I'm the same way, i go through like phases where i get high every day, then i go completely cold turkey for like 2 months, cause getting high gets boring, so i abstain completely, without anything stronger than caffeine.
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I'm the same way, i go through like phases where i get high every day, then i go completely cold turkey for like 2 months, cause getting high gets boring, so i abstain completely, without anything stronger than caffeine.
moths2flame
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It's like how people that go on vacation will eventually want to leave even paradise to come home, or why people that retire will go back to work. You need a good dose of reality here to make getting high a better experience.[/QUOTE]
You get sick of the high because once you are fulfilled from the euphoria the high gives you, overtime you begin to crave the clarity you had sober. What if you could have both simultaneously. I'm not asking whether or not you think it's possible. I'm asking for you to imagine what that experience would be like?
You get sick of the high because once you are fulfilled from the euphoria the high gives you, overtime you begin to crave the clarity you had sober. What if you could have both simultaneously. I'm not asking whether or not you think it's possible. I'm asking for you to imagine what that experience would be like?
EatMushrooms
Bluelighter
1. Mushrooms and Marijuana.
2. First off, I really can't put into words how much I love tripping balls with my best friends. The euphoria, visuals, musical eargasms, etc. Every time I have ever tripped it has been one of the best nights of my life. I can recall thinking to myself every time "I wish this feeling would never end. Mushrooms are the answer." Then you throw in there a couple blunts and I'm having the time of my life. Marijuana I love because I just love to smoke. The action of smoking is fun to me.
3. I wouldn't want to trip forever, that is for sure. However, I would love to have an endless supply of some purp.
2. First off, I really can't put into words how much I love tripping balls with my best friends. The euphoria, visuals, musical eargasms, etc. Every time I have ever tripped it has been one of the best nights of my life. I can recall thinking to myself every time "I wish this feeling would never end. Mushrooms are the answer." Then you throw in there a couple blunts and I'm having the time of my life. Marijuana I love because I just love to smoke. The action of smoking is fun to me.
3. I wouldn't want to trip forever, that is for sure. However, I would love to have an endless supply of some purp.
I get what you are saying since I like the afterglow of opiates after a night of being really high, since I still feel pretty good, am not sick, and I have the mental clarity.
blotterboy
Greenlighter
1- weed, LSD, MDMA.
2- weed- has become a major part of my life. smoking everyday all day.
LSD- i like to get extremely messy and loose myself in a trip. the colours, sounds, everything is amazing.
MDM- goes well with acid. makes music awesome. Touching things feels awesome. Talking to people is awesome. its pretty awesome.
3- nope. i like being involved in the drug culture. so many people with so many storys. its a major part of my life. and i wouldnt change it.
2- weed- has become a major part of my life. smoking everyday all day.
LSD- i like to get extremely messy and loose myself in a trip. the colours, sounds, everything is amazing.
MDM- goes well with acid. makes music awesome. Touching things feels awesome. Talking to people is awesome. its pretty awesome.
3- nope. i like being involved in the drug culture. so many people with so many storys. its a major part of my life. and i wouldnt change it.
Pill2Chill
Bluelight Crew
1. Cannabis
2. Ketamine + LSD (or either, but the combo is divine.)
3. opiates
I'm addicted to cannabis, benzos & opiates (tramadol so not really an opiate but w/e). I take the benzos for social anxiety, but I overuse them 'from time to time'. The tramadol is for my chronic backpain but they have alot of rec. value to me, I usually don't take more than my prescribed 400mg because the painkilling and euphoric effects are both pretty strong at that dose. More would make it less fun.
Tramadol makes my life easier. Less pain, better mood. The benzos used to, but now the addiction is more of a burden than the benefits I got in the start. I rotate benzos from time to time to minimalize the addiction.. I like to think cannabis doesn't affect it all too much. This is purely recreational.
Yes.
Not worth a year of my life, but it is worth a year of another lifestyle.
mrflowers00
Ex-Bluelighter
oxycodone, hydromophone and alprazolam because they make me feel really comfortable and relaxed and hell yeah i'd spend a year of hard work to live in that feeling
rangrz
Bluelighter
1) What is your Drug Of Choice? or better yet, what are your top three?
Amphetamine, opioids, ketamine.
2) Why?
Feels good man...
Er, I guess I enjoy the speedy, rapid thoughts and general enthusiasm towards being alive of amphetamine. I like the sense of well being and having ones desires all satiated of opioids. Ketamine is just straight entertainment.
Especially if you are currently addicted to any particular substance. What qualities of this drug caught your interest the most? Does it enhance your personality? Does it put things into perspective for you? Does it make life easier? Or maybe it just feels really, really, really good.
Amphetamines. It feels really, really good. It gives me the energy and interest to find it a subjectively relatively easy to attack my daily tasks.
3) And now I know, it may sound a little wack, but just use your imagination here. What if somebody offered a way of living that could allow you to have all of these delicious benefits completely naturally without relying on a substance? The only catch is that it would take a year of strong discipline, reconditioning and sobriety. Would you take him up on his offer?
