tastethealex
Bluelighter
So this past weekend I aquired some 4-AcO-DMT, I had a bit to drink and quite a bit of Ketamine on friday night, then saturday I took what I thought was acid, however after the expirience and discussion with the friends who took it as well we are thinking it was DOM or 5-MeO-AMT. Well, I decided it woudl be best not to throw a substance I hadnt had before into the mix. and so I decided to wait till durring the week to take it at home where I knwo I'll be safe and out of harms way. So come monday night, one of my friends was going to come by and I felt this woudl be the best opprotunity to take the substance, being I would be with a fellow tripper and have someone to look after me had things start to go bad.
It was aproxximately 9pm and My friend was on his way over, I felt this woudl be the best time to take the substance. I had reaad itwould only be lasting from 5 to 6 hours, this way I will have come down and be able to sleep by 2 or 3am. so I placed the gell cap with 20mg in my mouth and swallowed it with a swig of water. Now it was time to relax and wait for my journey to begin.
T+0:45 - My friend showed up and decided he wanted to go get some weed from one of my friends, so we got in his car and he began to drive us there. I wasnt really feeling much at this moment but possibly a bit of anxiety due to me being anxious to see where this chemical was going to take me. uppon exiting the freeway we were following behind a bus when I realized my attention kept getting drawn to the flashing red and orange lights on the back of the bus. I didn't think much of this at first till out of no where I remembered the same things happening whenever I would take mushrooms. Now I have herd often times that this substance is very simillar to mushrooms, so I was pretty certain at this point that this was the begining onset of my journey to come.
T+1:15 - We returned to my house at this time I was begining to notice a mile euphoria setting in, I couldnt help but feel happy and had a little bit of a grin i couldnt wipe from my face. We decided to pack a bowl and smoke before heading in to play some Street Fighter 4. As usual I was the one to do the bowl packing. So i start breaking p the nug and creating spiraling layer whit the finest details having to be perfect, Ive noticed that is a similar trait to mushrooms as well; paying fine attention to detail. We lit up and as i was taking my first hit I was watching the shadows of the grass waving s if there was a nice breeze blowing over. only to realize there was no wind at all. We proceeded inside where I stopped in the bathroom to take a piss when I looked down, it seemed as if I had suddenlt started to grow, and the towels hanging on the rack next to me were also waving as if there was a gentle breeze. Finlly, the fun is about to begin.
T+2:00 - We hooked up my friends X-Box and began to play street fighter. Now normally I suck at these games, but I wasn't doing terrible this time, I was understanding the controls moreso than I usually do. I was sitting near my laptop which had my typical chatroom open few friends chatting, but not too much activity going on. however I couldnt help but notice it was hard to pay attention to the game. I kept trying to see what was going on in chat. I eventually closed the laptop so that I couldnt see the screen so as not to distract myself. This worked for a bit, however I soon noticed I was still loosing my attention to the game.I was having fun, but it was hard to stay focused for a full round. We decided at this point fighting games were probably not in my best intrest right now. My attention span was completely shot.
T+3:00 - We decided to play a new game, mybe somethign that would do a better job at maintaining my focus. So we decided to play Geomety Wars. I threw on a good Liquid Mix to listen to while we play cause I wanted somethign mellow going on i the background I was craving some tunes to drown out the mild sound dialations i was hearing throughout the room. Pitches would change volume, not as if higher pitches sounded louder and lower pitched lower, but this was completely random. Almost as if sound was becomeing wavy. I continued toplay Geometry Wars. Doing terrible at first I began to do better and better. Again, understanding the game much better than I had previous times. Eventually this game began to stress me out. the further along I progressed in the game the more stressfull it became. eventually I didnt feel like playing any more, I didnt feel liek stressing out over a video game was worth it.
T+4:00 It was getting a little late so my friend decided to pack up and head home, I was starting to want to spend some time alone as I usually do when I'm on the downward end of psychedelics. take some time to get lost in my brain and reflect on the trip and just over all analize whats been going on in my life. I often find i see the deeper meanings to things when I'm on psychedelics and they help me learn things I may have not noticed before without them. I walked him outside so that I may also smoke a cig. Immediately after he left my brain ceased the opprotunity to wander off into complex thoughts I normally wouldnt think so deeply about. It had began to think about what makes us what we are. i understand we are composed of different elements and molecules, but what is it hat bonds these molecules together and tells them to do so in such a way that all our organs and bodies build up the way that they do. and if we are only mollecules then doesnt that mean that technically we could learn to seperate them and bond them back together anytime or anywhere we like? what is it about this bond that holds together our consiousness? and between these molecules there are always tiny gaps, why is it that some molecules can pass through others unharmed or without breaking any bonds, such as wehn you mix a cup of water with a cup of pure alcohol, you end up with less than 2 cups of fluid because the molecules fill in the gaps between eachother. so couldnt multiple objects be able to fill in at teh same place at the same time so long as the molecules pass through te gaps between eachother, and be this the case shouldnt we be able to pass through walls if the same principals applied?
