I could have ordered far more 3FPM, but I think 2g will be enough for me to decide whether I'm going to want to carry on using it, and the NM2AI to see how that changes the experience.
I am sure you did not read it, but I experienced very what were predominantly serotonergic effects the first time I used 3-Fluoro-Phenmetrazine. I got the full package, too, full-on teeth clenching, eye lid dropping body load. I looked as if I had done too much MDMA, my vision was affected, I felt that familiar sensation in the back of my throat and my cognitive performance was decreased instead of being improved which is what I abuse stimulants for. My mood also dropped off afterwards and that has never happened to me after using stimulants, not even after months of daily use.
Anyway, this is why I strongly disadvise you to mix 3F-P with other serotonergic drugs. Things can go to shit very quickly and unexpectedly! I've seen it happen and it has happened to me. It is not necessary for the drugs to be strongly serotonergic either. Ten times you're fine and then a drug of which you didn't even know it had clinically significant serotonergic effects causes you
I would go to the doctor and tell them the truth regarding your possible ADD/concentration issues
First of all, I really liked your post for pointing out a common justification for stimulant (ab)use, while not forgettimg to mention your own shortcomings in terms of drug abuse.
I could see a few more reasons for not using a legit pharmaceutical product though, e.g. amphetamine or doctor's visits not being covered by health insurance, not having health insurance at all or no pharmaceutical amphetamine in the respective country. Doctors used to mix it for you here in Germany and we've only had lisdexamfetamine (and methylphenidate which I hate just as much as cocaine) for a couple of years.
But nonetheless, I am gonna tell my version of the the advice regarding medical treatment that you gave.
I do not condone lying to your doctors or scoring meds for symptoms you do not exhibit. However even if you do have ADHD, getting a diagnosis for it is extremely hard depending on where you live. Fortunately there are ways to facilitate the psychiatrist's initial suspicion for ADHD. You can trust me on this, I'm very good with psychiatrists because on one hand I know a shit ton of doctors personally, on the other hand I've been a psychiatric patient for a very long time. It all started with me trying to score speed btw. :D
I can only urge whoever was quoted (no nick in the quote) not to be too honest when seeing a psychiatrist in order to get a stimulant prescription. Ideally you'll be saying that a lot of people told you to go, eventhough you don't see too big a problem yourself, it's just the other people (family, colleagues, friends teachers etc.).
Whatever you do, do not tell him that you think you have ADHD or even want a stimulant prescription, don't even name the classical symptoms for it, but the less well-known instead. If it doesn't come up at all, just come back another time. In certain situations it's just best to just take the SSRI's and then come back after a few weeks. It sometimes just takes a while to find the right diagnosis and even longer for the right meds to be found.
When ADHD is first mentioned be it by the psychiatrist or by yourself, make damn sure to let him know that you have strong doubts about that diagnosis. You've heard people suggest it a lot in the past, but *
make up some reason why you disagree and why nothing is wrong with you*. It'll challenge him to increase your compliance.
Now if you should consider all this bad advice and go about it your own way, there is a high chance you'll instantly be labelled a so-called 'drug seeker' which means you're never going to be treated with stimulants, ADHD or not. I am always completely honest about my drug abuse, I have nothing to hide from my doctors. One even wanted a list of substances I abused (over 150 entries lol).
Whatever you're going to do, do not let the psychiatrist know of your intentions! But at the same time, you should NOT forget to keep an open mind towards whatever he sees in you during your initial visit. Enjoying stimulants is not a guarantee you have ADHD.

You might as well just have affective issues made worse by years of drug abuse. Those are known for affecting your ability to focus or even follow a train of thought. (Affective issues were also the diagnosis I eventually got years later, BD1 to be precise).
There might be drugs that you actually grow to like even more than speed, without having any side effects worth mentioning. I for example had been treated with mostly neuroleptics and lithium for some time, a few S(N)RI's as well, but eventually made a switch to Lamotrigine and Bupropion and I have not had a single miserable day since I got on it (think waking up suicidal), no sides I can notice whatsoever. The right psychiatric diagnosis could possibly end up sorting you out with medication that largely abolishes your desire to use stimulants.
I definitely have to remember mentioning some things about safer use when it comes to intravenous injections of 3-Fluoro-Phenmetrazine. Probably only after I've written up a report about my
accidental 20mg dose of AB-CHMINACA. I actually managed not to lose my shit, but it was quite a challenge!! Definitely more than worthy of a report.^^