I did not have a completely empty stomach, I had eaten dinner approximately 3 and a half hours before the experience.
At 9PM I decided to dose. Since I was dosing with 4-AcO-DMT (4-acetylpsilocin) rather than with regular mushrooms finding an appropriate dose was rather hard, as I had 100mg of the substance, no scales, and just two rather crappy eyes to judge the dose. Going by my body weight, my experience, and how much was left afterwards, I would estimate I dosed around ~10-15mg, though this might be a little off in either direction.
T+00:20 I was sitting on IRC and I was starting to feel quite agitated, restless, couldn't sit still. I didn't know if it was anxiety or the drug kicking in, but anxiety is what I presumed since I haven't had that with any other drug I've used before. Anyway, I'd only dosed a minute ago.. Or so I thought, until I looked at the clock and noticed 20 minutes had passed already.
T+00:30 Woah, 30 minutes already? I'm sure that the last 10 minutes felt like 30 seconds. Well, it can't be the drug though, I don't feel high, all I feel is restless, maybe it's just my imagination..
T+00:40 Euphoria kicks in. This felt similar to the euphoria to Mephedrone (which is similar to MDMA, which I have yet to try) but 3-5x stronger. I found myself smiling, music sounded amazing, by now my mind was having doubts and I thought I'd been sent a stim by my RC vendor rather than 4-AcO-DMT. With each moment I felt happier and happier and happier. It was now that I posted on this thread, sure I might not have been tripping, but whatever this was, it felt amazing.
T+00:45 It felt like I was peaking on some kind of stim, and someone in IRC said that low doses of shrooms often feel like that, and that I should try a little more, so I took a credit card, scraped a bit of the powder (approximately another 3-5mg), making a total of somewhere between 13 and 20mg, though my estimate might be out by a bit. I didn't think this would help though, I didn't feel anything psychedelic about this, it was just plain stimulation to me.
T+01:00 Has it really been an hour already? Felt like I dosed about 5 minutes ago. Euphoria is still strong, I went to check my pupils in the mirror now to see if they had dilated, nope, nothing noticeable. Music sounded even better than it did earlier now. I felt a pressure/pain in the top of my stomach, I asked about this in IRC and a few people said this was normal when coming up on shrooms.
T+01:15 I went downstairs to check what was on TV. Boom. I walked into the living room, looked around, and something didn't seem right, was the room bigger? Was it smaller? This feels weird.. Walking feels weird too. I went to the bathroom to check my pupils again, this time they were pretty big. I spent the next 5 minutes walking around my bedroom. It felt so nice and weird to move about. By now things were looking quite odd, I couldn't quite place how or why though.. Then my other senses began to change for the better, I ended up rolling around on my carpet because it felt so damn good.
T+01:30 Waves of pleasure were flowing through my body. It felt like a full body orgasm, only even better, it had quite a sexual feeling to it actually and for a moment I was tempted to watch porn, but I got distracted by my thoughts and forgot that idea. Tingles shot up my legs and up my body. Visually there wasn't a ton going on, though if I was looking at my computer and turned my head to the left or right, it was like what was in front of me before overlapped what I was seeing now, a kind of ghostly overlay that disappeared after a couple of seconds. In terms of CEVs, I wasn't sure whether I was getting any or not, because I expected CEVs to be as visually intense as regular vision and not just "in my minds eye", however I did notice a change to what I normally perceived with my eyes closed. Music was utter bliss at this moment, Jimi Hendrix's guitar sounded like pleasure in musical form. Now time dilation had changed it's course, the last 15 minutes felt like an hour at least.. At this point I decided to draw, I did not think about what I was drawing, I just drew, made an interesting (nothing special though) psychedelic picture, at the time I thought it was amazingly beautiful, I haven't checked it today but I will after I finish writing this.
T+01:50 By now the visuals had increased a little. Things looked like they were moving ever so slightly, lines on my screen seemed wavy, certain things had a kind of red/green outline. I decided to record myself for a little bit with my phone, so I did that, and in my recording I was just smiling and laughing like crazy, huge pupils, and at the end just before I turned it off I just said "Wow.. That's all I can say.." At the same time I had also started watching Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. This is when the visuals became really interesting, classic psychedelic visuals..
