- Around 4 months ago I took Mdma for the first time, I was high on cannabis at the time and took a 250mg "bomb". I proceeded to re-dose twice the same night, probably consuming in total 300-350mg of MDMA. I also smoked a joint at the tail-end of the high
- I had a horrific comedown based mainly around extreme anxiety, and had several panic attacks, heart racing and sweating. I found it extremely difficult to sleep, could barely eat and felt extremely anxious and ill
- A few days after the comedown subsided, I slipped into depersonalization which lasted a couple weeks. This was extremely scary and I understand the condition is based around anxiety.
- Since depersonalization has passed, I have had mild depression, complete lack of motivation, mild anxiety and a mild sense of derealization. I also have very bad brain fog and a lot of memory problems, I feel like i am living in the "moment" and find it very difficult to remember what happened earlier/the day before. My sense of time is completely out of whack, I couldn't tell you what happened a month ago for the life of me. The brain fog is very intense, i cannot picture anything in my head or do any sums in my head. Before I had an extremely good memory and was good at mental arithmetic.
- When I drink alcohol, this makes me anxious. I feel this may be due to a compromised blood-brain barrier, where GABA passes through into the brain. Smoking a cigarette whilst I am drunk seems to take this anxiety/panic away
- I have managed to spend a couple days away from home, however I was on a plane about to go on holiday when i had a panic attack and had to run off the plane.
I feel like mdma consumption may have triggered an anxiety disorder in me which has led to all these problems including brain fog/cognitive decline. Do you think I will ever recover? I have tried 5-htp and l-tyrosine and 5-htp made me feel "high" at a dose of only 50mg, but also made me feel very strange and uneasy. i didn't notice much when i took l-tyrosine ( 500mg ). Should i go to the doctor and seek anti-anxiety medication? I do not take any drugs, and have only got drunk 2-3 times since this all happened.
- I had a horrific comedown based mainly around extreme anxiety, and had several panic attacks, heart racing and sweating. I found it extremely difficult to sleep, could barely eat and felt extremely anxious and ill
- A few days after the comedown subsided, I slipped into depersonalization which lasted a couple weeks. This was extremely scary and I understand the condition is based around anxiety.
- Since depersonalization has passed, I have had mild depression, complete lack of motivation, mild anxiety and a mild sense of derealization. I also have very bad brain fog and a lot of memory problems, I feel like i am living in the "moment" and find it very difficult to remember what happened earlier/the day before. My sense of time is completely out of whack, I couldn't tell you what happened a month ago for the life of me. The brain fog is very intense, i cannot picture anything in my head or do any sums in my head. Before I had an extremely good memory and was good at mental arithmetic.
- When I drink alcohol, this makes me anxious. I feel this may be due to a compromised blood-brain barrier, where GABA passes through into the brain. Smoking a cigarette whilst I am drunk seems to take this anxiety/panic away
- I have managed to spend a couple days away from home, however I was on a plane about to go on holiday when i had a panic attack and had to run off the plane.
I feel like mdma consumption may have triggered an anxiety disorder in me which has led to all these problems including brain fog/cognitive decline. Do you think I will ever recover? I have tried 5-htp and l-tyrosine and 5-htp made me feel "high" at a dose of only 50mg, but also made me feel very strange and uneasy. i didn't notice much when i took l-tyrosine ( 500mg ). Should i go to the doctor and seek anti-anxiety medication? I do not take any drugs, and have only got drunk 2-3 times since this all happened.