Over the weekend I ran into some. I've done it before a few years back and it was intense, somewhat scary as well, so I took it seriously. But, my friend said something like "the more you take, the less painful it is" because supposedly you lose yourself so much with a higher dose...
D goes first. We had prepared about a dozen pillows and blankets on the floor by the couch. We had the laserpod on as well as the blacklight and our sound responding laser. Blacklight stars too. Trance playing softly. No one home but us.
He inhales 14mg. He lies down and stares at the ceiling. Soon he looks terrified. I look away from him and lay back as to not distract him or make him nervous (i hate when people stare at me when i take a heavy dose of something). He says "WOW!" then twitches his leg some, staring wide eyed at the ceiling. He grabs his chest and inhales deeply.
He said it was as visual as 2 good hits of acid, plus the sensation of doing a whippet on top of it. Just like I remembered the stuff. But, he said he didn't even get close to his breakthrough trip he had the night before, where he smoked a full 24mg.
So, I told him to load me up 26mg. We weigh it accurately on his Tanita and place it in the foil pipe. I take some deep breaths and look around at the peaceful surroundings. I lay back against the couch and fire it up. That amount of powder tasted very harsh and I struggled to hold it down. I did for only 7 seconds or so when I felt it enter my brain fast. I exhaled, which sounded very metallic and echoing. I felt a rushing engulf my whole body and mind. I felt immediate fear. I felt a great pressure in my chest, which I grabbed onto and fell to the side in the fetal position.
There was a metallic ring getting louder and louder and something approaching. It was so intense; I felt like my brain's blood vessels were bursting at a rate of 1000 a second. I thought I was bleeding in my head and was dying. Soon I was no longer me, I was a fragment of being in a dark space. I heard nothing. Everything was quiet from what I remember. There was no longer fear, but emptiness. I can't remember what was happening much during this.
I came to with my head crashing through the end table. My memory begins with my head rapidly moving towards it, then crash. Intense pain. I was still tripping. Visuals mostly of bending and fractal pattern nature. I yelled and said "what the fuck happened?"
D says I looked terrified for a few moments, stood straight up, looked like I tried to grab him but fell on the pillows. I stood up again looking mad and came at D as he tried to calm me down, but right before I got to him, turned around and headed for the couch. I lost balance and my head went into the end table, knocking it over and giving my head a severe bash.
I threw up once in the trash, then got a drink. I slowly felt human after about a half hour of drinking water and shaking with excessive nervous energy. He gave me a small hit of weed, which added to the visuals and trip but made the energy a little more focused and manageable.
I was pretty confused by this. I don't think I'll mess with this stuff again. Too intense for me... it really does feel like dying, but maybe worse.
D goes first. We had prepared about a dozen pillows and blankets on the floor by the couch. We had the laserpod on as well as the blacklight and our sound responding laser. Blacklight stars too. Trance playing softly. No one home but us.
He inhales 14mg. He lies down and stares at the ceiling. Soon he looks terrified. I look away from him and lay back as to not distract him or make him nervous (i hate when people stare at me when i take a heavy dose of something). He says "WOW!" then twitches his leg some, staring wide eyed at the ceiling. He grabs his chest and inhales deeply.
He said it was as visual as 2 good hits of acid, plus the sensation of doing a whippet on top of it. Just like I remembered the stuff. But, he said he didn't even get close to his breakthrough trip he had the night before, where he smoked a full 24mg.
So, I told him to load me up 26mg. We weigh it accurately on his Tanita and place it in the foil pipe. I take some deep breaths and look around at the peaceful surroundings. I lay back against the couch and fire it up. That amount of powder tasted very harsh and I struggled to hold it down. I did for only 7 seconds or so when I felt it enter my brain fast. I exhaled, which sounded very metallic and echoing. I felt a rushing engulf my whole body and mind. I felt immediate fear. I felt a great pressure in my chest, which I grabbed onto and fell to the side in the fetal position.
There was a metallic ring getting louder and louder and something approaching. It was so intense; I felt like my brain's blood vessels were bursting at a rate of 1000 a second. I thought I was bleeding in my head and was dying. Soon I was no longer me, I was a fragment of being in a dark space. I heard nothing. Everything was quiet from what I remember. There was no longer fear, but emptiness. I can't remember what was happening much during this.
I came to with my head crashing through the end table. My memory begins with my head rapidly moving towards it, then crash. Intense pain. I was still tripping. Visuals mostly of bending and fractal pattern nature. I yelled and said "what the fuck happened?"
D says I looked terrified for a few moments, stood straight up, looked like I tried to grab him but fell on the pillows. I stood up again looking mad and came at D as he tried to calm me down, but right before I got to him, turned around and headed for the couch. I lost balance and my head went into the end table, knocking it over and giving my head a severe bash.
I threw up once in the trash, then got a drink. I slowly felt human after about a half hour of drinking water and shaking with excessive nervous energy. He gave me a small hit of weed, which added to the visuals and trip but made the energy a little more focused and manageable.
I was pretty confused by this. I don't think I'll mess with this stuff again. Too intense for me... it really does feel like dying, but maybe worse.
