Miscellaneous 45yo new “rational” Psychonaut exploring mind and consciousness.
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Medevilx
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I tried 40mg of 4-HO-MET today.
At this dosage, I can have a +++ experience, but nothing overwhelming. I can feel the body load, experiment some OEV’s if I stare at some patterns, and feel some euphoria, definitely can feel the tryptamine effect at this dose.
Since the effects weren’t that impressive, I went to the beach I tried to push the experience with cannabis, as I’ve done before in my other 4-HO-MET experiments.
Vaped 0.25g of cannabis around 1 hour and 30 minutes after the intake, when the come up was over and I felt I was stable peaking.
10 minutes after that…..Holly Molly!
This time I could feel the effects really strong. Total 3D OEV’s (no CEV’s), for the first time in my life, the music I was hearing was affected by time hallucination. I was listening to some downtempo chill electronic and, suddenly, the music became reeeeeeally slow, same pitch, but really slow, and then, it accelerated the speed little by little, like if times was stretching from slow to fast and then slow again. When I noticed that, I tried to keep the beat with my foot, and then the music came to normal. Also, some pitch changes.
At that time, looking at the shoreline , the waves seemed to go backguards, and the water looked like shinning gold and rainbow reflections.
I tried to meditate and dive inside my mind with my eyes closed, finding very insightful thoughts. I could feel my mind was going at his own, and totally see how my ego and my thoughts construct myself, as well as some heuristics that are deeply rooted in my mind. There was some more people on the beach and, though no anxiety at all, they disturbed my focus on diving in my mind when my eyes were open, but the views and the colors of the beach were so beautiful I couldn’t help but look. Had an amazing walk along the shoreline, and felt really great.
It was a little hard to coordinate movements, but I was able to take my phone, change music, etc. At sometimes I felt as if I didn’t know who I am, but with little effort I was back to myself. But I guess that, at that time, I couldn’t interact correctly with other people, that’s for sure.
I guess I’m getting where I want to go, exploring new boundaries. Anyway, the 40mg of 4-HO-MET were totally manageable, and I want to know if 50mg will take me to the same place than the 40mg+the weed did.
Anyway, one of the realizations that came to my mind is that cannabis help me to go further the tryptamine dose and the trip like a trustable and friendly guide that I know really well, like an old friend that takes you through the right path.
I guess next experiment is gonna be 50mg of 4-HO-MET, and probably stay at home in total dark with music. If I feel the headspace is not powerful enough, I’ll push the experience again with cannabis.
I want to navigate through my mind, which is my ultimately goal here. If I do 50mg, I’ll probably shouldn’t go to the beach. Too much people and distractions, it could create some discomfort when peaking and I guess I’m not much in control of my mind that much at these dosages, especially if I push with some vaped cannabis.
Or maybe I could try 40mg of 4-HO-MiPT and see if this substance at that dose (did 20mg and was underwhelming) can take me further than 4-HO-MET does…or at least I’ll know the differences between substances.
After that, I guess it will be LSD for the first time.
At this dosage, I can have a +++ experience, but nothing overwhelming. I can feel the body load, experiment some OEV’s if I stare at some patterns, and feel some euphoria, definitely can feel the tryptamine effect at this dose.
Since the effects weren’t that impressive, I went to the beach I tried to push the experience with cannabis, as I’ve done before in my other 4-HO-MET experiments.
Vaped 0.25g of cannabis around 1 hour and 30 minutes after the intake, when the come up was over and I felt I was stable peaking.
10 minutes after that…..Holly Molly!
This time I could feel the effects really strong. Total 3D OEV’s (no CEV’s), for the first time in my life, the music I was hearing was affected by time hallucination. I was listening to some downtempo chill electronic and, suddenly, the music became reeeeeeally slow, same pitch, but really slow, and then, it accelerated the speed little by little, like if times was stretching from slow to fast and then slow again. When I noticed that, I tried to keep the beat with my foot, and then the music came to normal. Also, some pitch changes.
At that time, looking at the shoreline , the waves seemed to go backguards, and the water looked like shinning gold and rainbow reflections.
I tried to meditate and dive inside my mind with my eyes closed, finding very insightful thoughts. I could feel my mind was going at his own, and totally see how my ego and my thoughts construct myself, as well as some heuristics that are deeply rooted in my mind. There was some more people on the beach and, though no anxiety at all, they disturbed my focus on diving in my mind when my eyes were open, but the views and the colors of the beach were so beautiful I couldn’t help but look. Had an amazing walk along the shoreline, and felt really great.
It was a little hard to coordinate movements, but I was able to take my phone, change music, etc. At sometimes I felt as if I didn’t know who I am, but with little effort I was back to myself. But I guess that, at that time, I couldn’t interact correctly with other people, that’s for sure.
I guess I’m getting where I want to go, exploring new boundaries. Anyway, the 40mg of 4-HO-MET were totally manageable, and I want to know if 50mg will take me to the same place than the 40mg+the weed did.
Anyway, one of the realizations that came to my mind is that cannabis help me to go further the tryptamine dose and the trip like a trustable and friendly guide that I know really well, like an old friend that takes you through the right path.
I guess next experiment is gonna be 50mg of 4-HO-MET, and probably stay at home in total dark with music. If I feel the headspace is not powerful enough, I’ll push the experience again with cannabis.
I want to navigate through my mind, which is my ultimately goal here. If I do 50mg, I’ll probably shouldn’t go to the beach. Too much people and distractions, it could create some discomfort when peaking and I guess I’m not much in control of my mind that much at these dosages, especially if I push with some vaped cannabis.
Or maybe I could try 40mg of 4-HO-MiPT and see if this substance at that dose (did 20mg and was underwhelming) can take me further than 4-HO-MET does…or at least I’ll know the differences between substances.
After that, I guess it will be LSD for the first time.
pupnik
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sure, play with the dosage and call it experimentation.
there is something to learn about how dosage affects the flow, intensity, resonance, layering, and interpenetration of feelings and mental contents.
otherwise, where you are at (your mindset) and the context (the setting) is what provides the contents of the experience.
Note: even going out of a room and coming back into the room can lead to a breakthrough of one sort or another.
Spaces and how you react to them is huge.
there is something to learn about how dosage affects the flow, intensity, resonance, layering, and interpenetration of feelings and mental contents.
otherwise, where you are at (your mindset) and the context (the setting) is what provides the contents of the experience.
Note: even going out of a room and coming back into the room can lead to a breakthrough of one sort or another.
Spaces and how you react to them is huge.
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Nice reports bro! I'm glad you are getting something from psychedelics. GL with your LSD trip, it's an amazing compound