Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
Dose: 11mg 4-AcO-DMT and ~2.25g mushrooms
Setting: Sunny, beautiful creek bank. Completely alone.
T+0:00: dosed 11mg 4-AcO-DMT and sat by the creek, stretching my muscles and sun bathing.
T+0:30: Starting to come up on the psilacetin. Suddenly find myself about 15 feet up a tree! Silly boy!
T+0:40: Start eating the 2.25g's of mushrooms. Coming up very fast on the psilacetin now. Staring at the river rocks and pebbles and realize each one of them represent a person on this planet. Every rock is beautiful. Every rock is individual. They are glowing with life.
T+1:00: Finish eating the mushrooms. I am now starting to trip pretty hard. It is a little scary. I crawl into the bushes and lay down and look at the plants around me. The plants are twisting up out of the ground and becoming deeply shaded and colored. The colors behind my eyelids are twisting in the form of vines. Moving with my breath. My body feels disconnected.
T+1:30: I'm actually getting more scared now...I am losing control of my body and my thoughts. I cannot see very well or focus on anything. The open eyed visuals are overwhelming (CEVs are actually surprisingly calm now). I retreat behind closed eyes and think about my Mother and my Father and our relationship.
T+2:00: I get up and wade across the creek and splash some water on my face. It is so invigorating I actually feel like I nearly lose consciousness. This also increases the visuals. I am actually tripping much harder than I thought I would.
T+2:15: I stumble across the trail and bushwhack into the woods to the side. Here I lose mostly all consciousness. The auditory visuals are becoming incessantly loud. Blaring insects screaming in my ears (reminds me a lot of my oral DMT trip). Insanity. I am curled in a ball thinking very strange thoughts. I look back on it now and realize how amazing the thoughts were. There is absolutely no content to the thought patterns. I am simply adding on complexities to nothingness, again reminds me a lot of oral DMT. This is not what I remember mushrooms to be like at all! I am completely disconnected from my body. I am a thinking/mental thing that is not physically realized in any form. The thoughts become unbearably intense. I try to look at my watch to see what time it is but I can not focus and the hands are spinning out of control on it.
T+2:45: I get up at some point and urinate (I think on myself partially?). I become very worried, am I too cold? Is it getting dark? Will I ever gain back my sight and be able to focus on the environment? I feel VERY alone. It would be so nice to have someone to hug at this point, I think.
T+3:30: I get up and start stumbling through the woods. I walk out onto the trail! I know this trail! I have been hear before. I walk down the trail and out into the creek. I see my truck parked across the creek and things look very surreal. My truck is glowing and all the river rocks are shining and the water is overwhelming.
T+3:45: I am very out of it. I drink some milk and feel like this helps me. Put on my jacket and some jeans. Take out my mp3 player and play some very quiet piano music. I begin to walk down the road...this is where things slip into perfect order. I am enjoying thinking, it is so beautiful to rediscover my thought processes. I am at peace walking down this small road next to this beautiful, clear, rushing stream. I stare into the water and watch small trout dart about. They are living their life too, just like me!
T+4:30: I continue to walk, watching visuals crawl over the trees, rocks, creek, sky. The sunlight is SO beautiful shining down on the road and into the water. I come to a side road with a sign across it, "Trail Closed Today." I begin crying very hard looking at this sign. I actually break down and go to my knees crying thinking about this. I start to think about how alone I am and wonder if I will always remain alone. What have I done wrong to be so alone in my life? Where are the people that I can become close to and hug and touch and kiss?
T+5:30: I turn down another side trail and enter a very quiet and serene meadow-like area. The trees are covered in moss. All of a sudden there is an eruption of feathers and a crow squawks off. I stand in open-mouthed amazement at reality. It is so precious!
T+6:30: I return to my truck, get my sleeping things set up in the back (camper shell) and crawl in with a peanut butter sandwhich, glass of milk, water, journal, and book. I write a quick entry about how beautiful reality is and how I am just coming down from a very intense and personal trip. Eat my dinner. I read a few pages, close my eyes, and drift asleep.
substancecode_4-AcO-DMT
substancecode_psilacetin
substancecode_mushrooms
Setting: Sunny, beautiful creek bank. Completely alone.