It is completely natural. Nothing about physiology, biochemistry, it's underpinning "vanilla" chemistry and it's underpinning physics are supernatural in nature. That is, if they are somehow real, in any meaningful use of that word, then they necessarily exist within the constrains of nature and thus are natural. As such, your question becomes irrelevant.
Using a weaker meaning of "natural", it still does not fly. If using "required considerable human technological effort to make the product" vs not as the boundary between natural and unnatural, it still does not address why "natural" is better, why would the premise of it being "natural" have ANY merit in changing my mind? Natural does not imply a)beneficial b) if not beneficial, not harmful. c) if harmful, less so things which are "synthetic" (compare: Plague bacteria, completely natural in origin. vs books, completely artificial) .d) any other definable advantage. With no other premise besides the "naturalness"- as discussed, an inherently neutral attribute. but with the addition of a material disadvantage (That of a long period of sobriety and effort). As such, I would be unlikely to convert.
Amphetamine, opioids, ketamine.
2) Why?
Feels good man...
Er, I guess I enjoy the speedy, rapid thoughts and general enthusiasm towards being alive of amphetamine. I like the sense of well being and having ones desires all satiated of opioids. Ketamine is just straight entertainment.
Especially if you are currently addicted to any particular substance. What qualities of this drug caught your interest the most? Does it enhance your personality? Does it put things into perspective for you? Does it make life easier? Or maybe it just feels really, really, really good.
Amphetamines. It feels really, really good. It gives me the energy and interest to find it a subjectively relatively easy to attack my daily tasks.
3) And now I know, it may sound a little wack, but just use your imagination here. What if somebody offered a way of living that could allow you to have all of these delicious benefits completely naturally without relying on a substance? The only catch is that it would take a year of strong discipline, reconditioning and sobriety. Would you take him up on his offer?
It is completely natural. Nothing about physiology, biochemistry, it's underpinning "vanilla" chemistry and it's underpinning physics are supernatural in nature. That is, if they are somehow real, in any meaningful use of that word, then they necessarily exist within the constrains of nature and thus are natural. As such, your question becomes irrelevant.
Using a weaker meaning of "natural", it still does not fly. If using "required considerable human technological effort to make the product" vs not as the boundary between natural and unnatural, it still does not address why "natural" is better, why would the premise of it being "natural" have ANY merit in changing my mind? Natural does not imply a)beneficial b) if not beneficial, not harmful. c) if harmful, less so things which are "synthetic" (compare: Plague bacteria, completely natural in origin. vs books, completely artificial) .d) any other definable advantage. With no other premise besides the "naturalness"- as discussed, an inherently neutral attribute. but with the addition of a material disadvantage (That of a long period of sobriety and effort). As such, I would be unlikely to convert.
1) LSD, ketamine and DMT; I wouldn't really know the order..
2) I love the visuals and the beautiful experience of psychedelics, the thought patterns and the euphoria, the insights and mostly just the visual effects. Ketamine is my addiction; I love dissociation; the feeling floating, the surreal and absurd thought patterns, how it influences creativity, what it does to music, how it makes my body feel.. combining all three of my favorite drugs is probably my absolute favorite combination too. These drugs also seem to match my personality very well, especially ketamine. I am naturally a nihilist and a rather surrealistic and absurdistic personality and this drug is just like that; ever since I first tried it I sort of felt home, I used to say, aliens take me home and ketamine makes me feel home, but LSD and DMT are actually slightly more interesting; that's why I find it hard to put them in any order.
3) Actually no; I like my life the way it is; I'd rather use drugs on occasion and on occasion be sober; I like the dynamics, the lifestyle; feeling good all the time would be worth a year but I like things the way they are and I like feeling different through the use of substances, I don't need that naturally.
2) I love the visuals and the beautiful experience of psychedelics, the thought patterns and the euphoria, the insights and mostly just the visual effects. Ketamine is my addiction; I love dissociation; the feeling floating, the surreal and absurd thought patterns, how it influences creativity, what it does to music, how it makes my body feel.. combining all three of my favorite drugs is probably my absolute favorite combination too. These drugs also seem to match my personality very well, especially ketamine. I am naturally a nihilist and a rather surrealistic and absurdistic personality and this drug is just like that; ever since I first tried it I sort of felt home, I used to say, aliens take me home and ketamine makes me feel home, but LSD and DMT are actually slightly more interesting; that's why I find it hard to put them in any order.
3) Actually no; I like my life the way it is; I'd rather use drugs on occasion and on occasion be sober; I like the dynamics, the lifestyle; feeling good all the time would be worth a year but I like things the way they are and I like feeling different through the use of substances, I don't need that naturally.
Znegative
Bluelight Crew
1) What is your Drug Of Choice? or better yet, what are your top three?
-Heroin, alprazolam and Dextroamphetamine. I would say cocaine, but I actually only enjoy the rush, the high is too short.
2) Why?
Especially if you are currently addicted to any particular substance. What qualities of this drug caught your interest the most? Does it enhance your personality? Does it put things into perspective for you? Does it make life easier? Or maybe it just feels really, really, really good.
-Heroin will always be my favorite drug, because it works in pretty much every occasion. It helps me get up, it helps me sleep, it takes away my anxiety and my anger, and let's me gain perspective when life seems out of control.