T+5:00 - After a good amount of though about the molecular break down and what bonds it all together, I began to wonder bout traveling through time. If we mechanically open a wormhole to traavel through time will our conciousnes be able to peice it back to gether on teh other side? The thought of time travel began to make me think alot about my childhood and what things I would have possibly changed to have better enjoyed myself and maybe be better off than I am today. Not saying I don't like where I am, but I guess things could always be better. I decided I should try and sleep, it was getting late and the visualls were practically gone, I knew I was on the last streach of my journey. So, I go to my bed nd get comfortable, turn off the light and watch an episode of Venture Bros. as I do every night.
T+5:45 - The show has ended and I lay in the dark. Again, I begin to think of time travel. It has to be possible. I begin to remeber my trip on 2c-t-7 and how I had entered a dimension withought the weight of time. I was seein the future, the present and the past all at the same time. This got me to thinking; if time is a perception of mind then, it is our brains that will have to stop the time by learning the abillity to process information in another dimension. This can possibly be atained by help of a kemical substance, or maybe deep meditation. This, has got to be the only wy our conciousness can travel the gaps between time. However, going back to everythign being built on molecules what structures together our counciousness and memories. It has to be more than simple molecules I mean how can a group of particles simply contain an accumulative thought to process all the detail of a memory, or even reality?
T+6:15 - I'm just about convinced time travel is attainable through the process of the mind. I begin to dose off while deep in though, falling asleep between prossessing information. Determined to figure this out, I toss and turn in almost a violent manner to keep myself wake as I nod off. I'm close, I only need a little more time.
T+6:30 I give up, if this is possible its not gunna happen tonight. a breakthrough like that woudl take much more effort than one night. Besides, what if i make it somewhere and it turns out it was with help of the drugs and i cant get back? so I found a comfortable possition and fell asleep.
I woke up the this morning just fine, although I still think about the thoughts that ran through my head its alot more clear the possibility of it not being true. and so it doesnt poke at me like it was the night before. The trip itself was definately like eating "digital mushrooms." The reason I say digital is because over ll it lacked the whole earthy warm feeling mushrooms gives you. It feels much more artificial. But over all a very enjoyable expirience.
substancecode_4acodmt
substancecode_tryptamines
explevel_firsttime
roacode_oral
exptype_positive
exptype_spiritual
It was aproxximately 9pm and My friend was on his way over, I felt this woudl be the best time to take the substance. I had reaad itwould only be lasting from 5 to 6 hours, this way I will have come down and be able to sleep by 2 or 3am. so I placed the gell cap with 20mg in my mouth and swallowed it with a swig of water. Now it was time to relax and wait for my journey to begin.
T+0:45 - My friend showed up and decided he wanted to go get some weed from one of my friends, so we got in his car and he began to drive us there. I wasnt really feeling much at this moment but possibly a bit of anxiety due to me being anxious to see where this chemical was going to take me. uppon exiting the freeway we were following behind a bus when I realized my attention kept getting drawn to the flashing red and orange lights on the back of the bus. I didn't think much of this at first till out of no where I remembered the same things happening whenever I would take mushrooms. Now I have herd often times that this substance is very simillar to mushrooms, so I was pretty certain at this point that this was the begining onset of my journey to come.
T+1:15 - We returned to my house at this time I was begining to notice a mile euphoria setting in, I couldnt help but feel happy and had a little bit of a grin i couldnt wipe from my face. We decided to pack a bowl and smoke before heading in to play some Street Fighter 4. As usual I was the one to do the bowl packing. So i start breaking p the nug and creating spiraling layer whit the finest details having to be perfect, Ive noticed that is a similar trait to mushrooms as well; paying fine attention to detail. We lit up and as i was taking my first hit I was watching the shadows of the grass waving s if there was a nice breeze blowing over. only to realize there was no wind at all. We proceeded inside where I stopped in the bathroom to take a piss when I looked down, it seemed as if I had suddenlt started to grow, and the towels hanging on the rack next to me were also waving as if there was a gentle breeze. Finlly, the fun is about to begin.
