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Bluelighter
4-Aco-DMT (30mg) - somewhat experienced - "hallucinations are just a side effect"
I had just gotten off work. Post work euphoria led me to taste my newly acquired O-acetylpsilocin, instead of sleeping for the next ten or so hours.
t + 0 material was weighed, and ingested orally.
t + 0:30 slight effects reminiscent of 4-substituted 2,5-dimethoxy-PEA's
t + 1:30 mental clarity and mood seemed to rise until roughly this time.
What follows is a series of thoughts constructed by me
Even if one were to travel at the speed of light in any direction. The end of the universe cannot be reached because time itself will loop well before we reached this abstract point.
Something happened in the future that ultimately caused a loop in time.
Our very existence is within a ‘bubble’, self-contained existing only because it existed in any moment "before" or "after".
The idea of time travel is not a matter of technology but rather an issue of information. Why would our memory be any different than what we perceive? We are matter. Are thoughts are contained in matter...
Sending ones self back in time would be as useless as picking up a cup that was already in your hand.
~
I had blown my own mind, my heart was racing and I was very excited. My main concern is not being able to remember these thoughts sober, in such a way that I can truly understand them as I did, am now. This was very difficult to write.
t +2:00 to t + 4:30 I am experiencing pure psychedelic euphoria at this moment and seem to be intrigued by everything, though social inhibitions are still existent.
I then played Terrence McKenna’s audio book “True Hallucinations”. I have listened to if before, but, with psilocin in my body I wanted to hear Denis’s noise. When it began my muscles began to tighten. I focussed on the wave-like nature of the sound and thought my muscle tension was merely a placebo effect…
My attention rapidly shifted to another audio book I had on quantum mechanics. It was very intensive and trying to follow the words was difficult, as well as understanding them. I needed to know the meaning of arbitrary. I went to find my dictionary. On the way I forgot what I was doing and instead got myself a drink. My throat is producing a lot of phlegm that I’d rather not swallow. This was a very noticeable side effect of 4-substituted 2,5-dimethoxy-PEA's too.
I attempted to try and add more to my trip report but got sidetracked in thought. First was an issue which had been with me since my early childhood. I think back on it, and focus on my mindset when it occurred. I can now see my error and right then a solution pops into my head that relieved me significantly. This was accompanied by and pressure in my temporal lobes. Possibly, unrelated.
My cat walks into the room with its favourite toy ball in its mouth, but I only notice him once he drops the ball, the bell inside it rang. I turn my head to see he is looking at me as if his life depended on me throwing the ball for him to chase. I ponder on his motives and arrive at the anthrotropic principle. I throw the ball.
It has been about one year since I had attempted suicide. I was different then as am I now. How did the Plank’s constant have an effect on me? My mind wonders backward in time to the moments before the big bang. Slight arbitrary perturbations in the cosmic medium…
I recall my past shift where I work. I work the graveyard shift at a service station. Since there are only three of us in the building, we are quite close. An older woman and another girl, S. There was something odd about S I couldn’t quite put my finger on until now, it became quite clear: her body language was subtle, she definitely liked me. She had recently gone through some issues of her own and I was confused at what exactly to do. I dwell on this for a bit. The TV is still on downstairs, and I hear a single phrase from it, “It’s not all about you”. The TV is right.
t + 4:45 I think I’m addicted to antihistamines. I consume two doses of pheniramine. Since I have not tried such a high dose of aco-DMT before, I have nothing to compare the come down to. The antihistamine seemed to accelerate the comedown and reduce visual hallucinations as well. It had no effect on my mood which continued to remain very positive.
I settled down and had a snack to relieve my growling stomach. I watched a few episodes of family guy, took 9mg melatonin and fell asleep with ease at t+ 8:00
~
This was by far my most profound psychedelic experience of my life. Visual hallucinations were there, but only really noticeable if I starred at one spot for a bit. They were very much like 2ci, 2ce, 2ct2, etc. except they had more vivid neon colours and extended across the entirety of my field of view with softer edges. Vs PEA hallucinations, for me, are very difficult to focus on, and are much sharper and defined. I may partake again and focus on the visual aspect of this drug.
substancecode_4acodmt
substancecode_tryptamines
explevel_experienced
roacode_oral
exptype_positive
exptype_glowing
I had just gotten off work. Post work euphoria led me to taste my newly acquired O-acetylpsilocin, instead of sleeping for the next ten or so hours.
t + 0 material was weighed, and ingested orally.
t + 0:30 slight effects reminiscent of 4-substituted 2,5-dimethoxy-PEA's
t + 1:30 mental clarity and mood seemed to rise until roughly this time.
