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3 years n that s me done

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When i came on here ,this was a place where folk knew who the fuk Kenny Ken Was n if they didn't you would be sure that Evad or the like could tell em .


You see i love drugs n i have gained a rep as the fukin kiddie for takin em .

Thing is drugs ain't shit unless they combined wit sunting else.


in my case i am a Old skool Raver , Junglist , Hip Hop Head , B Boy , Representing the West Country Hardcore crew.


This site is now all mostly inhabited by bitter n twisted folk who fukin stay at home n doing Drugs.

The folk that i got down with ( introoduced to Eadd) mainly the Bristol Lot although they were about 10/15 years younger they shared that sAME love for the Music n the Drugs .

I often get mentioned as the eadder that brought Heroin use in to the open yeah all good but only about 2/3 of you actually really know me n junk is a big part of my life but it ain't my life . Yes i am probably the biggest H User that frequents EADD .

I can't be sure but i am mos def among the folk that have done more festivals , free raves , Rave Nights u fukin name it n i had a go i was clocking on you tube there is about 150 + EASY RAVES N TING THAT I DUN Represent Hardcore Style from 1991 to 1996 i took at least a Pill a week n that was when they were worth £15 .

So what i am getting at is i kinda fallen out of luv with this place as all my fav posters have moved on or passed away the ones who haven't YOU KNOW WHO U ARE n i hope that we can keep in touch .


Fuk it ain't like i gonna get a fukin job so i'll still be around but 99% of ya don't know what i do anyway which is a FT job in itself n pays probably better than most of you bar the proffesional cunts wiv proper job n ting , i am not a drug dealer btw .

I do however graft fukin hard for my money n it fuks me off when right wing twats get on my back fulk they just twats cunts probably don't know da fukin difference.


EaDD you have changed n it's not been for the better i'll always have love for this place but i had to amke this post n would likev in put from some of da freal old skool Eadders n see if they have picked up any of what i'm saying ?


For now This is what is what bi am about n alwYS WAS

HARDCORE mASSIVE in the place ffs it says it in my profile always did maybe u just didn't look ?

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This isn't a good bye far from it just a post that needed putting out there .


I also have a fukin mad sex life but rarely if ever till recently talk bout it as the ones that do the talking are doing just that talking not fuking
 
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Back in the day we had psychosis but at least we had a fukin good night these days cunts r just doing fuk knoews what n psyching out alone sad as fuk poor bastards

Drugs were meant to be fun .............
 
I just don't enjoy lining up for a cab at 3am, desperately wanting that extra pill you dropped 15min earlier to pick you up. I find lack of sleep fucks me more than the amount of drugs. Thats why I prefer day parties and doofs. I love coming up as the sun rises above a dusty dance floor for a good old fashion dawn stomp. Give me dirty bare feet over disco goo on my sneakers, I'd rather piss behind a tree than line up for a cubicle, retire to my tent for sex then back onto the dance floor.

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Nothing wrong with getting on it at home either. Eventually you get tired of the crowds, over priced drinks and the inability to smoke a spliff whenever the fuck you want. Clubing is for pimply faced geezers desperate to pull. Why would I want a kebab at 1am when I can pull out a fruit platter for my friends on my balcony?

It's never the drugs that you take, it's always about how much of a cock you are on those drugs for mind.
 
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yer just the opposite 2 me we have things in common but i am everything that you will never n can't be ( Real 24/7 365 ) NOT A Posh stuck up cock who fukin gETS A HARD ON ABOUT HIS MATERIAL shit LOL!

i got all i need son n yerv opinion is the one i have very little respect 4

Although i do like cricket n played to a high standard i'm far better than you well was Fact .

How many test captains you played with ? Any Olympic Gold Medalist train wiv ya ?

No oh well i suppose that 3 years of education b4 i got expelled did me a few favors . I hate Rugby btw . Played Footy For the City n Reped County level Cross Country

Oh yeah DooF aIN'T A KIN WORD
 
GLAD it's not a goodbye Brimz.
Between 1990-1996ish I was similar to what you said about yourself (best white dove/best night raving of my life was score from an unknown loved up happy hatted chap in an underground car park in Coventry in 1991..and it was £20 going rate there ;) then..I was still dancin off that 1 pill 48 hours later!?).

I am older now the days of Free raves, House parties, The big commercial raves, the Spiral tribes, the drum club nights a longside..the decent big clubs with the smell of eternity perfume, CK1, sweat, weed, poppers and endorphine rushes are long gone for me. I think the day I went to big rave up north and every one was triple dropping, gurrning so bad they could barely move, tops off showing ravaged grey tinged bodies mixed with those with manic scary aggressive eyes dancing so hard to god know what 220bpm 'sounds' (that they were having nose bleeds!) I knew I had to get out and move on. Along with the huge presence of both babylon and the moodiness of the big gangs (and all the nastiness of knives and guns and pay back) in charge of dealing in their Manor.

Also getting older my mates from then got better jobs-moved up the ladders, got married, got divorced-stayed in. There were also several casualties in our outer circle of mates even back in '93 who ended up with psychosis/serotonin depletion etc.

We rarely then if at all drank booze. I miss the old days. I don't go out as much and if I do it will be to small festivals, dinner, bars and friends houses with the very very rare club night (where even though I luckily look younger than my age I feel like I am invisible, old and worn out.

I am still a hedonist and I still like my drugs..so where does that leave me? Friends can't be so easily collected for a night out of fun drug taking and doing the walk of shame at 7am UNLESS we plan it 3 months in advance around their globe trotting work schedules, childcare or for some when they can save enough after paying off their 6 credit cards and loans to be able to afford a packet of fags and not much else.

