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5-MeO-DMT (9mg) - Inexperienced - Through the Ceiling Into the Light

ectolysergic

ectolysergic

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the experience of this substance is almost impossible to convey in words.

i had approximately 8-9mg in the pipe. i held the smoke as long as i could coming to realize the experience usually doesnt kick in until exhaling. before exhaling i lay back on the bed with some ambient music playing in the background.

upon exhaling the ceiling above me begins to move with a speed i've never seen before. i've recently just had a mushroom experience and for at least a week or so following these trips i retain a bit of residual visuals upon concentration which i believe had an influence on the craziness of these visuals. i hear visuals are very uncommon with this substance so i attribute this to that fact.

the visuals on the ceiling continued to speed up until there was nothing but an encompassing white light surrounding me (which may have in retrospect been the lamp beside me) and i was without notion or conflict. i was simply _____


after the very brief stay in white light i came down a notch. visuals were still persisting very wildly on my ceiling and they were enjoyable to watch and kept my mind off the nausea i began experiencing on the way down. (felt like i had to vomit) slowly the ceiling became less and less intense until ceasing much movement after about 20minutes.




this is a very powerful substance. i'm quite new to it and until now have only managed to smoke myself scared stiff. this time i was without fear as i was without what constitutes 'me'. this is powerful stuff for ego realization and very valuable for meditation.




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ectolysergic said:
this is a very powerful substance. i'm quite new to it and until now have only managed to smoke myself scared stiff. this time i was without fear as i was without what constitutes 'me'. this is powerful stuff for ego realization and very valuable for meditation.
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QFT. This thing is not a toy. Especially considering it's absolutely unmatched, unprecedented intensity and the lack of visuals (I also had virtually none). Better treat it with respect :!.
 
^^word, IMO 5meodmt is one of the least recreational psychs, not in a bad way, but most of the time it produces no visuals, it's simply pure 100% unadulterated mindfuck in a bag. If you can integrate it though it's wonderful for introspection.
 
indeed. i think it's definitely valuable in coming to realize the defenses we build up all around us and how our physical bodies influence our attachment and define who we think we are.

i find it therapeutic allowing myself to be free of all sort of attachment and any notion of permanence. you can't really define such a state. and such being the case what i had to report was less than what would normally constitute a trip report. anyway, a very rewarding experience.

and about the visuals; from what i've read/heard most people dont experience them with this substance but in my case they were very pronounced in this particular experience. the build up to the light was intense. the ceiling was moving about wildly. i think i may be sensitive to visuals in general as i had my first experience with 2c-c yesterday and experienced strong visuals with a dose lower than most. and from what i hear most dont get visuals with twice the dose of 2c-c i took
 
5-MeO-DMT definitely produces visuals for me. they are just relatively colorless and boring compared to other psychedelics. just minor wavering of flat objects and certain things appear to vibrate rapidly with eyes open. with eyes closed, i would see fractal patters that would best be described as simultaneously black and white at the same time, no colors.

i probably wouldn't smoke it again. i found the physical side effects too much to handle. it made my heart feel as if it were going to beat out of my chest, it really made me fear for my health. it tends to be an anxious trip for me as well.
 
^ the anxious trip is mostly likely because you haven't passed the threshold of a breakthrough. until this experience i would only get those anxious trips. the fear. once you cross the threshold all of that dissipates because you yourself dissipates and there is no frame of reference for anxiety to exist. also, i believe it was Gaian Planes who said the euphoria of making it though the experience is nearly as great being in the experience. =)

hang on to it. you may be ready for that experience at another time.
also nice to see someone else experiences visuals with this substance as well.
 
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yeah, i've read other posters who have said the same thing about anxiety and breakthrough trips. but, the physical sensations really make me hesitant.

how does your heart feel while on it? no other drug has made mine beat that hard and fast, even more so than stimulants. i'm worried that it could be unsafe. perhaps it's all in my head.

does anyone know of any studies on the effect of 5-MeO-DMT on blood pressure?
 
ime the tryptamines i've experienced never really elevate my pulse noticeably. phenethylamines on the other hand can stim me quite a bit.

with 5-meo-dmt i don't notice a change in my heart rate unless i'm anxious.
your racing heart may just come from a symptom of your anxiety.

as far as physical discomfort the reentry is a little rough for me. i feel dizzy for 10 or 15 minutes after crashing back to earth.
 
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