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4-MEO-PCP - Experienced - The Complex Windows Of The Soul Opened One By Complexity

Aeon Psyche

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My First Experience With A Unique Dissociative
Dosage: too much


I'm on this right now. Looks like I'm going to need a big dose for this stuff. Light changes in perception that are quite different from any other dissociatives I've experimented with. I'll snif another line but without any good drink it's disgusting but then again I find that about K too. Feel a little like I'm
floating..lighter..comes up slow...Doesn't snort as easy as K for sure. maybe i'll take a capsule after this. Line after line, I close my eyes and the cev's begin twirling. more vivid. Reminiscent of s-K. A light dissociative character comes up slowly. My nose hurts :S doing line after line slowly, also slowly increasing effects.
I'll do one more line and take the rest orally. the well-known colors of dissociation are present. I call it spirit but it has it's own darker version of a character and less joyfull colours. I don't know how much i'm taking but i'm building up slowly. I like my dissociatives 3th plateau with a strong headfuck and no need to puke from snorting or nausea from taking for example DXM.
I've never been able to reach a K-hole, no matter what. Or atleast I think so.
as far as my experience goes. I won't count salvia D and N20. Slight sedation is felt. My whole room is dark with only a globe or a sphere that changes colors on and on. Damn, I want a beam of that ttp://www.iclips.net/content.php?content_id=24823
Swallowed all this mess. I refuse to snort more of it. I get psychedelic lucid thoughts like the last two trips I've had (100mg 2C-N, 50mg 2C-D, 50mg 2C-T-4) & (50mg Mescaline, 10mg 4-ACO-MIPT, 50mg 4-HO-DIPT, 75mg 4-ACO-DIPT)
(These are sometimes my type of dosages) Actually, even more so. This is the most lucid dissociative I've ever tried :D I love it. I fell on my bed earlier as if I had a loss of Motor Control. I feel like it's an improved PCP although I'm yet to try that one. I can imagine a bit what it's like. I hope to see more lucid psychedelic dissociatives than darker versions as I'll call them. I have a sense of clarity and sedation at the same time and mood is lifted. The aliens talk to me but they pretty much do everyday through means of astral projection and telepathy.
Or just talking. Pretty much invisible. But back to the trip. Waiting for it to become stronger. My nose still kinda hurts, I sneeze. I'm unbalanced when I walk kinda like dxm and ketamines does. robo-walking..fun haha. 2:26 I'm a total loss off balance. Kinda vague. Euphoric at some points just like I'm tripping. The 4-Methoxy piece really in my eyes, improves PCP. But your something may vary. Dissociatives always make me forget words..Being on the computer is always lame on ^^. When I close my eyes I see mostly blueish squares. 3:33. 6:03 whaha. Euphoria or I'm trying to type ..9:00 Did I Mention I Redosed a half 00 Capsule. I became so unbalanced I fell on the ground and hurt my back. The aliens kept talking with telepathy but it's hard to understand what they are saying. I also broke a glass and dropped my dvd cases to the floor. Messing up my whole room and I made a mess.
visuals were strong and present while typing on msn which is always harder. I Fell down a couple more times simply because was hanging out of my body for the most part. It's 13:47 And I'm still talking to my alien friends about my "sunshine" life of torture and stuff. The trip goes from completely euphoric and nice to untill I'm to weak to speak. I'm Having a bad trip. Good music should've accompanied to lead me through but I was ment to suffer. And I Did.
I went through each corner of my room but kept falling down (I wanted a full OOBE) I went insane but luckily my intelligence was able to tell me that such things don't exist, I've had the same hell recreated when I kept starving myself with stimulants and kept going with anti-epileptic medications getting completely insane but meaningfull thoughts. For all those hours I've talked to several gods (complete intelligence) or aliens from very advanced planets. 9th & 10th scale I'm guessing. I even remember hugging them like the first time I met aliens or astral beings. I't's 15:07 and I'm still feeling it. What a positive bad trip it was. I'm closing off anyway.

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Damn dude....

Sounds kind of toxic feeling to me, please be safe and dose conservatively with this one. No one knows much about safety profiles or long term dangers. I think this could be a pretty solid TR but do make an effort to organize it, correct spelling & grammer, and add clarity.
 
Why Not? How Could I Improve it Than?. Realise I wrote it under the influence and that affects it a lot. l'll try to write better next time and some pointers would be welcome.
 
i forgot to mention that afterwards I had like' 8 E's, some amount of 4-FA, And some lines of this 4-meo-pcp. Mayne I'll take some 5-meo-dipt later on, I rememer someone asking about combinations, so there you go. I also took 40-50mg AMT and 10-12 Mg Alprazolam when I was having panic attacks before this third trip.

