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4 Days of MDMA followed by 5 days of Hell.

bro you are lucky you didn't experience psychosis or schizophrenia after putting your body through that much.

give it a break, like a 6 month break.
 
For Abuse like this it can easily take 1 year to 2 Years to fully heal some Studies suggest heavy daily users don't even fully heal after 2 Years of abstinence. I can tell you I use it every 5-6 Months after I read a Study which I am not going to fucking mention because I am not citing it or going out of my way to mention it just to have valuable advice ignored or worse calling Me an idiot to tell someone to wait 5-6 Months in between roll to fully Recover the HIGH/ROLL it should take 3 Months to fully recover your Serotonin etc. But it depends on sleep and mainly how much and often you used and in your case I would wait at a minimum 1 Year or 2 to be safe but at least give it 6 Months break.

Trust Me your going to regret it when you can't party anymore because you overused MDMA and "Lost The Magic" so your not technically missing out on some parties but prolonging your ability to have parties forever if you use it less often but that is kind of common sense.
 
lionheart90 said:
bro you are lucky you didn't experience psychosis or schizophrenia after putting your body through that much.

give it a break, like a 6 month break.
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Technically what would happen if dont? Say if i decide to chance it and drop 1 capsule or 1/2 a tablet 7 weeks after i had my episode? With the intent to only take that 1 dose and accept the possibility that it may not get me where I'd like to be.
Is that one dose going to fuck my world up for a week?
Before this bad episode i was only waiting 2- 4 weeks(at the least, usually a month)between rolling and redosing 3-6 times a night. Yes, abuse, i know. Very bad. I'd like to be much safer. I've absolutely changed my outlook and am dedicated to making myself weigh my priorities.
My sanity is the most important followed by my desire for euphoria.
I'm being serious, I'm not jumping back into it all willy nilly. My mental health is important to me. I'd just like an honest opinion.
 
Echotango said:
For Abuse like this it can easily take 1 year to 2 Years to fully heal some Studies suggest heavy daily users don't even fully heal after 2 Years of abstinence. I can tell you I use it every 5-6 Months after I read a Study which I am not going to fucking mention because I am not citing it or going out of my way to mention it just to have valuable advice ignored or worse calling Me an idiot to tell someone to wait 5-6 Months in between roll to fully Recover the HIGH/ROLL it should take 3 Months to fully recover your Serotonin etc. But it depends on sleep and mainly how much and often you used and in your case I would wait at a minimum 1 Year or 2 to be safe but at least give it 6 Months break.

Trust Me your going to regret it when you can't party anymore because you overused MDMA and "Lost The Magic" so your not technically missing out on some parties but prolonging your ability to have parties forever if you use it less often but that is kind of common sense.
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I wasn't a daily user....but i was abusing it.
I had never had a bad comedown episode like that since i started. Just a bit of tiredness.
I realize i was really overdoing it, especially my redosing.
I could control myself to 1 capsule 7ish weeks since the last time what could i expect?
I have already prepared myself that i may have lost the magic. Im totally ok with that. I won't redose to chase it.
I'd just like opinions on what would happen....
Thanks.
 
That tendency you have to go "I know I'm fucking up. but. " that is addiction bro. Straight up.

You are up shit creek and trying to find out how much farther you can go, except you don't realize how deep you are in already.

just give it up man. Take it from someone who has been up shit creek before.

Rather than think of it like a hard limit, like you can just take XX amount and get YY effect. Think of it like russian roulette. Each time has a different probability of fucking you up and giving negative consequences, but the more you do it, the more the odds go up.

Just beginning? its like 1 bullet in a chamber of 6.

up shit creek like you are, maybe like 3 bullets in a chamber of 6.

these are just metaphors but I hope you get the picture. As you continue to fuck up the odds get stacked hella against you until eventually its like guranteed you will get major league fucked up.

and I see you trying to gauge the odds. "how close am I to 5 out of 6 chambers... ok im only at 3... I can risk that... no problem.. i mind as well do it... 50/50 odds aren't that bad... yeah. I think I will. why not right... everybody else is doing it... what is life without risk... etc"

beware that kind of internal talk.
 
lionheart90 said:
That tendency you have to go "I know I'm fucking up. but. " that is addiction bro. Straight up.

You are up shit creek and trying to find out how much farther you can go, except you don't realize how deep you are in already.

just give it up man. Take it from someone who has been up shit creek before.

Rather than think of it like a hard limit, like you can just take XX amount and get YY effect. Think of it like russian roulette. Each time has a different probability of fucking you up and giving negative consequences, but the more you do it, the more the odds go up.

Just beginning? its like 1 bullet in a chamber of 6.

up shit creek like you are, maybe like 3 bullets in a chamber of 6.

these are just metaphors but I hope you get the picture. As you continue to fuck up the odds get stacked hella against you until eventually its like guranteed you will get major league fucked up.

and I see you trying to gauge the odds. "how close am I to 5 out of 6 chambers... ok im only at 3... I can risk that... no problem.. i mind as well do it... 50/50 odds aren't that bad... yeah. I think I will. why not right... everybody else is doing it... what is life without risk... etc"

beware that kind of internal talk.
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This is actually very well said. Had to come back to applaud this. Nice analogy there.
 
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