Delmonte421
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UGH I first left community college thinking id be the world's biggest LSD vendor lol not joking I was growing weed at the time thinking I was the smartest person around. I first started as a Pych major and was just getting by at a CC level so not good lol. I quite school started working at a deli in a latino neighborhood and started selling weed that I was growing cause I said fuck it and read the Grow bible front to back, learning about light spectrums and how they affected the plant etc.. Anyway I've always been a fuck up and all of a sudden i started getting A's in chemistry, seemed to be easier then writing for me being dyslexic. After moving to a bigger university I decided i wouldnt look into things like PHIKAL and other clandestine books and take something of more interest to me, cancer research. I said it on another forum but I lost both my parents to cancer. My father before high school and my mother during my uni studies. I was an orphan at 22 and luckily got a job in bigpharma as a lab tech but i did much more, probably more like a scientist III but i was paid 17$ an hour, no joke with no health insurance. Contract chemistry should be a crime. Anyway this is where I did pre-clinical formulation and started really learning GLP and cGMP in a very cool research and development setting, I mostly did the development work then the research side. I then went to grad school and here I am in research with cancer, doing what I love.Hang on, man. Earlier you said:
So you'll roll the dice on some sketchy-ass "Dirty 30s" like a mofo, but when it comes to sneaking out a few chems you're all of a sudden citing your responsibilities as a family man?… Live a little – nothing ventured; nothing gained. Just be confidant and smooth and have excuses already in mind, on deck, ready to go.
Yeah especially with that attitude, right?
I'm just playing Devil's Advocate over here and (mostly) just messing with you. But at the same time, this kind of language only serves to prepare your nervous system to fail. Believe in yourself, whether its pinching university chems, changing career paths to seek better opportunities, or kicking off a new startup venture, envision your own success. Document the steps your take; mirror the behavior and patterns of those who have a similar success to what you seek, and speak kindly to yourself and about yourself.
Yes I agree rolling the dice with dirty 30's is much riskier then say if I were to make something. But unlike @Fertile, I understand how difficult it is to get these chemicals without raising suscipouin. @Fertile names some random precursor and says do this one step reaction and POOF you got it. LOL we both know that that precursor if you order it from sigma Aldrich is gonna be like 2K a fucking mg and thats if they have it. I also would then have to make most of these precursors and then purify and I guess test purity with TLC plate cause I don't have access to an NMR or at least not one I can use without someone asking questions. HPLC could do a separation but I would only be able to test my product if I knew where it would land and hopefully there would be no impurities just happening to overlap with my product. I would also need a STD top test against it.
Also gotta love how @Nurse Ratched shut down @Fertile. Sorry off topic. I like chemistry discussions but who the fuck is gonna order 4 x 4L bottles of ACN or MeOH etc and where is your root-vap and cold trap for work up and drying. We now have an NMR-MS to show structure and prove what I made is what I made? I would need all types of solvents each with different polarities to get my TLC to show if the reaction went through or not and if the molecules im synthesizing are UV active. Then after NMR-MS verification we could then do HPLC verification which would-be cheaper but you still need an NMR-MS, IR, and all the orgo spec goodies that come along with charactierizing and purify a chemical.
So yes withy attitude I would get caught and I have thought about it and yes I could do it, I know I could but for how long and at what risk. The pricing of any drug I would do wouldn't be worth the cost of proaction, sure it would be fun like growing a marjiahan plant, that gives you 3-4 oz dried on a good day and what did that take you, 1000W light, chemicals, flood and drain table, and all the other shit you need. so a 1/4 LB cost you like 4k cause of all the investments you make.
Prove me wrong, give me a good detailed lab that I can create with safe working conditions and what would I produce that would be worth while?
I just crushed an 80mg OC oxy in my mouth at the beginning of writing this and now its starting to kick in YEEEEEHAAAA baby