frizzantik
Bluelight Crew
T+00h - aprox. 5 mg - 5-meo-dipt
10:34am An accurately weighed 10mg capsule of 5meodipt was split into two visually equal piles and recapped. ~5mg consumed with orange juice. A tiny bit of the powder was on the outside of the capsule, and it didnt taste too hot.
I got an almost instant alert.. most likely anxiety about taking a new substance and also tripping for the 1st time in a while. My last trip was my first bad trip as well, which had been making me hesitant to trip again, especially on a new substance. My fellow researcher and girlfriend, Prof. X confirms she too felt an instant alert so perhaps it wasnt all psychosomatic. With the alert i felt an urgency in my bowels. I had read much about GI issues with 5meodipt, and I was hoping i would be spared, but it didnt appear i was gonna luck out.
Immediately, Prof. X and I ventured to the local 7-11, just at the opposite end of the block. I noticed already colors seemed brighter, and plants looked more intricate or detailed, which is a common visual for me on almost any substance.
Upon entering the store, there was a bum yelling that we ought to vote for him for the governor of texas... i figured he couldnt be any worse than the last governor but the whole bum thing just added to the trippiness i was already feeling. We grabbed a newspaper and I got a sparkling apple cider as well. The Sev-O guy said the total was two thousand dollars.. I was a bit spaced out but had been charged these high prices before so i knew how to handle it. Luckily he would take a personal check next time i came in.
We made our way back to the house. Right before going inside, i got a very bad vibe from the building, and i felt the same feelings i had during my last bad trip. in a lot of ways it feels like theres someone/thing else there.. it's like your anxiety has been turned into an entity that haunts you. This may be what some mean by an "ally". It was much easier to ward off the feelings than with most psychedelics i have taken though. Either it is because of the low dosage, or 5meodipt does not have a strong mind component.
10:46 (+10 mins) relieved the urgency with the GI. stomach giving me some problems too but so far so good. My stomach was giving me a bit of trouble before taking the fox, and it definitely increased afterward.
I never really enjoy come ups, and this one seems particularly harsh. I'm filled with a lot of nervous energy and i find myself going around the apt cleaning up a bit. our place is a mess and cleaning it up gives me something to do as well as make the trip a prettier place to be. I'm feeling very warm to the point removing my pants and opening the window to let in some cold morning air, which prof. X isn't too fond of, as she is very cold.
I'm feeling kind of nauseous and a few times think i'm going to puke, but I manage to keep it down. I'm still really anxious, and can feel a lot of energy in my body, almost like a vibration. my hands were shaking a tiny bit. Body discomforts are magnified
slightly. In someways i feel like i have a fever, with the warm temp and body aches.
11:04 (+30 mins) I've been just thinking about my breathing for a little bit, and of the sudden i felt a comforting feeling come over me. For the next 15-20 the uncomforable body feelings fade out in waves while a slight calm euphoria ebbs in.
By +50 mins im definitely altered, yet i dont feel a lot different than baseline.
I feel very lazy, even though i feel slightly speedy. I dont really feel like doing much. I feel slighty euphoric, but at some times i wonder if im even on anything. I stay at this point for about two hours, with the peak seeming to be around +1:30-2:00, Stomach pain comes and goes, I smoke some pot it goes away for a little bit. i eat some toast and it goes away for good. I have to return to the bathroom again once more during the trip but it's not terribly unpleasant or anything.
i try listening to music but this just makes me uncomforable. i put on a tune i had produced but everything sounded all wrong. I turned the music off and i felt better. it was strange because i had the tune going in my head almost the entire trip but listening to the real deal bothered me.
The high seems to consist mostly of a slightly speedy body high with a slight psychedelic effect. the mental aspects would fade in and out, kinda like the stomach pain, but the body high is pretty constant.
1:00 pm (+2:30) starting to come down now just a bit. turn on the radio for the Dr. Dean Adelle show. hearing the news right before his show kinda pisses me off (war bullshit etc.. some fluff story about how saddam tortured the iraqi soccer team lol) and i can tell im still feeling trippy cause i always hate the news when im tripping.
1:45 pm (+3:15) we decide to venture to the falafel place for some grub. Along the way we stop at a free art gallery and check out a few exhibits. Viewing the art with my slightly modified eyes was definitely enjoyable, but unfortunately i got anxious again and we had to go.. anxiety can be a bitch sometimes.. i need to work on that :/
On the way back from the falafel place i feel kinda beat... in some ways i feel kinda cheated; my body feels like i tripped but i didnt really trip.
2:30 pm (+4:00) largely down. some lingering effects.
5:00 pm (+6:60) still some body feelings.. i can tell i'm somewhat stimulated because i'm writing this report and it seems a bit lengthy for a four hour event in which not a lot occured haha. I feel totally fine though and could interact with authority figures without problems if needed. slight tired and achey feeling but this could be due to my getting up early and generally poor sleep habits.
First impressions with 5meodipt: the rough come up and GI issues make me hesitant to want to take it again, but the high was definitely enjoyable, and i would like to see the more psychedelic side of it. I did experience a few enlightening thought processes so this material does seem to have some merit as a useful tool. I also liked the fact the head fuck was at a minimum (in the sense that it was easy to control your thoughts), but visuals were almost non existanct, which i dont like. This was a threshold dose though so i guess I shouldn't expect much. I'm down to try again with a larger dose to see if increasing the dosage increases the trip more than the stomach pain/diarrhea aspect. if so, it may be worth further investigation.
