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4-10-02

runawaygrrrl

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I wanted to write you something
a letter of a sort
composed of only random thoughts
but it just wouldn't work
See, a while back it would've been fine
but now I'm not too sure
things have changed and so have we
and still I just want more
You will never see this
and that's just fine with me
I'm used to it, now, I guess
though I really wish you'd see
how I never quite give up
on what will never be
So, I guess I'm writing this
because I can't seem to talk to you
I never thought it'd come to this
but what more can I do?
I've tried and tried to figure out
if anything's of use
but nothing seems to work these days
and I can't get through to you
[ 10 April 2002: Message edited by: runawaygrrrl ]
 
i know the feeling. i have a folder full of Drafts in my email account -- things i wrote but could never send.
but you know what? sometimes i think its better that way. you get the relief of having it all down on paper, but with the security of not having that person read everything that's in your heart.
 
I feel as if I should know, what you are saying,
what I got is that you are holding on to something/one that you don't want to hurt, I held on to something for a very long time, and I could never say the words, to let go.
Just because I didn't want to hurt that persons feelings, and if you have second thoughts it's because it's not suppose to be.....
I don't know if that helps or not!
 
I soooo know how it feels. Ive spent so much time writing poems, emails, letters, and just thinking of what Id like to say to her but it never gets said :( I guess the difference between us is that its no ok with me.... I still do it and I still try and try but when someone is so set on not being contactable its kinda hard.....but enough of my complaining.
It was a beautiful poem, s very true :)
 
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