BreakingSet
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A 21mg sample of 4-AcO-DiPT was administered yesterday afternoon to a mammallian volunteer who had never exceeded the 12mg mark with this compound. The compound was more than a year old and stored in brown glass in deep cold (showing no sign of degradation).
First effects felt within 30 minutes.
Peak experience began approx 1 hour after ingestion.
Peak experience lasted approx 1.5 hours
Come down effects lasted another 4 hours.
The effects produced from 21mg were overwhelming, yet were not negative. Classical music, which was playing before hand, very suddenly became lordly and full of power. As the experience grew in scope and the compound sank deeper into the mind, everything became very powerful: the color of the sky as the sun set was immense and hinted at being frightening.
It really did hit at this point just like a sonic BOOM. Speaking became almost impossible because the purpose of words was forgotten, morphemes and phonemes were doing a gentlemanly waltz, which one could not help but join. Dancing felt great. Cutting a rug in the living room in the dusty light of dusk, the partners in the dance were the frayed fibers of the rug itself, as everything in view began to line up in a very complex and beautiful symmetry.
As the peak started tremors were experienced, so a hot bath was drawn. With candles in the dark submerged in warm water the body was left behind. Dreams could be entered and altered at will. A rolling sound started in an imagined distance and swept over the CEV's, taking awareness with it as it moved. Eventually, everything condenced down to a point much like an atom, or a part of an atom and it hummed like it was spinning really fast. The hum permeated the whole universe and tickled so good that laughter erupted from deep inside and spilled out uncontrollable, the breath and the movement disturbing the calm candle light. The humming 'thing' was undividable, nothing simpler existed, and it appeared to be some crystalized form of extreme joy.
As the candles flickered under the turbulence of laughter, the dream began to fade and a rebuilding of personality took place. Psychopomp was introduced into the rebuilding and the emurgant personality was not me: it was something calculated and evil and ugly and sexually devious. There was a fear that existed here, also, of the emurgent personality, but it felt so necessary to let it out. Somehow it seemed to twist the joy energy coming from the crystal joy into something not wholely pure. This personality was exercised in stretching and sexual forms and eventually faded and exited the stage of awareness. There is something mean that lives in here; it will need to be examined further at some other time.
Effects remained pretty steady for a couple of hours (the peak roared in and along heavy like iron train wheels for a good hour and a half). During the peak a +4 may have been experienced; being the first, there is nothing to make subjective conclusions from, but much of the experience was so deep and involved and complicated and other dimensional, that it was almost immediately forgotten, the subtlety of the deep brush strokes smoothed over with the insistant and awakening banality of life outside the gates of 4-AcO-DiPT's beauty (when thoughts like "dude, maybe I should write my first trip report" float across the glowing interior heaven-scape mortality crashes down like an iron cage, a fly fighting to rip from the sticky ego strip that has him caught).
Sleep was had after 7 hours, it was not possible before then. Although, there were times when dreaming during the peak that being awake and being asleep were indistinguishable, and didn't matter one way or the other.
I can't hang words on this one. It's a gem, it's beautiful, special, lovely, wicked awsome. It took me somewhere I wish I didn't have to forget, and reminded me of something I will not ever forget- god is love.
First effects felt within 30 minutes.
Peak experience began approx 1 hour after ingestion.
Peak experience lasted approx 1.5 hours
Come down effects lasted another 4 hours.
The effects produced from 21mg were overwhelming, yet were not negative. Classical music, which was playing before hand, very suddenly became lordly and full of power. As the experience grew in scope and the compound sank deeper into the mind, everything became very powerful: the color of the sky as the sun set was immense and hinted at being frightening.
It really did hit at this point just like a sonic BOOM. Speaking became almost impossible because the purpose of words was forgotten, morphemes and phonemes were doing a gentlemanly waltz, which one could not help but join. Dancing felt great. Cutting a rug in the living room in the dusty light of dusk, the partners in the dance were the frayed fibers of the rug itself, as everything in view began to line up in a very complex and beautiful symmetry.
As the peak started tremors were experienced, so a hot bath was drawn. With candles in the dark submerged in warm water the body was left behind. Dreams could be entered and altered at will. A rolling sound started in an imagined distance and swept over the CEV's, taking awareness with it as it moved. Eventually, everything condenced down to a point much like an atom, or a part of an atom and it hummed like it was spinning really fast. The hum permeated the whole universe and tickled so good that laughter erupted from deep inside and spilled out uncontrollable, the breath and the movement disturbing the calm candle light. The humming 'thing' was undividable, nothing simpler existed, and it appeared to be some crystalized form of extreme joy.
As the candles flickered under the turbulence of laughter, the dream began to fade and a rebuilding of personality took place. Psychopomp was introduced into the rebuilding and the emurgant personality was not me: it was something calculated and evil and ugly and sexually devious. There was a fear that existed here, also, of the emurgent personality, but it felt so necessary to let it out. Somehow it seemed to twist the joy energy coming from the crystal joy into something not wholely pure. This personality was exercised in stretching and sexual forms and eventually faded and exited the stage of awareness. There is something mean that lives in here; it will need to be examined further at some other time.
Effects remained pretty steady for a couple of hours (the peak roared in and along heavy like iron train wheels for a good hour and a half). During the peak a +4 may have been experienced; being the first, there is nothing to make subjective conclusions from, but much of the experience was so deep and involved and complicated and other dimensional, that it was almost immediately forgotten, the subtlety of the deep brush strokes smoothed over with the insistant and awakening banality of life outside the gates of 4-AcO-DiPT's beauty (when thoughts like "dude, maybe I should write my first trip report" float across the glowing interior heaven-scape mortality crashes down like an iron cage, a fly fighting to rip from the sticky ego strip that has him caught).
Sleep was had after 7 hours, it was not possible before then. Although, there were times when dreaming during the peak that being awake and being asleep were indistinguishable, and didn't matter one way or the other.
I can't hang words on this one. It's a gem, it's beautiful, special, lovely, wicked awsome. It took me somewhere I wish I didn't have to forget, and reminded me of something I will not ever forget- god is love.
