During the tail end of 2010 into the late summer of 2011 I had weekly binges of mephedrone. (preban) It was the best feeling in the fucking world, I couldn't imagine what heroin could feel like because mephedrone made me feel the best Ive ever felt, huge sense of well being and turned me into a complete orgasmic slump during its peak.
its been over 4 years since any proper long term binging, its been 2 years since any use at all, and I still get daily cravings for some sort of cathinone binge. I crave that dopamine fueled surge and rush, that manic horny state that it induces. I have not had any libido, sexual desire or fantasy since 2011.
I have zero pleasure or enjoyment out of anything in life, music, comedy, social circles, hobbies.... Nothing.
Craving is so strong most evenings... its unreal, but its been 2 years minimum, 4 years since those fucking ON TOP OF THE WORLD SESSIONS, and I still crave.....
Help ?
its been over 4 years since any proper long term binging, its been 2 years since any use at all, and I still get daily cravings for some sort of cathinone binge. I crave that dopamine fueled surge and rush, that manic horny state that it induces. I have not had any libido, sexual desire or fantasy since 2011.
I have zero pleasure or enjoyment out of anything in life, music, comedy, social circles, hobbies.... Nothing.
Craving is so strong most evenings... its unreal, but its been 2 years minimum, 4 years since those fucking ON TOP OF THE WORLD SESSIONS, and I still crave.....
Help ?
