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Paulo_di_canio

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Hi guys. First post here.

So I have rolled about 6 times this year and done LSD once.

Previously I'd rolled a few times but years ago.

Now I took breaks of 3-4 weeks in between, although on one occasion just an 11 day break.

Basically I really binged on 2 occasions, around Mid April I took a stupid dose over a 10 hour period, easily half a gram but possibly around 600-700mg it wasn't a good roll tho, no real strong peak, I think mainly due to fucking up and taking too small a dose as my first. Then proceeded to chase something that would never happen.

Now before all the comments saying this is stupid etc, I'm well aware of how stupid I was and have learnt from this experience and will absolutely never do anything like this again, I experienced bad insomnia and had a wake up call.

Basically my last roll earlier in May, I had 1 and 1/2 party flocks rather than mdma. Now these are top notch Dutch pills, yet my roll was really just a nice relaxed feeling with no peak or anything.

Now at this point I realise I pushed things to far, was an idiot and built up tolerance.

As a result I set myself a target of 4 months break from any drug not including alcohol.

I guess my question is, have I fucked it for myself? Or is a 4 month break enough for me to come back, take your normal average Dose and roll good again?
 
Welcome to bluelight :)

You will be fine dude. Maybe think about lowering your expectations of the mdma experience.
 
Not worried about health or anything like that, just worried I won't be able to enjoy a good solid roll again!

My expectations are fine, I don't expect to roll like my 1st time or even my 6th which was actually my best. I just want to know that breaking will achieve something good! It's not easy when I have some big events over the summer, but I see little point in taking it when I'm not getting close to full effects.
 
You overdid it with that big dose, but nothing like what some people here have reported. As long as you aren't feeling any side effects(depression, chronic insomnia, anxiety, cognitive/memory problems. Taking a 4 month break should be enough time for your brain to recover enough to have a good roll again. You are doing the right thing by waiting. Get some regular exercise and eat a healthy diet. Just try to take a sensible initial dose next time instead of redosing, and, of course, make sure you have quality product.

If you must have something in your system for your "big events", try something that is less taxing on the body. You say you have tried lsd before. That would be much more gentle on your brain than mdma.
 
Thanks, I'm a very healthy gym goer anyways so that helps!

I think il just suck it up and hold out, simply no point when it's a half assed roll anyways.
 
id April I took a stupid dose over a 10 hour period, easily half a gram but possibly around 600-700mg it wasn't a good roll tho, no real strong peak, I think mainly due to fucking up and taking too small a dose as my first. Then proceeded to chase something that would never happen.
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Thats amazing that a dose like this you never really felt anything. Was this product tested? Although some report initial dose is important I have never personally experienced it nulling a role in this way particularly at this kind of dose. For me if I had consumed this amount even dabbing it over a few hours I would be rolling ballz.

Basically my last roll earlier in May, I had 1 and 1/2 party flocks rather than mdma. Now these are top notch Dutch pills, yet my roll was really just a nice relaxed feeling with no peak or anything.
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You could also try a Ferrari Shield rather than a Party Flock. I have been reading various reports and people describe the Ferraris being a more full on buzz. Perhaps that is what you seek rather than sometimes the mellow qualities of very pure MDMA.

Now at this point I realise I pushed things to far, was an idiot and built up tolerance.

As a result I set myself a target of 4 months break from any drug not including alcohol.

I guess my question is, have I fucked it for myself? Or is a 4 month break enough for me to come back, take your normal average Dose and roll good again?
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I would say looking at your overall drug history down regulation is unlikely the cause of the null rolls. In the case of the 700mG crystal could be crappy product.

In the case of the party flocks you might just be slightly adverse to very pure MDMA. Maybe spice it up a bit with a little speed or maybe try another brand of pill.