T+02:00 I had paused Fear and Loathing, but came back to start watching it again. It was the car scene at the start and I felt like I was flying forward as fast as the car. The people and car took on a "cartoon" appearance similar to the appearance of people/things in "A Scanner Darkly", when they moved onscreen they would be followed by little red and green lines, which shocked me, as I didn't think you could see things like this in films, I thought hallucinations like that only happened when you looked at real things. The film was alive, it felt almost like I was there in the car, somehow their drug binge seemed all so normal and I felt like I was there partaking in it. By now my hearing was very strange, one character would say something, and either I wouldn't understand it at all, or it would echo, or they would say it 3-4 times, this was getting really weird. Faces began to take on a weird appearance
T+02:10 I was now at the part in the film where they arrived in Vegas. The guy who hand's Duke the ticket's face started morphing, before it actually starts morphing in the film. The next scene where there is a guy standing just staring at the camera with huge pupils, I looked at him and thought it was my reflection, I was in the film, standing there, looking at myself through my screen.. Or was this another person.. Did he know I was tripping? He certainly seemed to understand.. Then he was pushed out of the way. By now I could not understand any of the talking in the film, it was all just gibberish, the scene where Duke speaks gibberish to the woman at the desk.. that's how all of the talking then, before, and after, sounded to me. Visuals were a little more intense, the red/green outlines were on everything, they were bigger, more noticeable. When the part with the carpet morphing started, I instinctively looked at my own leopard print carpet on the floor, it was not changing as dramatically as the one in the film, but it seemed to be blending in with the floor, and the spots seemed to dance in front of my eyes. At this point I laughed out loud at how only an hour and a half ago I had thought that I was somehow immune to psychedelics, or I had been scammed, or that this just wouldn't work for some reason.
After this point the times are a lot harder to judge, but I'll do my best.
T+02:30? By now I'd been switching between watching and listening to music. It felt like I had been here for long hours, maybe even days. Visuals were still pretty nice, I now started to get some interesting CEVs, I seemed to have control of them too, it was like closing my eyes and imagining things, only they began to seem almost as real as when I had my eyes open (Almost though. I still could tell the difference). Eventually I decided to get off my computer and lay down in bed with some music.
T+02:45? Now I had been laying in bed listening to some music for a bit, I decided I needed to go to the bathroom, and I also wanted to check my pupils again. I went to the upstairs bathroom, but I noticed the light was on, I didn't dare open the door in case someone was in there, but I just stood there for about 2 minutes, staring at the door. Eventually I went downstairs to the other bathroom.. Wow. Going from dark to light was intense, the light and colours were dancing around, it felt like all colours were brighter than they had ever been in my entire life. Everything had a kind of "fuzzy haze" to it, like the outlines were slightly jagged or wavy rather than straight. I took a piss then looked in the mirror, my face looked different, but it wasn't morphing or anything, just looked out of place, sort of like it does on Ketamine, however it looked nice and not "scary" like it does on Ketamine. My pupils were a whole different story. My left pupil was about 3x bigger than the one on the right, and it was vibrating and morphing, my other pupil too was vibrating and morphing but it seemed oddly smaller than the one on the left, I put this down to the visual distortions of the drug rather than one *actually* being smaller than the other though.
T+03:00 I spent the next hour in bed listening to music. The body high was intense, everything felt amazing to touch, and I felt as peaceful as if I was asleep. I'm normally always a little restless, but now I could lay perfectly still the entire time and feel at peace. I could close my eyes, enjoy the CEVs, feel like I was dreaming or asleep, and yet somehow I was still awake. All music sounded amazing, but Pink Floyd was far far far beyond amazing. As was some shamanic drumming I also had on my MP3 player. I felt like I might actually orgasm while listening. The visuals were interesting now, when I stared at my hands they either seemed too big or too small, the skin seemed to ripple and I seemed to be able to see with much greater detail. During this hour I thought I would ask the mushroom entities a question, but nothing came to mind other than "Who do I really love?", a silly question, but one that brought up a beautiful answer, "Everyone", I realised that love for everyone and everything has always been a part of me, but I never realised just how much it meant to me until now. During this hour I thought through pretty much everything that makes me happy, everything that bothers me, and I just felt at peace with it all, like everything had been resolved.
T+04:00 Time dilation was ever present, the past hour felt like a week, I was so glad at how long this was lasting. I began to think about how amazing it would be to take this in nature, or while outside, or while at a movie, so many ideas and thoughts were running through my head, this truly was bliss. Things suddenly took on a more sexual edge again, and I decided to masturbate. Orgasm took what felt like forever to achieve, but it lasted 100x longer than usual, felt like it would never end, and I have never felt so much pleasure in one moment, ever. Sadly the orgasm seemed to bring me down a little and I kind of wish I had just enjoyed the pleasure from the drug rather than tried to add to it, now I felt a little sedated and started to come down, over the next hour the body high started to fade. I remember noticing that the visuals were still present though, I looked at a water bottle on the shelf by my bed and it seemed like it was melting into the scenery around it. Soon the visuals too faded, they were still there, but rather minor.
T+05:00 Now I went to the bathroom again. My pupils were still dilated, but not by as much as before. Lights were still very bright but visuals were much less intense. I went back to bed, closed my eyes, listened to some more music, enjoyed the CEVs, and eventually, some time between 30 and 60 minutes later, fell asleep. I believe if I had stayed awake it would have been another hour or two before effects faded fully, but I was satisfied with where I was, and sleeping was very pleasant. I also believe that if I hadn't forced orgasm the peak of the experience would have maybe lasted another hour at least, and so the entire experience may have gone on for 7-8 hours.
