Ekstasis-//7
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Ok I'll try and keep this report brief for a change
. I weighed and ate 16mg of the 4-Ace. I also weighed a booster can't remember if it was 4 or 6mg... I ate the 16 and went out. I noticed it took around 1 hour to really feel effects. After around 3 or 4 hours I took the booster. I noticed no real visuals. Just some deeper colour and some long starbursts probably from dilated pupils. It did remind my of the beginning of mushrooms visuals before something happens.
I noticed a kind of sketchy, uncomfortable, impatient, I don't know what to do with myself kind of feeling while out and socialising. I went to a house party where I didn't know anyone. Yeah not real smart. I know... I wouldn't do this on mushrooms. I noticed there was a psychedelic feeling underneath it but it wasn't really until maybe 5 hours after taking that I really was able to give it some time and understand it. The whole time I was out I didn't really get anything much out of it. I felt unusually pissed off and angry. I didn't take it out on anyone or anything like that... that's not really me... but I was pissed off. Only when I got home and was alone was I able to really relax and come to terms with my anger. The anger thing did scare me a little coz I hate being angry. I hate fights and I hate seeing what people with anger problems do... anyway. So 5 hours or so and I'm probably near the end of the trip, alone. Then I realise I have been pissed off and frustrated for the last few days and held it in... work and things in life were the problem. It made me think about it and then also think about bettering my outlook.
I jumped on MSN and had a really great insightful chat and discussion with one of my older and wiser buddies as I was coming to the conclusion of the trip. He reminded me to laugh and look for the good inside myself that I wish to see rather than just looking externally for something to feel good about....
Overall I took 20 or 22mg of this compound after you factor in the booster. Its felt definitely psychedelic yet seemed to hide until the end. Maybe the its just the nature of the trip that reflection only comes at the end... not sure. Possibly a higher dose up front could be more useful... unknown... It was fairly mild at that dose. Interesting though, I'm possibly I'm a little scared of this compound. I'm a little scared it may be one to bring out the dark side of my nature and help me to deal with it. Only more experiments will show if this is true or not. I think I'll be extra careful with dosages and settings with this one.
Ekstasis-//7
I noticed a kind of sketchy, uncomfortable, impatient, I don't know what to do with myself kind of feeling while out and socialising. I went to a house party where I didn't know anyone. Yeah not real smart. I know... I wouldn't do this on mushrooms. I noticed there was a psychedelic feeling underneath it but it wasn't really until maybe 5 hours after taking that I really was able to give it some time and understand it. The whole time I was out I didn't really get anything much out of it. I felt unusually pissed off and angry. I didn't take it out on anyone or anything like that... that's not really me... but I was pissed off. Only when I got home and was alone was I able to really relax and come to terms with my anger. The anger thing did scare me a little coz I hate being angry. I hate fights and I hate seeing what people with anger problems do... anyway. So 5 hours or so and I'm probably near the end of the trip, alone. Then I realise I have been pissed off and frustrated for the last few days and held it in... work and things in life were the problem. It made me think about it and then also think about bettering my outlook.
I jumped on MSN and had a really great insightful chat and discussion with one of my older and wiser buddies as I was coming to the conclusion of the trip. He reminded me to laugh and look for the good inside myself that I wish to see rather than just looking externally for something to feel good about....
Overall I took 20 or 22mg of this compound after you factor in the booster. Its felt definitely psychedelic yet seemed to hide until the end. Maybe the its just the nature of the trip that reflection only comes at the end... not sure. Possibly a higher dose up front could be more useful... unknown... It was fairly mild at that dose. Interesting though, I'm possibly I'm a little scared of this compound. I'm a little scared it may be one to bring out the dark side of my nature and help me to deal with it. Only more experiments will show if this is true or not. I think I'll be extra careful with dosages and settings with this one.
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