Tryptamine*Dreamer
Ex-Bluelighter
5-Meo-DALT - First time, 136mg over 2:45, Amazing trip - Easy going with similarities to MDMA at low-mid level dose, intense psychedelia, panic, and black out at very high dose
Weight: 300lb
Height 5'11"
Drugs taken for medical purposes: Bisoprolol+HCTZ(Hypertension), Trilipix(High Triglycerides), Lorazepam(Severe panic attacks(been in the hospital from them four times)), was on antidepressants but I stopped taking them because they did not seem to help and I now feel somewhat better than I did when on them.
Yesterday, I tripped 5-meo-dalt for the first time. I had smoked 2mg the previous day and could not say whether it had any small effect or not, but was satisfied that the chemical was either what it was said to be or something with a similar or lesser potency and that I wasn't going to accidentally overdose. I have read of a number of intentional doses of 100mg+ in one dose and of a 250mg dose insufflated all at once without anyone reporting any serious side effects though some had overly intense trips. A normal dose is listed as 10-20mg in TIHKAL, though a lot of people use it in the 30-80mg range in trip reports, with doses on the higher end mostly being spread out over several hours.
I decided I'd start by insufflating 30mg. Within 5 minutes I was definitely feeling something and within another 20-30 minutes I had peaked. I would not call it tripping, but it was quite pleasant, especially its enhancement of all the senses, with touch being particularly pleasant and more intense than usual. I felt a bit emotionally opened as well. I enjoyed the effects of this level, but wanted to see if I could bring out the empathogenic effects a bit.
I measured out 106mg and then insufflated an estimated 35mg of that. It was probably about 45 minutes later when I peaked this second time. Now, the sensory enhancement was intense, similar to MDMA at a moderate dose. I lay back with my eyes opened and felt as if I was sinking into the bed. It seemed like there was a warm, dark layer behind my eyes and body that I was sinking into. There also seemed like there was a thin layer of darkness above. I was able to let myself go and just flow with the moment. Emotions were felt at a deeper level than usual and tended to be much more positive and hopeful than my normal emotions. I stayed like this for what seemed a long while, but was probably only around an hour. It was starting to fade. I ate half of the remaining dose and felt only slightly higher 30min later, so I ate the rest.
After reading much about this drug, I knew that effects typically start within 15min and peak about 30min after oral dosing. Part of my dose was intranasal. Strongest effects should last 2-3 hours with a pretty quick rise and fall according to erowid trip reports and TIHKAL. Maybe 30-45 minutes after eating the last of the dose, I was again feeling the effects intensify. I could feel the sensory enhancement and feeling of love and empathy returning. This time it was different. Visuals also started to become apparent as was a more psychedelic mindstate. Within another 10 minutes I was tripping solidly. I was feeling ecstatic for maybe the next 15 minutes, then started to feel some confusion and a bit of anxiety. I comforted myself with the knowledge that the first doses should start wearing off any time.
Sometime probably during the following 15 minutes, just guessing, I started to feel like everything was unfamiliar, like I wasn't sure where I was. I also had the sense that I was dying. My mother arrived at that point and I told her I was dying, that I was about to have a stroke, and that my blood pressure was way too high. She checked it. I remember it was 120something/70something and a pulse in the 60s, which is just slightly lower than the 130-135/70-80 that it most often runs. No trouble there She told me that I was having a panic attack, that it was just a bad trip, and I would be okay. I kept asking her how she knew that and telling her she did not know that I wasn't dying.
The last thing I remember doing is telling her to take me to the hospital and standing up. Apparently after standing up, I started walking toward the couch, stopped, said something about the loops connecting behind space, then going to the door and apparently taking time figuring out how to open it. My mom says I demanded her take me to the hospital or I would scream for the neighbors to call 911. My oldest nephew and mom had to guide me to the car, because I could not find it. I was told afterward that it took me about 10 minutes to figure out how to get in the car because I had forgotten how to bend mt knees. They then drove me to the hospital and for the next 30 minutes we sat in the parking lot near the ER entrance. My mom kept checking my blood pressure, with the readings being normal the whole time. During this time, I begged them to take me in and repeatedly told my mom and nephew that I was dead and apparently I spent some time crying about how I'd never finish college and about how much my family and my pet macaw were going to suffer and be sad because I was dead. I am told that I kept saying I was dead most of the time I was in the car. Not sure exactly what I said, but my mom said I told her I was stuck in a dead hole in space forever, or something like that. When asked where I was, I'd just say I was dead.
Maybe after 30 minutes(that's how long my mom says we sat in the car), my mom asked me where I was and I said in the car. She asked if I knew where the car was and said it was in front of the house, but it was actually at the hospital. Around that time, she says I stopped talking about dying and being dead. I have no memory of going to, being in, or leaving the car.
My mom took me back home at this point. She says it took a while to get me back in the house. There was some type of green tool on the front porch, and my mom says I was acting scared. She asked what was wrong, and I told her it was trying to bite me. She told me it was not alive, but I would not believe her.