T+0:00: dosed 11mg 4-AcO-DMT and sat by the creek, stretching my muscles and sun bathing.
T+0:30: Starting to come up on the psilacetin. Suddenly find myself about 15 feet up a tree! Silly boy!
T+0:40: Start eating the 2.25g's of mushrooms. Coming up very fast on the psilacetin now. Staring at the river rocks and pebbles and realize each one of them represent a person on this planet. Every rock is beautiful. Every rock is individual. They are glowing with life.
T+1:00: Finish eating the mushrooms. I am now starting to trip pretty hard. It is a little scary. I crawl into the bushes and lay down and look at the plants around me. The plants are twisting up out of the ground and becoming deeply shaded and colored. The colors behind my eyelids are twisting in the form of vines. Moving with my breath. My body feels disconnected.
T+1:30: I'm actually getting more scared now...I am losing control of my body and my thoughts. I cannot see very well or focus on anything. The open eyed visuals are overwhelming (CEVs are actually surprisingly calm now). I retreat behind closed eyes and think about my Mother and my Father and our relationship.
T+2:00: I get up and wade across the creek and splash some water on my face. It is so invigorating I actually feel like I nearly lose consciousness. This also increases the visuals. I am actually tripping much harder than I thought I would.
T+2:15: I stumble across the trail and bushwhack into the woods to the side. Here I lose mostly all consciousness. The auditory visuals are becoming incessantly loud. Blaring insects screaming in my ears (reminds me a lot of my oral DMT trip). Insanity. I am curled in a ball thinking very strange thoughts. I look back on it now and realize how amazing the thoughts were. There is absolutely no content to the thought patterns. I am simply adding on complexities to nothingness, again reminds me a lot of oral DMT. This is not what I remember mushrooms to be like at all! I am completely disconnected from my body. I am a thinking/mental thing that is not physically realized in any form. The thoughts become unbearably intense. I try to look at my watch to see what time it is but I can not focus and the hands are spinning out of control on it.
T+2:45: I get up at some point and urinate (I think on myself partially?). I become very worried, am I too cold? Is it getting dark? Will I ever gain back my sight and be able to focus on the environment? I feel VERY alone. It would be so nice to have someone to hug at this point, I think.
T+3:30: I get up and start stumbling through the woods. I walk out onto the trail! I know this trail! I have been hear before. I walk down the trail and out into the creek. I see my truck parked across the creek and things look very surreal. My truck is glowing and all the river rocks are shining and the water is overwhelming.
T+3:45: I am very out of it. I drink some milk and feel like this helps me. Put on my jacket and some jeans. Take out my mp3 player and play some very quiet piano music. I begin to walk down the road...this is where things slip into perfect order. I am enjoying thinking, it is so beautiful to rediscover my thought processes. I am at peace walking down this small road next to this beautiful, clear, rushing stream. I stare into the water and watch small trout dart about. They are living their life too, just like me!
T+4:30: I continue to walk, watching visuals crawl over the trees, rocks, creek, sky. The sunlight is SO beautiful shining down on the road and into the water. I come to a side road with a sign across it, "Trail Closed Today." I begin crying very hard looking at this sign. I actually break down and go to my knees crying thinking about this. I start to think about how alone I am and wonder if I will always remain alone. What have I done wrong to be so alone in my life? Where are the people that I can become close to and hug and touch and kiss?
T+5:30: I turn down another side trail and enter a very quiet and serene meadow-like area. The trees are covered in moss. All of a sudden there is an eruption of feathers and a crow squawks off. I stand in open-mouthed amazement at reality. It is so precious!
T+6:30: I return to my truck, get my sleeping things set up in the back (camper shell) and crawl in with a peanut butter sandwhich, glass of milk, water, journal, and book. I write a quick entry about how beautiful reality is and how I am just coming down from a very intense and personal trip. Eat my dinner. I read a few pages, close my eyes, and drift asleep.
substancecode_4-AcO-DMT
substancecode_psilacetin
substancecode_mushrooms
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