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5-Me-O-DMT - First Time - Trip Report + Questions

AllYouGreatOnes

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5-Me-O-DMT Trip Report

I write this report to enquire about others experience with this substance. I have not yet met anyone who has had a similar experience, so any feedback or ideas about any issues this brings up please post and share as I’m kind of left in the dark at present with all of this. Thanx…


Mind, Set & Setting:

At the age of 17 I was beginning to learn of the healing capabilities of the human form. There is a holistic science known as Kinesiology which I participated in involving the use of touch and meridians to balance the flow of energy in the human nervous system causing emotional healing and brain integration. It was such a joy to be connected to the heart chakra and to feel blockages in another being and to be able to heal. During this time I occasionally used LSD and other substances to connect me to my higher self and to learn more about the human condition and perception. I had never tried any form of DMT previous to this experience but had read about it and due to my research was eager to try it. It arrived in my life at what could’ve only been the right time in both forms (n,n,DMT and 5-Me-O-DMT). I was with good friends whom I trusted and loved. I initially tried a minute dose of n,n,DMT which gave me an overwhelming feeling of comfort, grounding and being at home in my own body and being. It was so extraordinary that I turned to one friend and stated ‘It makes me ME!’. He then said to me that he felt it too, even though he hadn’t taken any. An hour or so passes and then the real trip begins…

The Experience:

I was sitting with three of my good friends around me and when one of them handed me a pipe with a white substance on the gauze.
‘Is this DMT?’ I asked
‘Yep’ Said my friend
What I wasn’t aware of was the fact that this substance wasn’t the same n,n, I tried previously but 5-Me-O. Anticipating the beautiful sensation of the n,n, I placed the pipe on my lips and inhaled. The taste was different from before and the feeling was quite the opposite. I’ve heard of n,n,DMT and 5-Me-O-DMT as being described as ‘the lush’ and ‘the push’ respectively. What I was experiencing was a definite push. Pressure built around me and it almost felt like resistance to this push would cause great discomfort, so I began letting go of my grip and relaxed backwards to a slouch. Doing so my friend said ‘Good you’re going with it’, and placed his leg upon mine. The friend to the right of me then placed her leg upon his. Where our legs were touching I felt our energies combine in a glooping fashion. Our energies kept on combining until there was only three lines left until we became one conscious being. The three lines became shorter and shorter until they met in the middle. What happened next was partially a memory and partially an experience. I had the undeniable sensation that I had experienced this before. I was standing in a golden lit garden with beautiful waterfalls and plants. I noticed I was holding the hand of a glowing white entity in a human form but noticeably taller than most. I looked at it and said ‘Who are you?’
‘I’m me’ it replied.
‘Why do I have to go back to earth?’ I asked
‘It’d get boring otherwise, wouldn’t it?’ It said.
After hearing that I opened my eyes and realised that during the vision there was movement in the physical world and where I was holding the hand of the entity I was now in a three way handshake with the two friends I ‘joined’ with. I looked to my right and my friend had a tear rolling down her face and she looked away from me. I asked my other friend what he experienced and he said ‘Absolute nothingness. Like Hell’ I have asked what the friend to my right experienced then but she still won’t tell me to this day.

Questions This Brings Up:
Has anyone else ever experienced this?
What does this say about reincarnation?
Am I and/or will I be messed up from this?


Any light anyone can shed over this matter will be greatly appreciated.
Thanks for your time
PEACE AND LOVE
Allthegreat1s

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Neat report & a nice first post. Answers to your questions:

1. Not on 5-Meo-DMT or anything else--yet. I'm working the balls up to try this one myself.
2. What does this experience say? Maybe you had a peek at the Collective Consciousness, The One Mind, Ego Dissolution etc. and all the other names it goes by. It's pretty clear that with the right set, setting, drug, and dosage, a lot of people can experience it before they die. Which can be quite humbling and awe-inspiring.
3. You don't seem to have been "messed up" by it. You can still spell and use grammar correctly better than a lot of people who call psychedelics-users "criminals." ;)

And what is your definition of "messed up"? I get the term assigned to me on occasion by people I'd be inclined to donate a quarter to if I saw them on the street. So it's hard to say...

Just so you know, this TR is gonna get moved to the Trip Reports forum.

And welcome to BL, man... :)
 
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Welcome to BL.

I must say, I am a bit disheartened by your friend's reply that "absolute nothingness" is like "hell". Although I find 5-meO-DMT useless personally, I strive for nothingness in my Ketamine experiences and it is always absolute joy.

Re: your questions:
1. Yes, I have merged with another person as a singular entity on DPT. The entity experienced certain things that we were both able to relate to after separating without having communicated them during the experience. As for Nothingness, I experienced this a few times on psychedelics, but dissociatives are the way to go for me.

2. I'm not sure. How do you relate it to reincarnation in the first place?

3. DMT and 5-MeO-DMT, like DPT are powerful, powerful substances. The condesnsed trip should not be expected to be digested as easily as a 12-hour long acid trip that gives you the chance to work through it. With these psychedelics, as well as Ketamine, all you can do is meditate on the experience after the fact. I had a difficult DPT trip one year ago. I spent the entire last year meditating on it witout taking anymore psychedelics and the results of my understanding of it changed my life forever (for the better).
 
And what is your definition of "messed up"? I get the term assigned to me on occasion by people I'd be inclined to donate a quarter to if I saw them on the street. So it's hard to say...
When I say 'messed up' I refer to the fact that I'm sure some psychedelics open up pathways in the mind that were already in place to be experienced in the right time. I had a definite feeling that what I experienced was a construct that had evolved with the human form. I cannot say this is a fact but it was a feeling. I experienced the glooping sensation (again with two individuals I loved and trusted) once before whilst on 2C-B some time previous. The time prior to the 5-Me-O one of the other two people became afraid and fought it, breaking it off. All that concerns me is the fear of 'shortcutting' the natural route to this experience using said 'power tool'. I get a feeling that if I were to experience this naturally the feeling would have deepened and and any lessons or new perceptions gained would have stayed with me for a long time.


2. I'm not sure. How do you relate it to reincarnation in the first place?

Well if this was actually a memory and I had been to this place before then it would prove to me that reincarnation is a matter of fact not belief. If on the other hand (which I am more inclined to believe) that the memory was 'hard wired' into my naturally evolved complex brain I would guess that evolution is far more advanced than people believe. This would enliven the will to live and enable life to not give up?

Possibly?

I don't know. I'm hoping someone does. Again any light that can be shed on the mater will be much appreciated as I am quite, quite lost.
Thanks guys.
 
Also one more question:


Why do I get the feeling that I shouldn't be sharing this experience with others?
GR81
 
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