazma sometimes refers to it as just "DMT" but he does not mean N,N-DMT. -C22]
To attempt to describe DMT to anyone who has not tried it is pointless. Indeed my experience differed so vastly from what I have heard is the average that it has been fairly had to explain it to my friends who HAVE tried DMT.
5mg Insnuffulated.
It began with the classic dissassociative feeling that the back of my head was being twisted. Then there was a slight surge of panic and the onset of nausea.
5mg Insnuffulated again. and approx 2.5 smoked. The only way I can explain this is that to me death is something of an old aquaintance, I've been close to death several times. So the feeling that then hit me was like deja vu. The adrenaline from the DMT was perhaps the most exhilarating feeling I have ever had. I was so high every nerve in my body was on twitching high alert, attuned to everything. The awareness that I was going to die didn't affect my attitude, I believe it could be to do with my philosophy to live every moment as if it were my last. I felt so calm and yet so alert. Then the voyages into my mind began.
It wasn't that I was alien or the world was alien, as I said while on it, the world IS, and I AM, that was all that mattered. That we were on different planes of existence was the only way to explain it. Doing nitrous with DMT seemed like an idea given that I was having a good time. Listening to Steve Lawler's essential mix on a bulb I could feel the music so thickly around me, I hovered on that stream for a while before assimalating it and becoming the drum, pounding and beating through the room. After returning to the world I just laughed, and couldn't explain further.
The adrenaline hit and the factor of calm dissassociation from this plane of reality was what got me wanting more. Something about the alienness of this DMT unreality called out to me, and once the nausea had gone, I felt so at peace. I felt HOME.
I had another 10mg about this point.
My memory was very choppy around this period. Somewhere in there I had a 5mg valium tablet and a beer. I also smoked a few cones and then basically went to a room to zone out for a while. I watched impossible to read writing scrawl itself across the ceiling, and when listening to some Tribal the boards on the ceiling became a jungle and I was dodging through the trees.
Approx another 10mg used here also.
Closing my eyes I then went into this voyage deep into my mind, I felt the room receeding away from me, and I could feel almost complete dissassociation from my life, from reality. I was shrunken to a tiny pinprick inside the back of my head. I saw a huge society made from shining crystal, the most incredible sights and sounds. The knowledge that death is definately not something to be afraid of came to my mind through this period.
To sum up, apart from a few moments of panic and nausea I really really enjoyed DMT, I would classify it as one of the funnest drugs I have ever done. The aspect of personal exploration and incredible euphoria and calmness of awaiting death is quite incredible, though obviously it is not for everyone. In the whole 3 or so hours I was doing it, I consumed around 30mg of 5-Meo-DMT, I had a very amazing time, and will most surely be doing it again in the not too distant future.
-plaz out-
[ 15 May 2002: Message edited by: Catch-22 ]
To attempt to describe DMT to anyone who has not tried it is pointless. Indeed my experience differed so vastly from what I have heard is the average that it has been fairly had to explain it to my friends who HAVE tried DMT.
5mg Insnuffulated.
It began with the classic dissassociative feeling that the back of my head was being twisted. Then there was a slight surge of panic and the onset of nausea.
5mg Insnuffulated again. and approx 2.5 smoked. The only way I can explain this is that to me death is something of an old aquaintance, I've been close to death several times. So the feeling that then hit me was like deja vu. The adrenaline from the DMT was perhaps the most exhilarating feeling I have ever had. I was so high every nerve in my body was on twitching high alert, attuned to everything. The awareness that I was going to die didn't affect my attitude, I believe it could be to do with my philosophy to live every moment as if it were my last. I felt so calm and yet so alert. Then the voyages into my mind began.
It wasn't that I was alien or the world was alien, as I said while on it, the world IS, and I AM, that was all that mattered. That we were on different planes of existence was the only way to explain it. Doing nitrous with DMT seemed like an idea given that I was having a good time. Listening to Steve Lawler's essential mix on a bulb I could feel the music so thickly around me, I hovered on that stream for a while before assimalating it and becoming the drum, pounding and beating through the room. After returning to the world I just laughed, and couldn't explain further.
The adrenaline hit and the factor of calm dissassociation from this plane of reality was what got me wanting more. Something about the alienness of this DMT unreality called out to me, and once the nausea had gone, I felt so at peace. I felt HOME.
I had another 10mg about this point.
My memory was very choppy around this period. Somewhere in there I had a 5mg valium tablet and a beer. I also smoked a few cones and then basically went to a room to zone out for a while. I watched impossible to read writing scrawl itself across the ceiling, and when listening to some Tribal the boards on the ceiling became a jungle and I was dodging through the trees.
Approx another 10mg used here also.
Closing my eyes I then went into this voyage deep into my mind, I felt the room receeding away from me, and I could feel almost complete dissassociation from my life, from reality. I was shrunken to a tiny pinprick inside the back of my head. I saw a huge society made from shining crystal, the most incredible sights and sounds. The knowledge that death is definately not something to be afraid of came to my mind through this period.
To sum up, apart from a few moments of panic and nausea I really really enjoyed DMT, I would classify it as one of the funnest drugs I have ever done. The aspect of personal exploration and incredible euphoria and calmness of awaiting death is quite incredible, though obviously it is not for everyone. In the whole 3 or so hours I was doing it, I consumed around 30mg of 5-Meo-DMT, I had a very amazing time, and will most surely be doing it again in the not too distant future.
-plaz out-
[ 15 May 2002: Message edited by: Catch-22 ]