It does sadden me that drugs with many seem to be all about taking them at home usually on their own. Of all ages too..particularly makes me sad that the young ens don't purely view drugs as fun.Then I look in the mirror..and that's me. Friday night, fucked out my head dancing alone in my living room! I've had those days (still have the odd mad one usually with my gay mates in Heaven etc). I have had the well paid soul destroying all encompassing job in order to buy the Dualit toaster, the nice houses, cars and all the other material shit that is meant to make you 'happy'etc and the husband(s). I turned my back on most of that to find some kind of contentment rather than getting court up in someone elses idea of what will make you successful and happy. The two are not mutually exclusive is my finding.

Then there were less drugs now as with everything there is TOO much choice, there are too many different types of experience to have. Some people want them all and I wont knock that. I suspect I am one of em.

Things change inevitably. We can either adapt, rage it or find another way.
 
Nice post .

It's one of those things though unless u was there u ain't gonna express it to someone who wasn't init ?

I mean kin ell like you said when kiddies started saying taking 5 pills n basically The Jocks kin ell what a bunch of .... Gabba night in Jock land on 20E's that's kinda 8( you get me .

True unfortunately most of our crew just dived in to Heroin are either dead , moved out the country n few are semi normal wtf is normal.

I'm happy atm anyhow i had a near death ting this week n sorta made me think ......
 
Well Brimz I am glad you are feeling happier...nothing like a near death experience to make you re-evaluate and reflective (be careful mate). Everything will be made possible unto you! =D

Anddddddddddddddd turn up the base <3
 
Woh woh woh woh woh tharrr...

Right - Hang on there for a bit brimzil ma-mintzil-we-rizzil-all-nizzil-tillizzil-the-sunizill-risizzill!!! (let those high-pitched vocals tingle yow spine party people in the place to be '93! %) )
I'm gunna get a cuppa, have a cig and then reply with agreegence about how much of a pussy I am these days ;)
Shall be a quick soul so dunny go nowhere until atleast half of EADD-less-visitees arrive to sing yer praises! :)~<3
 
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yer just the opposite 2 me we have things in common but i am everything that you will never n can't be ( Real 24/7 365 ) NOT A Posh stuck up cock who fukin gETS A HARD ON ABOUT HIS MATERIAL shit LOL!

i got all i need son n yerv opinion is the one i have very little respect 4

Although i do like cricket n played to a high standard i'm far better than you well was Fact .

How many test captains you played with ? Any Olympic Gold Medalist train wiv ya ?

No oh well i suppose that 3 years of education b4 i got expelled did me a few favors . I hate Rugby btw . Played Footy For the City n Reped County level Cross Country

Oh yeah DooF aIN'T A KIN WORD
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Lol at posh cunt. Apparently if you don't end a sentence with innit? that makes you part of the illuminati elite.

Fuk it ain't like i gonna get a fukin job so i'll still be around but 99% of ya don't know what i do anyway which is a FT job in itself n pays probably better than most of you bar the proffesional cunts wiv proper job n ting
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It sounds like you are the one hung up about how much people earn.

Cricket was never really my sport Brimz. I once shook hands with Viv Richards and thats about the highlight of my cricket career. No need to really dick size about sport, it's all horses for courses. I played in for an Italian club in the Heineken Cup. My career highlight was probably telling the current French back rower to shut the fuck up and stick his head back up his team mates arse after he tried to trash talk me before a scrum packed. I couldn't say how many Test players I played with or against. I did mark Horan and Little in their prime as well as outplaying Dale Shearer in a semi final a few years past his, but my biggest sporting thrill was training with the All Blacks while I was a school kid.

Then again I pride my self more on the fact I can handle my drugs and have never lost my shit on a drug forum ;)
 
Maybe a little on the girly early handbag house side for you Brimz but this is what I am having a little tidy round too.
 
Nah you want those sanatised orggies that 1 love did fukin ace

Dress Code was just an excuse to not let in lads without a girlfriend or who weren't trannys or Queer ,, 2 days after my 18 th birthday

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Ah, the early 1990s. I was a different person again then. My androgynous phase, aka desperately hoping to be taken for a girl and always feeling that if I could just get "Miss"ed enough times in a row, I might somehow be ready to go through to the next stage of the challenge. Should have guessed back then, but you know what they say about hindsight. The scene was very different and I wasn't on any scene anyway. Which my inner tabloid reader thinks could have been for the better what with all the sex and the drugs -- at the time I never touched anything stronger than a bit of acid or speed, and solid was all there was to be smoked. Just glad I managed to move on from the phase that followed ....
 
I really fancy a timecapsule for the weekend now grr..just for a night like. We all have to move on <3 and you never know what will happen next...eternal optimist..which beggers belief really after all the shit I see, hear and we all experience. I love this mix..properly captures it then for me,

 
right i gonna make tings a bit clearer i am not a fukin junkie i just take heroin lots n i want folk to know that u can

well not very many people but some can n still be a person nin there own right have intrests n in my case be a damn site more bloody intresting than half the cunts that don't do heroin
 
Also want to give a big shout-out to my Partner-in-Crime™ who has stood beside me unfailingly through the worst depths of the Bad Trip and saw through all the Macho Bullshit Posturing to the frightened woman inside. I would have ended up in prison, or a mental home, or maybe a secure psychiatric unit without her.

She doesn't read Bluelight, but I know someone we both know does. So yeah ..... <3 <3 <3

OK, Brimz, you can have your thread back now .....
 
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