3am and some words from me : )

[M_D_X_M_A]

now i dont expect this to make sense
you see i am leaving for melbourne this week for good
i am leaving behind all
my girl
my home
my car
my friends
all will be lost
but what will i gain
as soon as the pain eases
i shall find another girl
buy another car
make lots of new friends
i have no current job
do i really want one
what to do
go
stay
the fight in my mind goes on
i love my girl
she wont come
i want to be with her
but at what price will i pay for this
i must leave
it is my time
i am scared
but confident
it is the right choice
or is it
i was born in melbourne
it is my home
i made my life in brisbane
but now it is all gone
i shall leave
i can feel it
i told my parents
they did not stop me
they think i should go
should i
i think so
i stand to lose all i have gained
but what lies will be told
once i am gone
i really liked brisbane
but i feel it is not me
life is to slow
but melbourne might be differant now
i am sure i will sucseed
i dont know what to do....

 

[plazma]

There ain't nothing like a new beginning to shake that old dust from your bootheels and start clean and fresh.
Good luck and nice work.
-plaz out-

 

[E-girl]

go for it. you may leave behind some good memories... but you have a whole new world in store for you. and it looks like despite your conflicting thoughts... you already pretty much have your mind made up.
see the world.