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Bluelighter
5-Me0-DiPT (Foxy) - First Time - Amazing.
ok well i figured i might as well share some knowledge....this is from my live journal, so if its not in the correct 'trip report' format, feel free to do whatever...it might include stuff about more then just the drug... :/ enjoy:
....On the bus ride home, I decide to pop the big capsule. By the time we got to my house, kb thought i was just joking but i really thought I was starting to feel the beginning off the fox. i seemed chipper.
We make way to the backyard, go smoke a bowl... now i was really stoned, which kinda covered the slight effects of the diPT beginning to come to me. I could hardly fucking walk, but we made it inside and get some muchie food and head down to the basement.
log on, kev IM'ed matty and he couldnt even fucking type....neither could I. by this time i knew that I was beyond just stoned, it felt like something different. i dont know what kev's excuse was though. we attempted to play cs but were gone, i think we played about a round and were like fuck it lets get out of here. get out shit together, we walk outside. its a beautiful day out, the sky is CLEAR. i look up to the sky and walk... im not even thinking about where or how im walking its just going. im not controling it anymore, im in the clouds. blue, white... colors so vivid......the sky is huge, beautiful, amazing. i drown out kb yacking about wutever.... focus on the sky. it truely was an amazing site.
we get to across the street from conco de oro... i say lets go to the deli, get something to eat, kev says no hes gonna be late, we "argue" but i can hardly hold a conversation at this point.... he walks away in the opposite direction and it feels like i'll never see him again or something. I put it in the back of my mind.... run over to the deli, order an italian hero. it felt like it took hours to make, and i started having trouble standing straight. my heart was pounding faster and faster... i felt like i wouldnt be able to make it. i wasnt even hungry anymore. i suddenly seemed to care wut the people around me thought about me, even though usually i dont. it fininally finished, and i <>RAN<> home. i never run anywhere ever, but i felt like i was overflowing with energy....i ran with my eyes closed, felt my body swa ying back and forth. i didnt feel like i was working my body at all. i got home, there was still no one home, i was sweaty from running non-stop, (even though i didnt realize it).
i went into the shower. This was just amazing....i could feel every watch droplet indiviuially on my skin, one at a time....it was great. all my senses were so much stronger and procise. this is about when the huge body buzz began. by now i wasnt stoned on weed, but stoned in my unique way my experience had a great euphoria to it...i was energetic on level, and relaxed at a different level.
i finally get out of the shower, told my mom i dont feel well, laided down on the bed. i put in undertow, put up the volume, and shut my eyes. this is probably the peak of my trip. man just thinking about it makes me happy.....i put my head under the covers.... i closed my eyes....intense cev's (closed eye visuals)....lines and patterns flowing back and forth....but the oev's were something else...... u know when its dark and you look at something and your not distinctly sure what is, but you think you know what it is? well i could basically just stair at it for a minute and change it. or how you play with your eyes to make whatever your looking at blurry, and then its snaps back to normal? that snap back never happened...
i could just keep looking and looking and watch it morph into things. examples: i was under the covers and looking at the edge of the bed with the sheets shaped out a bit... as i looked at it my imagionation played with it... i saw a row of little creatures standing there...... then it became pixelated..... if you ever saw a winamp visualation with the lines and colors and shapes... this is what it was probably based on.....i saw that when i opened my eyes..... the pattern on the sheets of boxes went on forever and ever....and all this co-existed with each other...i was getting hot so i pulled the blankets all off....
cold air hits me hard..... my whole room has zeros and ones in green going up and down all the walls. this was the most amazing thing i ever saw. if you know the matrix......all my walls had that pattern IN MOVEMENT up and down. the walls were also shaking to undertow.... it was great... danny carey doing double bass drum rolls and my walls coming back and forth feet at a time to the music.... "Disgustipated" was fucking cool. I could hear the sheep running around my room.....and i thought no they cant be in my room... so i put my hand out without looking, and i felt a fur on which later turned out to be a teddy bear on my dresser....
i was like omg WOW....it so was real...i didnt really remember the song from the last time i hear it, and during the cricket part i wasnt sure if it was over or not and i didnt not know it was crickets, the sound was just there.....i was trying to figure out what it was... the room was very quiet.....i was still tripping hard, things morphing... then.. "THIS IS NECCESSARY..." i literally jumped from my bed. that song was pretty fucking cool....after the CD ended i just laided in bed, shut my eyes, enjoyed cev's....im starting to come down.....if it was dark enough i could look at something, shut my eyes, it would still be there and just sit back and watch it change....
things in my mind after i closed my eyes would PIXEL and have a purple tint to it..... it was fucking amazing.....just stairing at it change. also there was a sexual aspect to it as well, but im not gonna get into that.. something i would def want to do again....no hangover either....by around 9:15 i was feeling a bit burnt but that was it...i had problems with mom and had to argue.... feeling so enlighted by what i had just experienced, and generally happy, and having it ruined by my mom was NOT key.
but ne ways it was def. an amazing trip.... different but similar from my shrooms trip , each had its postitives.... but i think it is something everyone should experience. very moving.
