5-meo-dipt, DIPT,sensi buds, nitrous, salvia d. - experienced- I died
So the night began, a continuation of the weekend's festivities. But i arleady just felt tonight was going to be different than even the average pyschedelic experience.
T+0- Ingested 20 milligrams 5-meo-dipt and 20 milligrams of dipt....hanging out at a friends house on a local rural lake, just me and 3 carefully chosen friends....evenutally we head off to see a bluegrass band that did not play after all, and when we got back from thge concert area the friend's parents had decided to use the house we had claimed, so when we got there, he got one hell of a bitchin (a friend left a pill bottle with a nug of northern lights and some foxy in plane sight....so, we take off, heading back to town even before our drugs have taken hold.
t+1- driving home from the lake house, i ingest 20 milligrams 5-meo-dipt, as i'd heard high doses are great if you can stand the body load, and i had further plans as well. When i took the extra 5-meo, i was already tripping quite well from the combo earlier....a very "connected" state, not overly twisted and loopy but definitely something....slight visuals, but hardly any body load at this point.
t+1:40- as soon as i got home, i insufflated 20 milligrams of dipt....almost immediately the slight audio distortions i was hearing turned into sounds bending my vision and definitely my mind.....INTENSE, but somehow in a very very very good way....i sit around while we smoke northern and zone in on the om (listen, its always there), and enjoyed the ride up on this very potently psychedelic combo
t+2:30- We decide to go to a public park on the lake, we do so, and get tribal with our bongo's for a while, and some of those who hadnt indulged as much as i had insufflated 8 milligrams each, and we were right back on top of the world (i never left)...i decided it would be a good time to head off and take a whippit......wow, never before has my world been shAttered by too much input....the combination of drugs humbled me into the observer, a zen practice which i wish was as easy as taking pills, but a glimpse none the less....pure white light, love, unity, every coallecing into intense bending and waving visuals that are driven by your ears (not neccecarilly what you can hear, but the vibrations your ears percieve that we usually just block out)...the audio hallucinations at this moment are at worst amazing and at best mind-fucking.....needless to say, i was blasted at this time, and every time i took a whippit, temporary ego loss occured....
t+4- One hell of a dumb police officer just drove up, made us put our fire, and left.....little did he know, he could have had himself a big catch.....but alas, karmic comedy insues and he leaves us be, cold,but nonetheless free.
t+7- after driving around and staring at beaver lake for what seemed 5 minutes (later informed it was about an hour and a half)....still going very strong, stuck in the woods with no place to go with a couple other guys out of their heads.....stupidly, i suggest my house
t+8- got home and pulled a dumb one, walked right into my mom's room with the thought that it would go fine, but nooooope.....pretty much just straight caught me fryin balls....i think i asked her if we had any firewood....not quite sure why though.... but once i get back to my room, its all good, we sit around and discuss our generation's lack of vision for a while and i begin to feel this twinge.....something about the fact that i have a quarter ounce of salvia leav e...intrigue's me...at this point still tripping hard listening to the DJ DIPT remix tracks (
)....and i made the decision to smoke a bowl of salvia....i felt very apprehensive of doing so, as up until now, this trip had been intense but not quite shattering....i knew as soon as a exhaled a hit of the diviner's mint, something was going to happen......so, i did it...