T+2:00 - We hooked up my friends X-Box and began to play street fighter. Now normally I suck at these games, but I wasn't doing terrible this time, I was understanding the controls moreso than I usually do. I was sitting near my laptop which had my typical chatroom open few friends chatting, but not too much activity going on. however I couldnt help but notice it was hard to pay attention to the game. I kept trying to see what was going on in chat. I eventually closed the laptop so that I couldnt see the screen so as not to distract myself. This worked for a bit, however I soon noticed I was still loosing my attention to the game.I was having fun, but it was hard to stay focused for a full round. We decided at this point fighting games were probably not in my best intrest right now. My attention span was completely shot.
T+3:00 - We decided to play a new game, mybe somethign that would do a better job at maintaining my focus. So we decided to play Geomety Wars. I threw on a good Liquid Mix to listen to while we play cause I wanted somethign mellow going on i the background I was craving some tunes to drown out the mild sound dialations i was hearing throughout the room. Pitches would change volume, not as if higher pitches sounded louder and lower pitched lower, but this was completely random. Almost as if sound was becomeing wavy. I continued toplay Geometry Wars. Doing terrible at first I began to do better and better. Again, understanding the game much better than I had previous times. Eventually this game began to stress me out. the further along I progressed in the game the more stressfull it became. eventually I didnt feel like playing any more, I didnt feel liek stressing out over a video game was worth it.
T+4:00 It was getting a little late so my friend decided to pack up and head home, I was starting to want to spend some time alone as I usually do when I'm on the downward end of psychedelics. take some time to get lost in my brain and reflect on the trip and just over all analize whats been going on in my life. I often find i see the deeper meanings to things when I'm on psychedelics and they help me learn things I may have not noticed before without them. I walked him outside so that I may also smoke a cig. Immediately after he left my brain ceased the opprotunity to wander off into complex thoughts I normally wouldnt think so deeply about. It had began to think about what makes us what we are. i understand we are composed of different elements and molecules, but what is it hat bonds these molecules together and tells them to do so in such a way that all our organs and bodies build up the way that they do. and if we are only mollecules then doesnt that mean that technically we could learn to seperate them and bond them back together anytime or anywhere we like? what is it about this bond that holds together our consiousness? and between these molecules there are always tiny gaps, why is it that some molecules can pass through others unharmed or without breaking any bonds, such as wehn you mix a cup of water with a cup of pure alcohol, you end up with less than 2 cups of fluid because the molecules fill in the gaps between eachother. so couldnt multiple objects be able to fill in at teh same place at the same time so long as the molecules pass through te gaps between eachother, and be this the case shouldnt we be able to pass through walls if the same principals applied?
T+5:00 - After a good amount of though about the molecular break down and what bonds it all together, I began to wonder bout traveling through time. If we mechanically open a wormhole to traavel through time will our conciousnes be able to peice it back to gether on teh other side? The thought of time travel began to make me think alot about my childhood and what things I would have possibly changed to have better enjoyed myself and maybe be better off than I am today. Not saying I don't like where I am, but I guess things could always be better. I decided I should try and sleep, it was getting late and the visualls were practically gone, I knew I was on the last streach of my journey. So, I go to my bed nd get comfortable, turn off the light and watch an episode of Venture Bros. as I do every night.
T+5:45 - The show has ended and I lay in the dark. Again, I begin to think of time travel. It has to be possible. I begin to remeber my trip on 2c-t-7 and how I had entered a dimension withought the weight of time. I was seein the future, the present and the past all at the same time. This got me to thinking; if time is a perception of mind then, it is our brains that will have to stop the time by learning the abillity to process information in another dimension. This can possibly be atained by help of a kemical substance, or maybe deep meditation. This, has got to be the only wy our conciousness can travel the gaps between time. However, going back to everythign being built on molecules what structures together our counciousness and memories. It has to be more than simple molecules I mean how can a group of particles simply contain an accumulative thought to process all the detail of a memory, or even reality?
T+6:15 - I'm just about convinced time travel is attainable through the process of the mind. I begin to dose off while deep in though, falling asleep between prossessing information. Determined to figure this out, I toss and turn in almost a violent manner to keep myself wake as I nod off. I'm close, I only need a little more time.
T+6:30 I give up, if this is possible its not gunna happen tonight. a breakthrough like that woudl take much more effort than one night. Besides, what if i make it somewhere and it turns out it was with help of the drugs and i cant get back? so I found a comfortable possition and fell asleep.
I woke up the this morning just fine, although I still think about the thoughts that ran through my head its alot more clear the possibility of it not being true. and so it doesnt poke at me like it was the night before. The trip itself was definately like eating "digital mushrooms." The reason I say digital is because over ll it lacked the whole earthy warm feeling mushrooms gives you. It feels much more artificial. But over all a very enjoyable expirience.
substancecode_4acodmt
substancecode_tryptamines
explevel_firsttime
roacode_oral
exptype_positive
exptype_spiritual
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