What follows is a series of thoughts constructed by me
Even if one were to travel at the speed of light in any direction. The end of the universe cannot be reached because time itself will loop well before we reached this abstract point.
Something happened in the future that ultimately caused a loop in time.
Our very existence is within a ‘bubble’, self-contained existing only because it existed in any moment "before" or "after".
The idea of time travel is not a matter of technology but rather an issue of information. Why would our memory be any different than what we perceive? We are matter. Are thoughts are contained in matter...
Sending ones self back in time would be as useless as picking up a cup that was already in your hand.
~
I had blown my own mind, my heart was racing and I was very excited. My main concern is not being able to remember these thoughts sober, in such a way that I can truly understand them as I did, am now. This was very difficult to write.
t +2:00 to t + 4:30 I am experiencing pure psychedelic euphoria at this moment and seem to be intrigued by everything, though social inhibitions are still existent.
I then played Terrence McKenna’s audio book “True Hallucinations”. I have listened to if before, but, with psilocin in my body I wanted to hear Denis’s noise. When it began my muscles began to tighten. I focussed on the wave-like nature of the sound and thought my muscle tension was merely a placebo effect…
My attention rapidly shifted to another audio book I had on quantum mechanics. It was very intensive and trying to follow the words was difficult, as well as understanding them. I needed to know the meaning of arbitrary. I went to find my dictionary. On the way I forgot what I was doing and instead got myself a drink. My throat is producing a lot of phlegm that I’d rather not swallow. This was a very noticeable side effect of 4-substituted 2,5-dimethoxy-PEA's too.
I attempted to try and add more to my trip report but got sidetracked in thought. First was an issue which had been with me since my early childhood. I think back on it, and focus on my mindset when it occurred. I can now see my error and right then a solution pops into my head that relieved me significantly. This was accompanied by and pressure in my temporal lobes. Possibly, unrelated.
My cat walks into the room with its favourite toy ball in its mouth, but I only notice him once he drops the ball, the bell inside it rang. I turn my head to see he is looking at me as if his life depended on me throwing the ball for him to chase. I ponder on his motives and arrive at the anthrotropic principle. I throw the ball.
It has been about one year since I had attempted suicide. I was different then as am I now. How did the Plank’s constant have an effect on me? My mind wonders backward in time to the moments before the big bang. Slight arbitrary perturbations in the cosmic medium…
I recall my past shift where I work. I work the graveyard shift at a service station. Since there are only three of us in the building, we are quite close. An older woman and another girl, S. There was something odd about S I couldn’t quite put my finger on until now, it became quite clear: her body language was subtle, she definitely liked me. She had recently gone through some issues of her own and I was confused at what exactly to do. I dwell on this for a bit. The TV is still on downstairs, and I hear a single phrase from it, “It’s not all about you”. The TV is right.
t + 4:45 I think I’m addicted to antihistamines. I consume two doses of pheniramine. Since I have not tried such a high dose of aco-DMT before, I have nothing to compare the come down to. The antihistamine seemed to accelerate the comedown and reduce visual hallucinations as well. It had no effect on my mood which continued to remain very positive.
I settled down and had a snack to relieve my growling stomach. I watched a few episodes of family guy, took 9mg melatonin and fell asleep with ease at t+ 8:00
~
This was by far my most profound psychedelic experience of my life. Visual hallucinations were there, but only really noticeable if I starred at one spot for a bit. They were very much like 2ci, 2ce, 2ct2, etc. except they had more vivid neon colours and extended across the entirety of my field of view with softer edges. Vs PEA hallucinations, for me, are very difficult to focus on, and are much sharper and defined. I may partake again and focus on the visual aspect of this drug.
substancecode_4acodmt
substancecode_tryptamines
explevel_experienced
roacode_oral
exptype_positive
exptype_glowing
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