lit the bowl with a large flamed butane lighter through my bong, smoked about a 1/2 gram in one hit......as soon as i let it out, the shit hit the fan....all the sudden i had this feeling that i was dreaming, and eventually (i dont want to explain the hallucinations and circumstances that lead to this moment), i felt everything give way into a kind of noetic lightning unpercievable but always thee, driving the great magent that is our conciousness...and just when i thought i had a grip on what my mind was doing, i died.....it brings tears to my eyes now to think about that moment, because i can still feel the is-ness that is death....at the time, it seemed as though my life had been split into two simultaneous bizzare dream hallucinations of god, simply the most powerful psychedelic moment i've ever experienced....t+5 on the shulgin,,,, d (or reached satori, ego-loss, it's all the same thing....ultimate experience detached from what you are seeing and learning, enlightenment) as soon as the peak of the salvinorin experience had subsided,i heard a voice (female) telling me everything was ok, and i think thats what put my conciousness back into this realm....a warm nurturing sensation spread through me and this "entity" even said thank you to me , i felt connected to something that does not exist in thesee dimensions, it lays beyond but was as real as a hot fire...i felt great, the salvia goddess had either enjoyed my company or at least felt sorry for me....i've never felt such love ever in my life..perhaps it was just, my time to die (i've been pondering that lately, but i dont want to get too introspective here, but i'd love to kill this conciousness known as me and just be a vibration in the universe, as opposed to just floating round down here with no real purpose than to die and be reborn anyway, something that happened tonight, but i'm talking about a permanent solution, ahh pay it no mind i say, life is worth it for the simple fact that you will die.....ashes to ashes and back to dust
spent the next half our in awe at was happening all around me, and slowly drifted off to sleep as the sun rose over NWA....i hadnt planned it, but tonight has blown my head open in so many ways....WOW........this was one of the two most intensely psychedelic combo's i've tried, ranking right with 15 hbwr and 20 millies of 5-meo...very lsd like, i saw things that definitely werent there (snakes,etc) running all over all the flat surfaces in my room....intense tryptamine fractals (described best by a friend of mine, "sharply pointed circles") with bending and waving the likes of which i havent seen since i did LSD....the body load was present but extremely bearable (northern lights helped that a LOT)and of course the audio/tactile hallucinations from the dipt which also seemed to synergize very well with the foxy to put my head in the now, totally open to just being...the "za-zen" psychedelic, followed by my own death , was exactly what i needed, even though i'm not sure i wanted, but am amazingly greatful to be here and now andd having learned what i did last night...nothing that can be put into words, and thats one thing i like about the DIPT realm, just experience, scrambling for the words for it will ruin it, because there is no hidden language with which our conciousness can simplify whats happening, you have to be the observer, and it will show you the light...but you just cant wrap your mind-ego around it or it's gloriousness is gone and the trip is but a simple art show....but listen to the sounds, and you will hear the echo's of eternity reverberating ever, even the ones on mars, all of them signicant and adding to the constant cacaphony that is our universe....OM
So the night began, a continuation of the weekend's festivities. But i arleady just felt tonight was going to be different than even the average pyschedelic experience.
T+0- Ingested 20 milligrams 5-meo-dipt and 20 milligrams of dipt....hanging out at a friends house on a local rural lake, just me and 3 carefully chosen friends....evenutally we head off to see a bluegrass band that did not play after all, and when we got back from thge concert area the friend's parents had decided to use the house we had claimed, so when we got there, he got one hell of a bitchin (a friend left a pill bottle with a nug of northern lights and some foxy in plane sight....so, we take off, heading back to town even before our drugs have taken hold.
t+1- driving home from the lake house, i ingest 20 milligrams 5-meo-dipt, as i'd heard high doses are great if you can stand the body load, and i had further plans as well. When i took the extra 5-meo, i was already tripping quite well from the combo earlier....a very "connected" state, not overly twisted and loopy but definitely something....slight visuals, but hardly any body load at this point.
t+1:40- as soon as i got home, i insufflated 20 milligrams of dipt....almost immediately the slight audio distortions i was hearing turned into sounds bending my vision and definitely my mind.....INTENSE, but somehow in a very very very good way....i sit around while we smoke northern and zone in on the om (listen, its always there), and enjoyed the ride up on this very potently psychedelic combo
t+2:30- We decide to go to a public park on the lake, we do so, and get tribal with our bongo's for a while, and some of those who hadnt indulged as much as i had insufflated 8 milligrams each, and we were right back on top of the world (i never left)...i decided it would be a good time to head off and take a whippit......wow, never before has my world been shAttered by too much input....the combination of drugs humbled me into the observer, a zen practice which i wish was as easy as taking pills, but a glimpse none the less....pure white light, love, unity, every coallecing into intense bending and waving visuals that are driven by your ears (not neccecarilly what you can hear, but the vibrations your ears percieve that we usually just block out)...the audio hallucinations at this moment are at worst amazing and at best mind-fucking.....needless to say, i was blasted at this time, and every time i took a whippit, temporary ego loss occured....
