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3 most shameful things that you have ever done, in order!!!

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I've done quite a few things that I'm ashamed of over my 26 years, my top 3 are these.

3.Pissed in my friends mums bedroom on the floor one new years eve, then got in the bed and felll asleep and pissed myself again, the mum was out at the time and came back to find me in her piss covered bed I was thrown out of the house pretty sharpish

2.Ran off to America on my Dad's credit card, stayed in New York in a hotel on his card for 2 nights then flew on to California to surprise my Mum for christmas :? She was happy at the surprise :) but not so happy when she found out the truth, nor was my dad. (This really should be number 1 on the list by most standards as it was family)

1.Tried to score heroin at my best friends mum's wake :( from one of my other friends, rather loudly shouting at the bar "But John, you must know how to get some heroin, you have contacts" then continuing to ask for heroin and talk about heroin at the wake, my best friend didn't hear the comments so I was lucky not to get punched, but I still feel so shameful about it, even moreso that running off to america with my dads card and running up a few grand off debt, which is now paid off, on it.
 
A) met some absolute hooker

B) made shite 'mates'

C) trusted the above 2

D) not invested in a crowbar
 
I was 20. Gave MDMA to a kid, 15, then his mum showed up and found out. Worst day ever.
 
Far to dark for me to even contemplate the answers, I could give some superficial list but it wouldn't be the truth:\
 
1) Lost my rifle during my military service, though luckily it was found 12 hours later... Has the second worst penalty for a conscript, could have spent up to 6 months in military prison.

Never done anything shameful on drugs or drink, maybe given a few good laughs to friends, nothing more.
 
I brought in the Prevention of Terrorism Act and threw the first 17 arrested under its provisions into gaol for long periods even though they were all quite innocent.

I started the Falklands war.

I introduced the Drug Laws.

Voting has made me a very bad person indeed.
 
Shameful things - dont really want to reveal them due to feeling ashamed. Can do disgusting things though, if that's acceptable.

YPDH - warning - you may not wish to read the rest of this, as you may be disgusted.

Having been suffering many many days of opiate induced compacted rock hard constipation, desperate measures were required. I had seen some posts on one of the opiate constipation threads in OD about 'manual excavation'. The things you learn on Bluelight eh. After straining for days without any more result than the turtle only just beginning to poke his head out i had to resort to the manual techniques. This actually involved the use of a plastic knife and slicing bits off the top off the turtles head as it began to emerge. Eventually things began moving. I cant remember ever feeling more relieved than when that turtles head was eventually passed.
 
atm23 said:
Far to dark for me to even contemplate the answers, I could give some superficial list but it wouldn't be the truth:\
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Unfortunately I have to echo the above sentiment entirely...although am at pains to point out that the shamefulness was over 15 years back
 
mydrugbuddy said:
Shameful things - dont really want to reveal them due to feeling ashamed. Can do disgusting things though, if that's acceptable.

YPDH - warning - you may not wish to read the rest of this, as you may be disgusted.

Having been suffering many many days of opiate induced compacted rock hard constipation, desperate measures were required. I had seen some posts on one of the opiate constipation threads in OD about 'manual excavation'. The things you learn on Bluelight eh. After straining for days without any more result than the turtle only just beginning to poke his head out i had to resort to the manual techniques. This actually involved the use of a plastic knife and slicing bits off the top off the turtles head as it began to emerge. Eventually things began moving. I cant remember ever feeling more relieved than when that turtles head was eventually passed.
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How hard is it to just stop dosing until you take a dump? If you were that blocked up, even the slightest withdrawals would have had you running for the bathroom, then you can get high again safely.
 
You could have just taken 6 movicols at the same time, along with a glug of lactulose. It worked for me when I hadn't shat for almost 2 weeks.

I'll have to pick my brains for something shameful. I'm sure there have been plenty of things i've been ashamed of doing at the time, but I can't remember any.
 
Crankinit said:
How hard is it to just stop dosing until you take a dump?
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Very hard indeed. Especially when you have to go to work as you dont have any holidays or sick leave to take without incurring disciplinaries.

Mr Smokes Blunts. said:
You could have just taken 6 movicols at the same time, along with a glug of lactulose. It worked for me when I hadn't shat for almost 2 weeks.
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Its been trial and error to find what works for me. All Bran is terrible as it gives a desperate to go feeling whilst still being unable to do so. Senokots help once things have started moving. But that initial compacted lump is still a problem. I have since found that Milk of Magnesia does do the trick for me.
 
^ nice,
I dunno what to use as my 3, there have been many! one particular bad one was shagging this 40 yr old woman whilst off my tits on k aged 18, i was fucked catching a train back from a party and this woman gave me a beer so i got the k out and gave her a huge line lol, for some reason she got horny and proceeded to drag me off the train a stop early and fuck in the bushes near the station, i cant remember if she was hot or not but i didnt want this woman tagging along with me back to my house so i called my mate slyly aqnd he met up with us, then on the count of 3 we both legged it off (had prearranged this by text lol)i can still hear the screams ' Dont leave me!' in this ultra scummy accent! urrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
 
lol where do u start?

I spose the thing I feel most shameful about running off to get my dad when a friend of mine was getting beaten up when I was about 11. I always felt bad for not getting stuck in and helping him myself (they'd gone by the time I returned). But I can honestly say that's never happened again (the running away from a mate getting beaten up part, not the actually getting beaten up part).

I've done a shitload of other things that society would think was a million times worse but it's what I feel worst about, right?
 
God where to start...

Had a fuck load of xanax powder and started dabbing it. Became really angry for weeks, forgot most of this obviously. Was harsh to my mum and sister, swearing, shouting. Had my stash stolen when I went to berlin by my sisters friend who was 16 (I was 23) and came home to find my room trashed, blood everywhere (he had fallen over in town and spent the night in my room, unknown to my sister) The lad ended up in hospital for 3 days (he didn't know what it was that he pinched from me) and could have died.

IVed heroin on my little sisters birthday and lost consciousness (she thought I was going to die) Did a load of heroin before my one time IV (Smoking instead) over the few weeks prior.

Had some xanax still and lost 1600quid on betfair making stupid massive bets on footy matches (started off with 1000, thinking I was invincible making hundreds over a few bets, only to lose it all.)

The next day I also lost 700quid playing online poker.

Drove my mates car into his house, and said I would slit another friends throat after getting back from a club (xanax powder)

Drove my car which was uninsured, on a provisional licence while on xanax powder and after some beers to pick up weed one night. Got back to my house, pulled up and the police came by and stopped. They didn't see me driving and I managed to get away with it by saying i had only pushed it onto the road out my drive to make room for another car to get out. And the engine was warm only because my dad told me to run the car every now and then for its benefit... since it was off the road. God knows how I got away with it tbh. Maybe they didn't want the paperwork. My mate had heroin in his pocket and I had an 8th of weed but lucky we were not searched. The police actually drove the car back into my drive and said "take care off your friend" referring to my mate who was off noticeably fucked on various substances.

There are lots more things tbh. I haven't done anything reckless in a good few years now at least. Shameful stuff though
 
Think one of them has to be just now, asking for confiscated drugs back off the mother and getting them back... bloody hell that was odd and mighty shameful.

Tangerine Dream said:
Had a fuck load of xanax powder and started dabbing it.
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Arghhh don't remind me = 20mg phenazepam, lost an entire week and as well job in a bong shop (actually fired on one of my days off no less)
 
Irresponsibly selling Drugs to people when I was younger, starting to only care about profit and in some cases, ripping people off.

There are more I could write, though they fall under ''things i've regretted doing''.
 
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