[Edit: I just added some paragraph breaks to make the post more readable. -C22]
[ 01 May 2002: Message edited by: Catch-22 ]
ok well i figured i might as well share some knowledge....this is from my live journal, so if its not in the correct 'trip report' format, feel free to do whatever...it might include stuff about more then just the drug... :/ enjoy:
....On the bus ride home, I decide to pop the big capsule. By the time we got to my house, kb thought i was just joking but i really thought I was starting to feel the beginning off the fox. i seemed chipper.
We make way to the backyard, go smoke a bowl... now i was really stoned, which kinda covered the slight effects of the diPT beginning to come to me. I could hardly fucking walk, but we made it inside and get some muchie food and head down to the basement. log on, kev IM'ed matty and he couldnt even fucking type....neither could I. by this time i knew that I was beyond just stoned, it felt like something different. i dont know what kev's excuse was though. we attempted to play cs but were gone, i think we played about a round and were like fuck it lets get out of here. get out shit together, we walk outside. its a beautiful day out, the sky is CLEAR. i look up to the sky and walk... im not even thinking about where or how im walking its just going. im not controling it anymore, im in the clouds. blue, white... colors so vivid......the sky is huge, beautiful, amazing. i drown out kb yacking about wutever.... focus on the sky. it truely was an amazing site.
we get to across the street from conco de oro... i say lets go to the deli, get something to eat, kev says no hes gonna be late, we "argue" but i can hardly hold a conversation at this point.... he walks away in the opposite direction and it feels like i'll never see him again or something. I put it in the back of my mind.... run over to the deli, order an italian hero. it felt like it took hours to make, and i started having trouble standing straight. my heart was pounding faster and faster... i felt like i wouldnt be able to make it. i wasnt even hungry anymore. i suddenly seemed to care wut the people around me thought about me, even though usually i dont. it fininally finished, and i <>RAN<> home. i never run anywhere ever, but i felt like i was overflowing with energy....i ran with my eyes closed, felt my body swa ying back and forth. i didnt feel like i was working my body at all. i got home, there was still no one home, i was sweaty from running non-stop, (even though i didnt realize it).
i went into the shower. This was just amazing....i could feel every watch droplet indiviuially on my skin, one at a time....it was great. all my senses were so much stronger and procise. this is about when the huge body buzz began. by now i wasnt stoned on weed, but stoned in my unique way
my experience had a great euphoria to it...i was energetic on level, and relaxed at a different level. i finally get out of the shower, told my mom i dont feel well, laided down on the bed. i put in undertow, put up the volume, and shut my eyes. this is probably the peak of my trip. man just thinking about it makes me happy.....i put my head under the covers.... i closed my eyes....intense cev's (closed eye visuals)....lines and patterns flowing back and forth....but the oev's were something else...... u know when its dark and you look at something and your not distinctly sure what is, but you think you know what it is? well i could basically just stair at it for a minute and change it. or how you play with your eyes to make whatever your looking at blurry, and then its snaps back to normal? that snap back never happened...
i could just keep looking and looking and watch it morph into things. examples: i was under the covers and looking at the edge of the bed with the sheets shaped out a bit... as i looked at it my imagionation played with it... i saw a row of little creatures standing there...... then it became pixelated..... if you ever saw a winamp visualation with the lines and colors and shapes... this is what it was probably based on.....i saw that when i opened my eyes..... the pattern on the sheets of boxes went on forever and ever....and all this co-existed with each other...i was getting hot so i pulled the blankets all off....
cold air hits me hard..... my whole room has zeros and ones in green going up and down all the walls. this was the most amazing thing i ever saw. if you know the matrix......all my walls had that pattern IN MOVEMENT up and down. the walls were also shaking to undertow.... it was great... danny carey doing double bass drum rolls and my walls coming back and forth feet at a time to the music.... "Disgustipated" was fucking cool. I could hear the sheep running around my room.....and i thought no they cant be in my room... so i put my hand out without looking, and i felt a fur on which later turned out to be a teddy bear on my dresser....
i was like omg WOW....it so was real...i didnt really remember the song from the last time i hear it, and during the cricket part i wasnt sure if it was over or not and i didnt not know it was crickets, the sound was just there.....i was trying to figure out what it was... the room was very quiet.....i was still tripping hard, things morphing... then.. "THIS IS NECCESSARY..." i literally jumped from my bed. that song was pretty fucking cool....after the CD ended i just laided in bed, shut my eyes, enjoyed cev's....im starting to come down.....if it was dark enough i could look at something, shut my eyes, it would still be there and just sit back and watch it change....
things in my mind after i closed my eyes would PIXEL and have a purple tint to it..... it was fucking amazing.....just stairing at it change. also there was a sexual aspect to it as well, but im not gonna get into that..
something i would def want to do again....no hangover either....by around 9:15 i was feeling a bit burnt but that was it...i had problems with mom and had to argue.... feeling so enlighted by what i had just experienced, and generally happy, and having it ruined by my mom was NOT key. but ne ways it was def. an amazing trip.... different but similar from my shrooms trip , each had its postitives.... but i think it is something everyone should experience. very moving.
[Edit: I just added some paragraph breaks to make the post more readable. -C22]
[ 01 May 2002: Message edited by: Catch-22 ]
