CRICKETBEE
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- Aug 15, 2008
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The day started with an easter egg full of choices. nobody wanted the same thing.
that was fine. it was one of the most beautiful days in a long time, and there were old friends and new friends in town, really one of the best settings i could have ever hoped for.
as i opened the easter egg, a woman came by with a treaty for us to sign to stop nuclear testing. we all signed and were rewarded with origami birds
at the time i remember thinking, this has to be a good sign.
it was 1pm
I chose 40mg of 4-aco-det.
another friend chose 4-aco-met (25mg)and another chose 2c-b. (32mg)
another friend chose to not take anything
With a bunch of oranges we all swallowed our pills on the park bench.
the park is endless so there was a bit of confusion about just which way to head, and i kept going on and on about how i wanted to find the forests in the park (which do exist)
at about an 45 minutes in everyone was feeling something but no one was sure what anyone else was feeling....it was awesome
i have found that 4-aco-met can cause (for some people) that feeling at first where the chemical is effecting you but you keep denying anything is happening....this was definitely happening to one of my friends as he began running up and down rocks and trees.
we all got ice-cream from a vendor and then shit got weird quick
i remember that the day at that point was 2 things.
1. wow, 4-aco-det DOES work for me....i just need a bigger dose. not sure why yet when 4-aco met is active at 25 just fine...glad i didnt give up on this chemical
2.i need to better understand my place in life, my relation to the world, family, and career. yes, these are general statements, but the day was really about understanding my new point in life where freedom is not as great for me as it once was. i have so many more responsibilities than i used to and i have been feeling very weighed down..this was a big self-inventory day for me and many things were going through my head but in a very easygoing way.
not overly-analytic but very warm. i like this chemical
we all went and got indian food....i was starving, as was my 2c-b friend, but my 4-aco-met friend and my friend who took nothing couldnt eat.
we had great conversation on the connection to the mystical, what schizophrenia means, the self in mystical visions, and lamb kabobs.
the day was winding down and i got a bad headache which my friends tried to help with different forms of massage. it helped and it didnt but it was wonderful to have friends trying to help me and to feel that connection with people. thanks guys
we dropped off my friends from out of town (my 2c-b friend and my sober friend) at the train station and started planning our night. (oh yeah i forgot that another one of my friends had appeared magically around 6 hrs in)
there was a lot of conversation about if this should be a 2nd stage night and i certainly thought it should be but i wasnt sure who would take what since no one was going to be on the same things or the same combinations.
i had been reading as much as i could all week on 2c-t-2 since my first amazing experience with it so i decided that i was going to put it in orange juice, drink it slowly and see how it mixed with the 4-aco-det (which by now was gone as it was 10pm)
i wanted to be as safe as possible with this new weird chemical. maybe this is foolish of me but 4-aco-det's nature did not seem to raise the heart rate or make me speedy (all things i have been told to avoid with 2c-t's) and it seemed far more soft (which i read as less dangerous at the time)
there was a long discussion about whether or not 2c-t-2 is an maoi inhibitor and we read a wikipedia thread about which foods to avoid (wow you have to avoid a lot of things)
i was trying to be as safe as possible
i took 25mg of 2c-t-2
my other friends took, 4-aco-met (25mg) and 2c-t-2 26mg
ok so now we can get started.....we are in my friends beautiful house....lots of wood and lots of love between the people
wow...this is different...with the 4-aco-det FIRST i am no longer getting the amazing CEV's i did the first time.....BUT this is strange....there is euphoria
there is a feeling of being SO SO SO tall and my eyes being huge.
i feel warmth and it is SO SO SO good to talk to people i love
we talk and talk and laugh and knock things over
my one friend doesnt feel the 4-aco-met until she smokes pot
i abstain
boards of canada, cluster, stereolab, blonde redhead
have i been depressed lately?
i threw this out to the room and i was greeted with so much love and people meeting me halfway
i made many resolutions and came up with many ideas about my career and how to evolve within the confines of my new life
finally at about 4:30 am with much joy i hugged my friends and walked through my beautiful neighborhood...connecting so much with the trees, the houses, the cars, the sky...feeling so much that life is good, very at peace.