10:34am An accurately weighed 10mg capsule of 5meodipt was split into two visually equal piles and recapped. ~5mg consumed with orange juice. A tiny bit of the powder was on the outside of the capsule, and it didnt taste too hot.
I got an almost instant alert.. most likely anxiety about taking a new substance and also tripping for the 1st time in a while. My last trip was my first bad trip as well, which had been making me hesitant to trip again, especially on a new substance. My fellow researcher and girlfriend, Prof. X confirms she too felt an instant alert so perhaps it wasnt all psychosomatic. With the alert i felt an urgency in my bowels. I had read much about GI issues with 5meodipt, and I was hoping i would be spared, but it didnt appear i was gonna luck out.
Immediately, Prof. X and I ventured to the local 7-11, just at the opposite end of the block. I noticed already colors seemed brighter, and plants looked more intricate or detailed, which is a common visual for me on almost any substance.
Upon entering the store, there was a bum yelling that we ought to vote for him for the governor of texas... i figured he couldnt be any worse than the last governor but the whole bum thing just added to the trippiness i was already feeling. We grabbed a newspaper and I got a sparkling apple cider as well. The Sev-O guy said the total was two thousand dollars.. I was a bit spaced out but had been charged these high prices before so i knew how to handle it. Luckily he would take a personal check next time i came in.
We made our way back to the house. Right before going inside, i got a very bad vibe from the building, and i felt the same feelings i had during my last bad trip. in a lot of ways it feels like theres someone/thing else there.. it's like your anxiety has been turned into an entity that haunts you. This may be what some mean by an "ally". It was much easier to ward off the feelings than with most psychedelics i have taken though. Either it is because of the low dosage, or 5meodipt does not have a strong mind component.
10:46 (+10 mins) relieved the urgency with the GI. stomach giving me some problems too but so far so good. My stomach was giving me a bit of trouble before taking the fox, and it definitely increased afterward.
I never really enjoy come ups, and this one seems particularly harsh. I'm filled with a lot of nervous energy and i find myself going around the apt cleaning up a bit. our place is a mess and cleaning it up gives me something to do as well as make the trip a prettier place to be. I'm feeling very warm to the point removing my pants and opening the window to let in some cold morning air, which prof. X isn't too fond of, as she is very cold.
I'm feeling kind of nauseous and a few times think i'm going to puke, but I manage to keep it down. I'm still really anxious, and can feel a lot of energy in my body, almost like a vibration. my hands were shaking a tiny bit. Body discomforts are magnified
slightly. In someways i feel like i have a fever, with the warm temp and body aches.
11:04 (+30 mins) I've been just thinking about my breathing for a little bit, and of the sudden i felt a comforting feeling come over me. For the next 15-20 the uncomforable body feelings fade out in waves while a slight calm euphoria ebbs in.
By +50 mins im definitely altered, yet i dont feel a lot different than baseline.
I feel very lazy, even though i feel slightly speedy. I dont really feel like doing much. I feel slighty euphoric, but at some times i wonder if im even on anything. I stay at this point for about two hours, with the peak seeming to be around +1:30-2:00, Stomach pain comes and goes, I smoke some pot it goes away for a little bit. i eat some toast and it goes away for good. I have to return to the bathroom again once more during the trip but it's not terribly unpleasant or anything.
i try listening to music but this just makes me uncomforable. i put on a tune i had produced but everything sounded all wrong. I turned the music off and i felt better. it was strange because i had the tune going in my head almost the entire trip but listening to the real deal bothered me.
The high seems to consist mostly of a slightly speedy body high with a slight psychedelic effect. the mental aspects would fade in and out, kinda like the stomach pain, but the body high is pretty constant.
1:00 pm (+2:30) starting to come down now just a bit. turn on the radio for the Dr. Dean Adelle show. hearing the news right before his show kinda pisses me off (war bullshit etc.. some fluff story about how saddam tortured the iraqi soccer team lol) and i can tell im still feeling trippy cause i always hate the news when im tripping.
1:45 pm (+3:15) we decide to venture to the falafel place for some grub. Along the way we stop at a free art gallery and check out a few exhibits. Viewing the art with my slightly modified eyes was definitely enjoyable, but unfortunately i got anxious again and we had to go.. anxiety can be a bitch sometimes.. i need to work on that :/
On the way back from the falafel place i feel kinda beat... in some ways i feel kinda cheated; my body feels like i tripped but i didnt really trip.
2:30 pm (+4:00) largely down. some lingering effects.
5:00 pm (+6:60) still some body feelings.. i can tell i'm somewhat stimulated because i'm writing this report and it seems a bit lengthy for a four hour event in which not a lot occured haha. I feel totally fine though and could interact with authority figures without problems if needed. slight tired and achey feeling but this could be due to my getting up early and generally poor sleep habits.
First impressions with 5meodipt: the rough come up and GI issues make me hesitant to want to take it again, but the high was definitely enjoyable, and i would like to see the more psychedelic side of it. I did experience a few enlightening thought processes so this material does seem to have some merit as a useful tool. I also liked the fact the head fuck was at a minimum (in the sense that it was easy to control your thoughts), but visuals were almost non existanct, which i dont like. This was a threshold dose though so i guess I shouldn't expect much. I'm down to try again with a larger dose to see if increasing the dosage increases the trip more than the stomach pain/diarrhea aspect. if so, it may be worth further investigation.
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