I wouldn't say that it makes life easier in the bg picture. Maintaining a heroin addiction is hard if not impossible and there comes a point where heroin isn't part of your life, it IS your life. When your missing work/class/important situation because you gotta cop your dope first, it's no longer making life 'easier.' At that point, you use to stay straight, and to take away the guilt that comes from your use.
I also just love the rush and the high, the whole ritual of fixing is intoxicating itself.
3) And now I know, it may sound a little wack, but just use your imagination here. What if somebody offered a way of living that could allow you to have all of these delicious benefits completely naturally without relying on a substance? The only catch is that it would take a year of strong discipline, reconditioning and sobriety. Would you take him up on his offer?
-I'm assuming these 'rewards' are not the gift of sobriety you hear about in 12 step programs, cause if that's the case than I'd have to say no. But, if I could feel content, motivated, happy, confident, excited AND not ever think about drugs again, then yeah I'd make the sacrifice.
-Heroin, alprazolam and Dextroamphetamine. I would say cocaine, but I actually only enjoy the rush, the high is too short.
2) Why?
Especially if you are currently addicted to any particular substance. What qualities of this drug caught your interest the most? Does it enhance your personality? Does it put things into perspective for you? Does it make life easier? Or maybe it just feels really, really, really good.
-Heroin will always be my favorite drug, because it works in pretty much every occasion. It helps me get up, it helps me sleep, it takes away my anxiety and my anger, and let's me gain perspective when life seems out of control.
I wouldn't say that it makes life easier in the bg picture. Maintaining a heroin addiction is hard if not impossible and there comes a point where heroin isn't part of your life, it IS your life. When your missing work/class/important situation because you gotta cop your dope first, it's no longer making life 'easier.' At that point, you use to stay straight, and to take away the guilt that comes from your use.
I also just love the rush and the high, the whole ritual of fixing is intoxicating itself.
3) And now I know, it may sound a little wack, but just use your imagination here. What if somebody offered a way of living that could allow you to have all of these delicious benefits completely naturally without relying on a substance? The only catch is that it would take a year of strong discipline, reconditioning and sobriety. Would you take him up on his offer?
-I'm assuming these 'rewards' are not the gift of sobriety you hear about in 12 step programs, cause if that's the case than I'd have to say no. But, if I could feel content, motivated, happy, confident, excited AND not ever think about drugs again, then yeah I'd make the sacrifice.
MissNervosa
Bluelighter
1. Amphetamines,Cocaine,Xanax
2.Amphetamines for the energy boost,for the motivation,the appetite suppressant,the general feeling of well being,makes me feel "normal".I suffer major depressive disorder with major symptoms being hypersomnia (can't get to sleep from anxiety,then can't stop sleeping when I get to sleep) and overeating.The first time I had a line,everything clicked into place for me.It was truly a revelation,and I thought "this is how normal people feel when they have lots of energy and are happy and motivated".I'd never felt anything close to that in my life.
Coke because of that euphoric rush.It makes me feel like queen of the fucking world and ten foot tall and bulletproof.I feel like I'm more interesting on it,although in reality,I'm more likely annoyingly arrogant-but I don't care.
Xanax because at the end of the day,I'm never relaxed.I can't turn my mind off,and I'm incredibly anxious about stupid things that may never happen.Xanax in my regular dose brings me back to base line,but in recreational doses it feels almost euphoric,because I'm so completely relaxed and untroubled by anything,it's one of the few times my brain slows down and lets me relax.
3. I wouldn't want to be high all of the time on amps/coke but I'd love the daily motivation,focus,energy and confidence in moderation.Just like I wouldn't want to be spaced out on Xanax all the time,but I'd love to stress less and relax whenever I want.So yes,if a year off everything meant that I could have those sort of effects,I'd definitely do it.
2.Amphetamines for the energy boost,for the motivation,the appetite suppressant,the general feeling of well being,makes me feel "normal".I suffer major depressive disorder with major symptoms being hypersomnia (can't get to sleep from anxiety,then can't stop sleeping when I get to sleep) and overeating.The first time I had a line,everything clicked into place for me.It was truly a revelation,and I thought "this is how normal people feel when they have lots of energy and are happy and motivated".I'd never felt anything close to that in my life.
Coke because of that euphoric rush.It makes me feel like queen of the fucking world and ten foot tall and bulletproof.I feel like I'm more interesting on it,although in reality,I'm more likely annoyingly arrogant-but I don't care.
Xanax because at the end of the day,I'm never relaxed.I can't turn my mind off,and I'm incredibly anxious about stupid things that may never happen.Xanax in my regular dose brings me back to base line,but in recreational doses it feels almost euphoric,because I'm so completely relaxed and untroubled by anything,it's one of the few times my brain slows down and lets me relax.
3. I wouldn't want to be high all of the time on amps/coke but I'd love the daily motivation,focus,energy and confidence in moderation.Just like I wouldn't want to be spaced out on Xanax all the time,but I'd love to stress less and relax whenever I want.So yes,if a year off everything meant that I could have those sort of effects,I'd definitely do it.