it was very very easy to fall asleep
that was fine. it was one of the most beautiful days in a long time, and there were old friends and new friends in town, really one of the best settings i could have ever hoped for.
as i opened the easter egg, a woman came by with a treaty for us to sign to stop nuclear testing. we all signed and were rewarded with origami birds
at the time i remember thinking, this has to be a good sign.
it was 1pm
I chose 40mg of 4-aco-det.
another friend chose 4-aco-met (25mg)and another chose 2c-b. (32mg)
another friend chose to not take anything
With a bunch of oranges we all swallowed our pills on the park bench.
the park is endless so there was a bit of confusion about just which way to head, and i kept going on and on about how i wanted to find the forests in the park (which do exist)
at about an 45 minutes in everyone was feeling something but no one was sure what anyone else was feeling....it was awesome
i have found that 4-aco-met can cause (for some people) that feeling at first where the chemical is effecting you but you keep denying anything is happening....this was definitely happening to one of my friends as he began running up and down rocks and trees.
we all got ice-cream from a vendor and then shit got weird quick
i remember that the day at that point was 2 things.
1. wow, 4-aco-det DOES work for me....i just need a bigger dose. not sure why yet when 4-aco met is active at 25 just fine...glad i didnt give up on this chemical
2.i need to better understand my place in life, my relation to the world, family, and career. yes, these are general statements, but the day was really about understanding my new point in life where freedom is not as great for me as it once was. i have so many more responsibilities than i used to and i have been feeling very weighed down..this was a big self-inventory day for me and many things were going through my head but in a very easygoing way.
not overly-analytic but very warm. i like this chemical
we all went and got indian food....i was starving, as was my 2c-b friend, but my 4-aco-met friend and my friend who took nothing couldnt eat.
we had great conversation on the connection to the mystical, what schizophrenia means, the self in mystical visions, and lamb kabobs.
the day was winding down and i got a bad headache which my friends tried to help with different forms of massage. it helped and it didnt but it was wonderful to have friends trying to help me and to feel that connection with people. thanks guys
we dropped off my friends from out of town (my 2c-b friend and my sober friend) at the train station and started planning our night. (oh yeah i forgot that another one of my friends had appeared magically around 6 hrs in)
there was a lot of conversation about if this should be a 2nd stage night and i certainly thought it should be but i wasnt sure who would take what since no one was going to be on the same things or the same combinations.
i had been reading as much as i could all week on 2c-t-2 since my first amazing experience with it so i decided that i was going to put it in orange juice, drink it slowly and see how it mixed with the 4-aco-det (which by now was gone as it was 10pm)
i wanted to be as safe as possible with this new weird chemical. maybe this is foolish of me but 4-aco-det's nature did not seem to raise the heart rate or make me speedy (all things i have been told to avoid with 2c-t's) and it seemed far more soft (which i read as less dangerous at the time)
there was a long discussion about whether or not 2c-t-2 is an maoi inhibitor and we read a wikipedia thread about which foods to avoid (wow you have to avoid a lot of things)
i was trying to be as safe as possible
i took 25mg of 2c-t-2
my other friends took, 4-aco-met (25mg) and 2c-t-2 26mg
ok so now we can get started.....we are in my friends beautiful house....lots of wood and lots of love between the people
wow...this is different...with the 4-aco-det FIRST i am no longer getting the amazing CEV's i did the first time.....BUT this is strange....there is euphoria
there is a feeling of being SO SO SO tall and my eyes being huge.
i feel warmth and it is SO SO SO good to talk to people i love
we talk and talk and laugh and knock things over
my one friend doesnt feel the 4-aco-met until she smokes pot
i abstain
boards of canada, cluster, stereolab, blonde redhead
have i been depressed lately?
i threw this out to the room and i was greeted with so much love and people meeting me halfway
i made many resolutions and came up with many ideas about my career and how to evolve within the confines of my new life
finally at about 4:30 am with much joy i hugged my friends and walked through my beautiful neighborhood...connecting so much with the trees, the houses, the cars, the sky...feeling so much that life is good, very at peace.
it was very very easy to fall asleep
