disheveledfiend
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Sep 5, 2019
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- 9
I had made a horrible decision to give this drug another go, and make responsible and educated decisions surrounding it or so i had thought. well for the millionth time you guys are gonna have to hear another c lam horror story, I'm sorry but i need help with this. it was 4 days straight of near constant redosing, the last dose being yesterday, 9/23, at about 7am. i believe i went through atleast 5mg to myself during this unintended binge, redosing when i felt myself coming down. i had laid doses down on blotter .5mgper tab. i thought the whole vial was underdosed but really i was just barred out. i no longer have these tabs, except 1 i found on my couch that might not even be active.
so right now I have no idea what to do, i didn't know tolerance builds over a matter of days with this drug, i had assumed I'd simply have my fun and be on my way. well, i had my fun but now I'm going to have to pay for it in horrendous withdrawals. constant stage 2 hypertension, splitting headache, brain zaps, horrible anxiety, irritability, a fear and a feeling of going into absence seizures, insomnia, fucking etc. just read the wiki page on symptoms of benzo wd, i got pr much all of it at random intervals, from 4 days of use, ridiculous.
i have maybe 25 600mgs neurontins left, 3 1/2 suboxone and plenty of 300mg quetiapines which i haven't yet used due to fear of seizures. a couple metoprolols some vyvanse, im sure most of this has zero application to help me feel better but maybe you guys know something i don't. I've only utilized the neurontin so far, 1.5gs, as a anxiolytic and anticonvulsant, the efficacy of the latter for this application is questionable though.
can anyone tell me what to expect these next few days? how realistic is the possibility of a seizure? will this WD last for weeks without a proper taper? can i sleep without going into a coma or convulsions? any inputs appreciated.
so right now I have no idea what to do, i didn't know tolerance builds over a matter of days with this drug, i had assumed I'd simply have my fun and be on my way. well, i had my fun but now I'm going to have to pay for it in horrendous withdrawals. constant stage 2 hypertension, splitting headache, brain zaps, horrible anxiety, irritability, a fear and a feeling of going into absence seizures, insomnia, fucking etc. just read the wiki page on symptoms of benzo wd, i got pr much all of it at random intervals, from 4 days of use, ridiculous.
i have maybe 25 600mgs neurontins left, 3 1/2 suboxone and plenty of 300mg quetiapines which i haven't yet used due to fear of seizures. a couple metoprolols some vyvanse, im sure most of this has zero application to help me feel better but maybe you guys know something i don't. I've only utilized the neurontin so far, 1.5gs, as a anxiolytic and anticonvulsant, the efficacy of the latter for this application is questionable though.
can anyone tell me what to expect these next few days? how realistic is the possibility of a seizure? will this WD last for weeks without a proper taper? can i sleep without going into a coma or convulsions? any inputs appreciated.