I was lying on my bed looking at the computer screen, which showed a photo of a raccoon on it. I thought it was alive and I was trying to make it come out by poking the computer screen. I had been wanting a raccoon for a pet and I thought I had one that was stuck in the computer. My mom eventually came in and took the computer away so I would not damage it.
I lay there tripping with intense visuals that were distinctly different from those I have seen from any other psychedelic. It was more of a typical psychedelic trip at this time, though a very, very intense one that would for a while occasionally completely remove me from reality.
I had a disturbing image of a naked man with a short beard wearing cowboy hat touching my penis and felt something being inserted into my rectum. I will assume that it was just a disgusting image brought on by the trip, but I have seen that guy in trips before and he always is molesting a child. I hope it didn't really happen. It would be disturbing if I someday found out it did. I've written a number of trip reports, but I never shared that recurrent theme before. It makes me feel bad when that comes up. It remained intense.
One of the interesting things about this is how while tripping hard I would see like photos or short videos of places, people, or things in my mind. This usually happened when I felt as if I was leaving or partially leaving the real world. One of the things I saw was the sunflower patch in the backyard of the house I lived at when I was 4-5 years old under a large oak tree which had a tire swing attached to it. It was a very special place to me when I was little, and a very beautiful scene.
There were a number of other images and scenes I viewed in my mind as I was gradually returning to my mind, but I just don't remember what they were. I know one contained grapes in it and another an old truck.
During the period I saw the visions, I would come back to the present feeling like I was melted and soaked into the mattress. I found this very funny. Only HBWR seeds and mushrooms have made me see such totally real images on more than one trip, with HBWR doing it frequently. Maybe high dose 5-meo-dalt can be added to that.
Things rapidly wound down during the 45 minutes or so after the visions stopped, from a very intense +3 to a minimal +1 level, then completely gone in another 90 minutes. I felt very good after it was over and very glad to have had the experience. Maybe it is a blessing that I can't remember what must have been intense horror and shame when I believed I was dying and then that I had killed myself. I still wonder what it must have felt like.
I initially had trouble sleeping with too many thoughts going through my mind, but managed to get a good 7 hour sleep after 3 hours of tossing and turning.
Physical side effects were limited to fairly mild dizziness at times and slight nausea.
I will definitely do this drug again, but doubt if I will take the dose this high in the future. I went into it with no intention of taking a huge dose, and when I measured out the large dose I expected to spread it out over the rest of the afternoon and into the night.
Weight: 300lb
Height 5'11"
Drugs taken for medical purposes: Bisoprolol+HCTZ(Hypertension), Trilipix(High Triglycerides), Lorazepam(Severe panic attacks(been in the hospital from them four times)), was on antidepressants but I stopped taking them because they did not seem to help and I now feel somewhat better than I did when on them.
Yesterday, I tripped 5-meo-dalt for the first time. I had smoked 2mg the previous day and could not say whether it had any small effect or not, but was satisfied that the chemical was either what it was said to be or something with a similar or lesser potency and that I wasn't going to accidentally overdose. I have read of a number of intentional doses of 100mg+ in one dose and of a 250mg dose insufflated all at once without anyone reporting any serious side effects though some had overly intense trips. A normal dose is listed as 10-20mg in TIHKAL, though a lot of people use it in the 30-80mg range in trip reports, with doses on the higher end mostly being spread out over several hours.
I decided I'd start by insufflating 30mg. Within 5 minutes I was definitely feeling something and within another 20-30 minutes I had peaked. I would not call it tripping, but it was quite pleasant, especially its enhancement of all the senses, with touch being particularly pleasant and more intense than usual. I felt a bit emotionally opened as well. I enjoyed the effects of this level, but wanted to see if I could bring out the empathogenic effects a bit.
I measured out 106mg and then insufflated an estimated 35mg of that. It was probably about 45 minutes later when I peaked this second time. Now, the sensory enhancement was intense, similar to MDMA at a moderate dose. I lay back with my eyes opened and felt as if I was sinking into the bed. It seemed like there was a warm, dark layer behind my eyes and body that I was sinking into. There also seemed like there was a thin layer of darkness above. I was able to let myself go and just flow with the moment. Emotions were felt at a deeper level than usual and tended to be much more positive and hopeful than my normal emotions. I stayed like this for what seemed a long while, but was probably only around an hour. It was starting to fade. I ate half of the remaining dose and felt only slightly higher 30min later, so I ate the rest.
After reading much about this drug, I knew that effects typically start within 15min and peak about 30min after oral dosing. Part of my dose was intranasal. Strongest effects should last 2-3 hours with a pretty quick rise and fall according to erowid trip reports and TIHKAL. Maybe 30-45 minutes after eating the last of the dose, I was again feeling the effects intensify. I could feel the sensory enhancement and feeling of love and empathy returning. This time it was different. Visuals also started to become apparent as was a more psychedelic mindstate. Within another 10 minutes I was tripping solidly. I was feeling ecstatic for maybe the next 15 minutes, then started to feel some confusion and a bit of anxiety. I comforted myself with the knowledge that the first doses should start wearing off any time.
