eternalcrux
Bluelighter
I feel its time for me to contribute a load of past experiences, hopefully you find them entertaining and maybe even informational, this is the first I will write: about my FIRST experience with dramamine (original formula, diphenhydramine, i believe) at age 14 taking 36, YES 36 pills - a whole box. Please excuse any nonsensical ramblings in the following TR - you may attribute them me previously having ingested 60mg amphetamine 20mg ambien (zolipidem) and nice bowl of some good green sticky schwagg... mmmm... anyway
SOUPMANE DOES NOT ENCOURAGE ANY OF THE ACTIONS DESCRIBED IN THE REPORT BELOW, WHAT I DID WAS VERY DANGEROUS, RECKLESS, AND STUPID AND SHOULD NEVER BE TRIED BY ANYONE ELSE, EVER, PERIOD, KTHX.
It was new years eve of ??? -i forget what year, but i was fourteen at the time and very inexperienced with most drugs. I had few connections, had only tried marijuana and overdoses of pseudoephedrine and amphetamines, i believe.... oh yeah, and inhalents
anyway it was in the afternoon sometime and i decide to start of with 12 dramamines... i noticed soon that things seemed to be moving in slower motion which i liked so i took another 12... i waited probably another half hour to an hour and i ingested the other 12...
i was lying in my bed naked, i look at my clock and the numbers are scrolling over and over constantly changing, making it impossible for me to tell the time. I was trying to read but the letters started dancing around the page forming moving pictures - i found this entertaining for awhile
until my mother came home, and up into my room
MOTHER: hi matthew how are you doing?
ME: <incoherent mumblings>
MOTHER: the carlson family is comming over to spend new years eve with us
ME: How many vans does snoop dogg have when he goes on tour?
MOTHER: what? um, did you just wake up?
ME: <i tell her i have not been sleeping, just laying in my bed...>\
My mom realizes she cannot attribute my outrageous statements and questions to me just waking up and being confused, she walks over to me and sits down next to me and begins questioning me about if I am high, what did i take, etc
Completely unable to interperate reality or interact propperly with it, i babble some more, trying to convince her i wasn't fucked up
My incoherant babble was so bad that she realized i was on something bending my mind waaaay farther than marijuana...
she asks me if ive taken acid. Angry and confused i still attempt to lie to her about my condition but all my babblings are only making things worse
I follow her downstairs because she leaves me, continuing to try and convince her i am not intoxicated with my nonsensical babblings
My dad tells me to quit trying while im still ahead... alas i wasnt very 'ahead' at this point anyway...
I retreat to my room scared of what may happen or what my punishments may be... i drift off into a place between awake and asleep where i experience dozens of near-impossible, confusing, and nonsensical situations. I thought i awoke and a fellow from my highschool was in my bedroom laying on the floor playing with my cat. I asked him how he got in my house and what he was doing. He told me he was petting my cat... duh... Very confused, I try to inquire of him further, but he vanishes right in front of my eyes... okay now i am convinced something VERY fucked up and scary is gonig on...
For the next several hours i have more conversations with god knows who and watch in disbeliefe as they vanish in front of my eyes, every time without fail....
I get out of bed and go downstairs by my family and our guests, the carlson family... they were sitting around the fireplace watching tv and playing the Clue boredgame or something similar...
i sit down and start up with the nonsensical statements again... ooh no...
i exclaim: "DO NOT PASS GO, DO NOT COLLECT 200 DOLLARS, HAHAHAH" We were not playing monopoly. After an hour or two more of this i FINIALLY realize i am in no condition to be interacting with my family and friends and (i had thought) that i had dismissed myself to bed...
apparently i didn't announce bedtime, just left and went upstairs, got naked again and layed down in my bed, minutes later the carlson's teenaged daughter came up to my room to look for me... she sure found me alright!! she sorta screamed and left quickly....
this marks the beginning of my antichlorigenic/inhalent binge... i will continue to abuse antichlorigenics weekely and inhalents daily until i end up in my first rehab....
more to come...
SOUPMANE DOES NOT ENCOURAGE ANY OF THE ACTIONS DESCRIBED IN THE REPORT BELOW, WHAT I DID WAS VERY DANGEROUS, RECKLESS, AND STUPID AND SHOULD NEVER BE TRIED BY ANYONE ELSE, EVER, PERIOD, KTHX.
It was new years eve of ??? -i forget what year, but i was fourteen at the time and very inexperienced with most drugs. I had few connections, had only tried marijuana and overdoses of pseudoephedrine and amphetamines, i believe.... oh yeah, and inhalents
anyway it was in the afternoon sometime and i decide to start of with 12 dramamines... i noticed soon that things seemed to be moving in slower motion which i liked so i took another 12... i waited probably another half hour to an hour and i ingested the other 12...
i was lying in my bed naked, i look at my clock and the numbers are scrolling over and over constantly changing, making it impossible for me to tell the time. I was trying to read but the letters started dancing around the page forming moving pictures - i found this entertaining for awhile
until my mother came home, and up into my room
MOTHER: hi matthew how are you doing?
ME: <incoherent mumblings>
MOTHER: the carlson family is comming over to spend new years eve with us
ME: How many vans does snoop dogg have when he goes on tour?
MOTHER: what? um, did you just wake up?
ME: <i tell her i have not been sleeping, just laying in my bed...>\
My mom realizes she cannot attribute my outrageous statements and questions to me just waking up and being confused, she walks over to me and sits down next to me and begins questioning me about if I am high, what did i take, etc
Completely unable to interperate reality or interact propperly with it, i babble some more, trying to convince her i wasn't fucked up
My incoherant babble was so bad that she realized i was on something bending my mind waaaay farther than marijuana...
she asks me if ive taken acid. Angry and confused i still attempt to lie to her about my condition but all my babblings are only making things worse
I follow her downstairs because she leaves me, continuing to try and convince her i am not intoxicated with my nonsensical babblings
My dad tells me to quit trying while im still ahead... alas i wasnt very 'ahead' at this point anyway...
I retreat to my room scared of what may happen or what my punishments may be... i drift off into a place between awake and asleep where i experience dozens of near-impossible, confusing, and nonsensical situations. I thought i awoke and a fellow from my highschool was in my bedroom laying on the floor playing with my cat. I asked him how he got in my house and what he was doing. He told me he was petting my cat... duh... Very confused, I try to inquire of him further, but he vanishes right in front of my eyes... okay now i am convinced something VERY fucked up and scary is gonig on...
For the next several hours i have more conversations with god knows who and watch in disbeliefe as they vanish in front of my eyes, every time without fail....
I get out of bed and go downstairs by my family and our guests, the carlson family... they were sitting around the fireplace watching tv and playing the Clue boredgame or something similar...
i sit down and start up with the nonsensical statements again... ooh no...
i exclaim: "DO NOT PASS GO, DO NOT COLLECT 200 DOLLARS, HAHAHAH" We were not playing monopoly. After an hour or two more of this i FINIALLY realize i am in no condition to be interacting with my family and friends and (i had thought) that i had dismissed myself to bed...
apparently i didn't announce bedtime, just left and went upstairs, got naked again and layed down in my bed, minutes later the carlson's teenaged daughter came up to my room to look for me... she sure found me alright!! she sorta screamed and left quickly....
this marks the beginning of my antichlorigenic/inhalent binge... i will continue to abuse antichlorigenics weekely and inhalents daily until i end up in my first rehab....
more to come...