A four month break is a good plan as you clearly overdid it a bit but perhaps also consider sourcing some other stuff :)
 
Nice to find someone woth the same "problem" :)

I've been overdoing it for about 15 month. Rolled about 30, maybe 35 times in that time. I never experienced any serious problems like depression, insomnia or even a total loss of the effect — but I definitly overdid it. I still get a good feeling, I'm still up all night...but no feeling super-awesome or euphoric or anything like the first times.

I'm going on a 6 month break. 4 weeks down tonight ;-) It's gonna suck because I kinda ruined my summer drug-wise...but it's the right thing to do. I think it's very important to avoid all drug-highs, even weed. Let the brain completely forget what it's like to be high.

I really hope that a 6 month break will bring the awesome back. Halloween is gonna be one hell of a night.
 
^ 6 months is definitely enough time to bring a good high back, especially if you are cutting out all drugs.
I rolled just as hard when i was rolling every one and a half months but my issue was long lasting effects. Which is why i took huge breaks after that, and eventually put the drug aside for good.
 
It's better off that your being cautious about using it again.

If you treat MDMA with respect and keep doses to a standard dose no stupid doses then you should have a blinder of a time every time you take MDMA. It's only really when you abuse it that you will notice the comedowns and other issues moreso.


Keep the Bingeing on mdma to a minimum, your chasing a high that just wont happen. Your first dose is meant to be your proper high then after that the effects are diminished. I noticed when i took around half g last time i just got really hot and there was some euphoria but it just felt overkill.
 
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^ 6 months is definitely enough time to bring a good high back, especially if you are cutting out all drugs.
I rolled just as hard when i was rolling every one and a half months but my issue was long lasting effects. Which is why i took huge breaks after that, and eventually put the drug aside for good.
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Sorry about that. I never had any issues with sideeffects or even comedowns on MDMA. Unlike almost every other drug. That's why I overdid it in the first place I guess. I can easily sleep a few hours when the effects wear off, have a nice afterglow the next day and that's it. Maybe a little tired and not so sharp on mondays.

I have to add that I never binged. I don't think that I ever did more than 300mg/2 Beans in one roll. Rolling two nights in a row...that was stupid and happenend about 3 times.

After my 6 month break, I will stick to waiting 4-6 weeks between every roll. That should do the trick.
 
pimmeldisko said:
Sorry about that. I never had any issues with sideeffects or even comedowns on MDMA. Unlike almost every other drug. That's why I overdid it in the first place I guess. I can easily sleep a few hours when the effects wear off, have a nice afterglow the next day and that's it. Maybe a little tired and not so sharp on mondays.

I have to add that I never binged. I don't think that I ever did more than 300mg/2 Beans in one roll. Rolling two nights in a row...that was stupid and happenend about 3 times.

After my 6 month break, I will stick to waiting 4-6 weeks between every roll. That should do the trick.
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Sounds good also yea stick to one dose. I would redose, and wait hours sometimes before another redose which i think brought horrible cracked out come downs for me. Also most of the time i would get clean pills but in my newbie days i definitely had some meth / pipe pills which obliterated my mind.
 
Hey Futura, thanks for the reply.

As for product Quality, I had previously had an amazing Roll off the same product. It was Reagent tested.

It certainly affected me, I had terrible short term memory loss and some quite awesome CEVs presumably from the high dose producing enough MDA.

I'd also rolled a lot better on a single Party Flock previously.

At this point there is simply no Euphoria being achieved.

I think this has been enough to motivate me to stick to a good long break.

But yeah I'm certainly going to source something different too.
 
Its strange, you guys mention all these adverse effects of frequently taking MDMA. The first time I tried ex, I kept taking it every other week after that. Sure, sometimes the pills weren't pure, but when they were, I always had an amazing roll on only one mint with no hangover. The last time I had it though, months ago, I got a methbomb. haven't done it since because it was a horrifying experience. Not sure if I'll do it ever again...

I guess I just find it weird that your rolls get less intense the more often you take it. I know that's whats SUPPOSED to happen, but for me it hasn't (yet)
 
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