Sometime probably during the following 15 minutes, just guessing, I started to feel like everything was unfamiliar, like I wasn't sure where I was. I also had the sense that I was dying. My mother arrived at that point and I told her I was dying, that I was about to have a stroke, and that my blood pressure was way too high. She checked it. I remember it was 120something/70something and a pulse in the 60s, which is just slightly lower than the 130-135/70-80 that it most often runs. No trouble there She told me that I was having a panic attack, that it was just a bad trip, and I would be okay. I kept asking her how she knew that and telling her she did not know that I wasn't dying.
The last thing I remember doing is telling her to take me to the hospital and standing up. Apparently after standing up, I started walking toward the couch, stopped, said something about the loops connecting behind space, then going to the door and apparently taking time figuring out how to open it. My mom says I demanded her take me to the hospital or I would scream for the neighbors to call 911. My oldest nephew and mom had to guide me to the car, because I could not find it. I was told afterward that it took me about 10 minutes to figure out how to get in the car because I had forgotten how to bend mt knees. They then drove me to the hospital and for the next 30 minutes we sat in the parking lot near the ER entrance. My mom kept checking my blood pressure, with the readings being normal the whole time. During this time, I begged them to take me in and repeatedly told my mom and nephew that I was dead and apparently I spent some time crying about how I'd never finish college and about how much my family and my pet macaw were going to suffer and be sad because I was dead. I am told that I kept saying I was dead most of the time I was in the car. Not sure exactly what I said, but my mom said I told her I was stuck in a dead hole in space forever, or something like that. When asked where I was, I'd just say I was dead.
Maybe after 30 minutes(that's how long my mom says we sat in the car), my mom asked me where I was and I said in the car. She asked if I knew where the car was and said it was in front of the house, but it was actually at the hospital. Around that time, she says I stopped talking about dying and being dead. I have no memory of going to, being in, or leaving the car.
My mom took me back home at this point. She says it took a while to get me back in the house. There was some type of green tool on the front porch, and my mom says I was acting scared. She asked what was wrong, and I told her it was trying to bite me. She told me it was not alive, but I would not believe her.
I was lying on my bed looking at the computer screen, which showed a photo of a raccoon on it. I thought it was alive and I was trying to make it come out by poking the computer screen. I had been wanting a raccoon for a pet and I thought I had one that was stuck in the computer. My mom eventually came in and took the computer away so I would not damage it.
I lay there tripping with intense visuals that were distinctly different from those I have seen from any other psychedelic. It was more of a typical psychedelic trip at this time, though a very, very intense one that would for a while occasionally completely remove me from reality.
I had a disturbing image of a naked man with a short beard wearing cowboy hat touching my penis and felt something being inserted into my rectum. I will assume that it was just a disgusting image brought on by the trip, but I have seen that guy in trips before and he always is molesting a child. I hope it didn't really happen. It would be disturbing if I someday found out it did. I've written a number of trip reports, but I never shared that recurrent theme before. It makes me feel bad when that comes up. It remained intense.
One of the interesting things about this is how while tripping hard I would see like photos or short videos of places, people, or things in my mind. This usually happened when I felt as if I was leaving or partially leaving the real world. One of the things I saw was the sunflower patch in the backyard of the house I lived at when I was 4-5 years old under a large oak tree which had a tire swing attached to it. It was a very special place to me when I was little, and a very beautiful scene.
There were a number of other images and scenes I viewed in my mind as I was gradually returning to my mind, but I just don't remember what they were. I know one contained grapes in it and another an old truck.
During the period I saw the visions, I would come back to the present feeling like I was melted and soaked into the mattress. I found this very funny. Only HBWR seeds and mushrooms have made me see such totally real images on more than one trip, with HBWR doing it frequently. Maybe high dose 5-meo-dalt can be added to that.
Things rapidly wound down during the 45 minutes or so after the visions stopped, from a very intense +3 to a minimal +1 level, then completely gone in another 90 minutes. I felt very good after it was over and very glad to have had the experience. Maybe it is a blessing that I can't remember what must have been intense horror and shame when I believed I was dying and then that I had killed myself. I still wonder what it must have felt like.
I initially had trouble sleeping with too many thoughts going through my mind, but managed to get a good 7 hour sleep after 3 hours of tossing and turning.
Physical side effects were limited to fairly mild dizziness at times and slight nausea.
I will definitely do this drug again, but doubt if I will take the dose this high in the future. I went into it with no intention of taking a huge dose, and when I measured out the large dose I expected to spread it out over the rest of the afternoon and into the night.
I found music to be exceptional on it...Beatles sounded great!
Would be funny though.
