So I have been on methadone about 4 years, after getting a pretty mean OC addiction and not being able to afford them anymore. I get the methadone off the street, not through any sort of MMT, its odd that methadone is one of the easiest opiates to find where i live. Anyway I will be going away to new college this fall and i would really like to be off the methadone completely. I was thinking of trying to get into a MMT program in the city I am moving to, but I am going to be a broke uninsured grad student and it would be so much easier just to be off them. I am only moving about a hour away so its not like methadone won't still be available, its just time i think to get off them. Right now I am at about 40mg a day 50-60 if i want to get high and this is actually the highest my doses have ever been, for the longest time it was 30mg a day. I have got down to as low as 10mg a day before and that wasn't so terrible, so i know it will not be to hard to wean myself down to 10-20mg a day, its just after that it starts getting really hard. I have about exactly 3 months should I try to get down to maybe 30mg a day the first month, then the second month work on getting down to 10mg a day. Then the third month maybe just go cold turkey so that i am somewhat normal by the time classes start. I say cold turkey off the opiates, I do plan on getting some benzos especially for the last month and maybe the first few weeks of classes. Does this seem possible? Or should i just say fuck it and try my hardest to get into a MMT program.