And some more of this..Feeling quite nice now again :) A bit of nystagmus and "flanging" of the whole room...My Jaws can't keep still and the whole time through. in the first trip my pupils weren't dilated at all.

peace
 
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Hey Aeon Psyche - since this is a really new/obscure one, and it seems really interesting, could you possibly write something about it when you're not actually tripping on it at the time? For the sake of coherency.

Thank you - and be careful, your posts give the impression that you might be pushing it a bit.
 
Why Not? How Could I Improve it Than?. Realise I wrote it under the influence and that affects it a lot. l'll try to write better next time and some pointers would be welcome.
For starters: don't write a report while under the influence.

Second: when first trying a compound make sure you know the dose and don't redose indefinitely until you pass-out (what it seems like you where doing).

I also don't understand why you are comparing it to PCP but you also say you have never taken PCP.


Please be careful with your experiences. You seem to be mixing a lot of substances and taking quite high doses of compounds hardly anybody knows anything about.
Also, one of the goals of trip-reports is harm-reduction in showing other people what the proper way of dealing with these substances is.

You seem to be doing the contrary and I hope nobody will follow you in your footsteps.
 
hey aeon, you do realize how drugs get scheduled right? its when someone dies. so when you mix every single research chemical on the market together at the same time, without weighing out the doses properly, you are taking significant steps toward not being able to open "the complex window of your soul" ever again.

please be careful, you not just playing with your own life but with the life of a scene that a lot of people really love. that said 4-meo-pcp sounds incredible, and i look foreword to trying it.
 
the delusion of never dying.. :)
its either drugs or religious beleifs.. ie delusion

Life is forever..Noone Dies...

I'm immortal and everyone reincarnates. ^^ I'm here to stay..I'm not dellusional at all. My aliens will keep me alive no matter what drug OD I Take.. for I still have to fullfill my task..I am important. ..To enlighten you all...



Peace and Love my friends...<3
 
Also, every religion is bad. I'm not religious. I follow The Honest Truth....

Which can be simply aquired by learning..(meaning of life)...not that jesus had never lived or anything...:D
 
I'm not dellusional at all. My aliens will keep me alive no matter what drug OD I Take..

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You seem to be doing a shit-ton of drugs lately, man. Even more than I ever did when I was tripping all the time. I know that it sure caught up to me... that wasn't good. Be careful. Tripping this much and with the kind of attitude you've been having ("What can I take? I'm about to finish snorting this 50mg of DOC, what about bromo-dfly?" etc) was definitely bad for me after a year or so of doing it. I ended up in a really bad place for a while.

Just felt like I had to say it. Be careful. <3 :)
 
Life is forever..Noone Dies...


My advice (regarding your current haphazard use) would be to remember that you don't always get the easy out of dying when stringing together combos of drugs - especially when you're entering new territory with a substance like this.

You do not want to go through a schizophenic trip, where you wake up as the pleasant dreamlike haze clears, only to see everything in your eyeline covered with blood, damaged or destroyed. Then you realise the same 'trip' that involved destroying the construct of reality was just your fists laying into everything in sight minus any congitive restraint.

Maybe you want to mess with MAO...that can always produce a certain brand of fun. 168 hours of massive overstimulation, delusion and paranoia. Bringing several bottle of whatever alcohol you have in the house, every night for a week, in order to pass out and stop the thoughts involving 'continuous refinement of how the universe came to be'.

Last and not least (of things I can speak of from experience) lets add serotonin syndrome - my bet is that you could well be getting a taste of this sometime soon based on your substances choice. Hell - it's a trip a second and probably deserves a report in itself.

T:00.00.01 - Feeling so incredibly high and out-of-this-worldly, legs shaky but...
T:00.00.02 - Feel lower than every before, never been this depressed and...
T:00.00.03 - Feeling amped again but wait, isn't this like when...
T:00.00.04 - Time has stopped and the last...er, the last...I cant think, er...

T:00.00.05 -> T:00.00.60 - Sixty emotional shifts in a minute and that minute and every subsequent one will feel like an hour - you will feel brain-damaged for a month if you're lucky.

But hey - I get to add my thoughts on these screwup-states as a result and even have the irregular brain scans and epilepsy meds to prove it. Win some, lose some right?



-> Aeon, if you insist of pushing limits, at least get to know a substance's middle name and their favourite film before you try to piledrive them is the ass.
 
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