im livid.
i havent been this angry in a long, long time. completely, entirely, overwhelmingly, and genuinely angry.
and i know im not just stressed ("just" being the key word there) or tired or having a bad day, im actually angered and appalled at what has transpired. i dont know how to handle it. i dont know what i can or should do, but something has to change.
ive calmed down, sat and smoked a few hundred cigarettes while gulping my coffee and trying to do what i always do which is look at the situation from an outside perspective. most of the time it works, but not now. not with something like this.
hate has formed new definition
i havent been this angry in a long, long time. completely, entirely, overwhelmingly, and genuinely angry.
and i know im not just stressed ("just" being the key word there) or tired or having a bad day, im actually angered and appalled at what has transpired. i dont know how to handle it. i dont know what i can or should do, but something has to change.
ive calmed down, sat and smoked a few hundred cigarettes while gulping my coffee and trying to do what i always do which is look at the situation from an outside perspective. most of the time it works, but not now. not with something like this.
hate has formed new definition
