(30mg)- Adderall XR + (0.5mg)- Alprazolam (Continue to Read)

[TheStarOnIR]

I am at 50 hours + without sleep. March 18th I took 30mg Adderall XR @ 8pm stayed up listens to music or w/e. I decided to muscle through the next day regardless of my inability to sleep. Later on that day I luckily scored 3 more Adderall 30's by the grace of god. I thought I was about to fall out Ima matter of seconds prior.

Immideatly after acquiring these I ate one right then. This was about 4pm March 19th at this point. Brought me right back up as expected. I sat around and enjoyed the remainder of my buzz listening to some music and chained amoked cigaretts. suddenly I felt a comedown approaching, this situating itself between 2:30am and 3am, now into (3/20/2013).

Unwilling to let that happen I pop half of another which= (15mg) within that same time frame. Approximately 3:05am I'd say. Similarities of the prior night presenting themself leading me into another sleepless night it looked like. I continued to rock on and smoke my Marlboro's. Well 5:30-5:45am rolls around and that second wave comedown knocking at my door.

Now 6am (3/20/2013) obviously at this point I'm left with no other choice but painstakingly accept another day deprived of R.E.M. I'm thinking I'll make it the ought the fire here, I've got another half 30mg= (15mg) + the last whole 30mg XR to utilize. Needless to say really I did just that. As I poured the remainder of the salts from the capsual earlier I prepared to swallow my last little 30mg's of heavens beaded Amp salts.

In now for the long-haul feeling ready for whatever I have some coffee and patiently await my euphoria/ much needed pick me up boost. Well I recieve just that. Only it's a bit much, a very dirty unclean high if you will. I'm not pleased at all, I want to some way either clean it up with some combo action, or use a little combo action to rid myself of this paneoramic parenoria present.

I've got some 0.5 peachs, first I guess I should ask-Is this interaction a positive combination one that would be "safe." Secondly would it be a good alternative? Last, is this worth my time to consider in general. PLEASE, someone anyone throw me a piece of personal experience. I know this is very lengthily, I hope someone makes it this far quite frankly. Don't give up on me guys this is the high that I am left to accept.

Thanks

 

[NeighborhoodThreat]

Yep, it is a totally safe combination. Using benzos like Xanax/alprazolam to come down off amphetamines is well-documented in both the medical world and the recreational drug use world. Make sure you drink lots of water and take vitamins with that alprazolam too. Dehydration is a very real problem with amphetamine use.

 

[olab7]

Yeah its safe and highly recommended. Let the comdedown do it's thing, drink lots of water, try to eat, pee out the amps, and get sleep!

 

[TheStarOnIR]

Yeah I've become aware of that actually. Either my hypochondriasis mentally is presenting itself outside of its typical lead role during my sobriety. That or perhaps I am in fact experiencing a mild Jaundice. Though these amphetamines have a tendency to make the most unmotivated men manufacture something magnificent, they can just as well make the strongest of men as weak as ice water, truth be told it may have been all he needed... WTF am I talking about, so I guess maybe another 0.5 could be considered since I am so obviously high as a kite still..

 

[Venrak]

It would probably be best to wait until you are actually coming down off the amphetamine before you start dosing more alprazolam if it is any way in limited supply, as they would be more more appreciated then. Your anxiety is likely to ramp up even higher at that point.

 

[TheStarOnIR]

I have 160 so the availability is pretty much superfluous. The risk factors in doing so are my real angle...

 

[pasha]

The combination is perfectly safe, just make sure as Venrak mentioned, to leave the benzodiazepine until the very last moments that the amphetamine is active. If you take the benzodiazepine too early, it may very well feel appetizing to take more amphetamine to regulate your stimulation again as your inhibitions will be lowered and the anxiety will be removed.

Use them to kill the amphetamine come down at the very end, otherwise you could find yourself juggling amphetamines and benzodiazepines on a massive bender for much longer than you expected.

 

[Venrak]

^Exactly.

We don't all have to experience the fun of being blacked out on benzodiazepines, supercharged and ready to get into mischief (read: prison cell/hospital bed) thanks to an amphetamine.

 

[TheStarOnIR]

Quite frankly, I have no interest in any other drugs period. I hate them all, I do however LOVE Adderall. I literally feel so perfectly capable of anything I can imagine. I get so much done, every single time I am able to find itI can hardly ever acquire it consistently. So when I find myself in the midst of a bender I begin to think to myself, why am I doing this? It is so obvious how implicative it is to my health. Its noticeably apparent not only to yourself, but others around you as well.

I feel like if I were to able obtain more that just a few at a time I'd take it a lot more responsibly. I believe I go on these short-term bienges simply because I so rarely experience the drug that I'd prefer do more than I should to maintain euphoria succsessfully for. I am only able to get three or so here and there. I typically take one immideatly one on the first come down, next on the following day. This tends to last 50 all the way up to 72 hours.

 

[Venrak]

Eh.... It's be great if all that were true, but I've thought that way before, and if only you knew my history with amphetamines....

You have to watch for these rationalizations. Check those thoughts that would put you in a position of increased usage, and make sure they are based in reality and not your subconscious trying to manipulate you.

 

[TheStarOnIR]

Yeah I have heard that quite often, I agree honestly. If I were able to take it wherever, whenever, however I see fit I do believe I'd succumb into the vice eventually. I do however believe such a drug contains valididty as an effetive assistant to produce qualifiable/ good value to an individual with the self-control to follow a pysicians initial treatment plan. The more I consider its habitual potential I feel like I very wll could become subjected to using it friviously.

To me it's as if it opens a portion of my brain I otherwise am unable to utilize. I find that I know things I hadn't known prior in descriptive detail. Arduous topics become simplistic, I am sharp, intuitively perspicacious, I am aware of everything around me. People feel like I am unbelieveably brilliant effortlessly. In retrospect these qualities I obtain from this drug essentially are what keep me coming back.

The suppressed appetite, jitter, tingle, these physical attributions are irrelevant to me. It's the ability to succeed the general population intellectually, that is my addiction. It's a shame its all provided temporarily in contingency with pharmocokinetics. Simply it's an artificial intelligence, haha.

 

[Venrak]

Keep in mind that these things too will fade if you do not check your consumption habits, and the opposite will come to pass; stimulants will leave you as a jibbering mess, intellectually useless while high, neurotic as can be.

I too loved amphetamines for those reasons you mentioned. I can't redose more than twice now without completely losing the plot. And to be honest, I shouldn't be indulging in the first place, even if it's as rare as a few times a year. I ruined it.

Don't do that.

Now that your questions have been answered and your session is (hopefully) over with, I am going to close this thread. Feel free to PM me if you want it re-opened, or to create a new one if you have another topic to discuss.

Closed.