t+4- One hell of a dumb police officer just drove up, made us put our fire, and left.....little did he know, he could have had himself a big catch.....but alas, karmic comedy insues and he leaves us be, cold,but nonetheless free.
t+7- after driving around and staring at beaver lake for what seemed 5 minutes (later informed it was about an hour and a half)....still going very strong, stuck in the woods with no place to go with a couple other guys out of their heads.....stupidly, i suggest my house
t+8- got home and pulled a dumb one, walked right into my mom's room with the thought that it would go fine, but nooooope.....pretty much just straight caught me fryin balls....i think i asked her if we had any firewood....not quite sure why though.... but once i get back to my room, its all good, we sit around and discuss our generation's lack of vision for a while and i begin to feel this twinge.....something about the fact that i have a quarter ounce of salvia leav e...intrigue's me...at this point still tripping hard listening to the DJ DIPT remix tracks (
)....and i made the decision to smoke a bowl of salvia....i felt very apprehensive of doing so, as up until now, this trip had been intense but not quite shattering....i knew as soon as a exhaled a hit of the diviner's mint, something was going to happen......so, i did it...lit the bowl with a large flamed butane lighter through my bong, smoked about a 1/2 gram in one hit......as soon as i let it out, the shit hit the fan....all the sudden i had this feeling that i was dreaming, and eventually (i dont want to explain the hallucinations and circumstances that lead to this moment), i felt everything give way into a kind of noetic lightning unpercievable but always thee, driving the great magent that is our conciousness...and just when i thought i had a grip on what my mind was doing, i died.....it brings tears to my eyes now to think about that moment, because i can still feel the is-ness that is death....at the time, it seemed as though my life had been split into two simultaneous bizzare dream hallucinations of god, simply the most powerful psychedelic moment i've ever experienced....t+5 on the shulgin,,,, d (or reached satori, ego-loss, it's all the same thing....ultimate experience detached from what you are seeing and learning, enlightenment) as soon as the peak of the salvinorin experience had subsided,i heard a voice (female) telling me everything was ok, and i think thats what put my conciousness back into this realm....a warm nurturing sensation spread through me and this "entity" even said thank you to me , i felt connected to something that does not exist in thesee dimensions, it lays beyond but was as real as a hot fire...i felt great, the salvia goddess had either enjoyed my company or at least felt sorry for me....i've never felt such love ever in my life..perhaps it was just, my time to die (i've been pondering that lately, but i dont want to get too introspective here, but i'd love to kill this conciousness known as me and just be a vibration in the universe, as opposed to just floating round down here with no real purpose than to die and be reborn anyway, something that happened tonight, but i'm talking about a permanent solution, ahh pay it no mind i say, life is worth it for the simple fact that you will die.....ashes to ashes and back to dust
spent the next half our in awe at was happening all around me, and slowly drifted off to sleep as the sun rose over NWA....i hadnt planned it, but tonight has blown my head open in so many ways....WOW........this was one of the two most intensely psychedelic combo's i've tried, ranking right with 15 hbwr and 20 millies of 5-meo...very lsd like, i saw things that definitely werent there (snakes,etc) running all over all the flat surfaces in my room....intense tryptamine fractals (described best by a friend of mine, "sharply pointed circles") with bending and waving the likes of which i havent seen since i did LSD....the body load was present but extremely bearable (northern lights helped that a LOT)and of course the audio/tactile hallucinations from the dipt which also seemed to synergize very well with the foxy to put my head in the now, totally open to just being...the "za-zen" psychedelic, followed by my own death , was exactly what i needed, even though i'm not sure i wanted, but am amazingly greatful to be here and now andd having learned what i did last night...nothing that can be put into words, and thats one thing i like about the DIPT realm, just experience, scrambling for the words for it will ruin it, because there is no hidden language with which our conciousness can simplify whats happening, you have to be the observer, and it will show you the light...but you just cant wrap your mind-ego around it or it's gloriousness is gone and the trip is but a simple art show....but listen to the sounds, and you will hear the echo's of eternity reverberating ever, even the ones on mars, all of them signicant and adding to the constant cacaphony that is our universe....OM
