Michelleleeb
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Aug 26, 2018
- Messages
- 5
Salutations are in order!
I have been an avid reader of the forums here for years and some of you (I was too far gone to remember exactly who or when) have probably saved my life a few times! Thank you for sharing your knowledge and allowing this forum to be a place where people can turn to when they have no idea what the f*ck they're doing to their bodies with the stuff they put in it... because that's how I found this site!
This is actually my second time posting, I read someone's post the other day about wanting to do H and I did respond to that, just a simple: "NO." I haven't done it, it's too complicated for me and no offense to anyone that does.
I am a female, human, in the US (trying to maintain the low-profile vibe but not sound like a robot) who has been partial to self-medicating for most of my adult-life. Hence the way I came to know the website! I'm in a transient-state right now and haven't been into my usual activities/hobbies... however comma, when I was settled and comfy I played a bit of video games, I grew up with an Atari and a Nintendo (and the consoles that followed) as my babysitter while my parents lived like teenagers-- I loved XBox 360 and I traded sides for PS4, it's one of my BFF's. I love action figures and toys, I can cook and bake like a beast when I have the motivation, I went to college to own my own business (I wanted to own and operate a bakery, still do), I love yoga and exercise, I read, I love comedy-- dry-as-sand-comedy. I won't argue with anybody about politics-- and I'll leave my interests at that for now.
I'm here because I kept turning to Bluelight forum for answers while I went on a dangerous binge (one of many) a few years back and the site has helped me stay safe while using. I'm not on that binge anymore and I can't quite laugh it off because I still struggle with medication. I figured... if I'm reading these forums and using what I've gained from the site to help me... I'll probably benefit from being an active member and maybe even help someone else in the process, it's a good time when you're helping somebody other than yourself.
I hope I'm welcome here, I'm taking in the rules still, maintaining discipline, reading and learning, getting the hang of the site. Happy Friday, stay safe and keep it steady~ %)
I have been an avid reader of the forums here for years and some of you (I was too far gone to remember exactly who or when) have probably saved my life a few times! Thank you for sharing your knowledge and allowing this forum to be a place where people can turn to when they have no idea what the f*ck they're doing to their bodies with the stuff they put in it... because that's how I found this site!
This is actually my second time posting, I read someone's post the other day about wanting to do H and I did respond to that, just a simple: "NO." I haven't done it, it's too complicated for me and no offense to anyone that does.
I am a female, human, in the US (trying to maintain the low-profile vibe but not sound like a robot) who has been partial to self-medicating for most of my adult-life. Hence the way I came to know the website! I'm in a transient-state right now and haven't been into my usual activities/hobbies... however comma, when I was settled and comfy I played a bit of video games, I grew up with an Atari and a Nintendo (and the consoles that followed) as my babysitter while my parents lived like teenagers-- I loved XBox 360 and I traded sides for PS4, it's one of my BFF's. I love action figures and toys, I can cook and bake like a beast when I have the motivation, I went to college to own my own business (I wanted to own and operate a bakery, still do), I love yoga and exercise, I read, I love comedy-- dry-as-sand-comedy. I won't argue with anybody about politics-- and I'll leave my interests at that for now.
I'm here because I kept turning to Bluelight forum for answers while I went on a dangerous binge (one of many) a few years back and the site has helped me stay safe while using. I'm not on that binge anymore and I can't quite laugh it off because I still struggle with medication. I figured... if I'm reading these forums and using what I've gained from the site to help me... I'll probably benefit from being an active member and maybe even help someone else in the process, it's a good time when you're helping somebody other than yourself.
I hope I'm welcome here, I'm taking in the rules still, maintaining discipline, reading and learning, getting the hang of the site. Happy Friday, stay safe and keep it steady~ %)
