Nervewing
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Hello, I am curious as to whether anyone here has experienced anything like this from 3-MeO-PCP:
(I wrote a report on this but I am asking now because of a concerted effort to observe this effect) (A previous experience I've had with this can be found here: https://erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=107731 (the third report on the page))
Essentially, I have an extremely coherent and intense recollection of my dreams when I combine a high enough dose with cannabis. It's like I get to replay them from several snapshots in my memory, as though I am leafing through an album where each entry is a different dream. I can latch onto any of them and follow them through their progression as if I'm watching a replay from the first person. It's not explicitly THAT vivid, but it's like I am sailing along the essence of each oneiric experience through my memory. It feels as though I am recalling my dreams with the same acuity as I an recall my waking memory. Some of them I had forgotten, but they were retrieved from deep in my memory, as if they are all stored away somewhere. T
hey flow into each other like free association- little snippets from one can create continuity with another, and I do not necessarily control which ones I remember or think about, they just flow freely into one another based on those points of continuity.
A general theme I've had with dreams my whole life is a sense of continuity and a constant revisited setting. When I am dissociated enough on 3-MeO-PCP it feels like I can explore this dream world through the stories that I've acted within it. The strangest thing to me is how these were all seemingly forgotten but have been dredged up. I do indeed have no way to prove that this isn't just delusional false memories, but the sense of familiarity is breathtaking.
I have not observed this effect with any other dissociative or any substance for that matter. Has anyone else experienced this?
(I wrote a report on this but I am asking now because of a concerted effort to observe this effect) (A previous experience I've had with this can be found here: https://erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=107731 (the third report on the page))
Essentially, I have an extremely coherent and intense recollection of my dreams when I combine a high enough dose with cannabis. It's like I get to replay them from several snapshots in my memory, as though I am leafing through an album where each entry is a different dream. I can latch onto any of them and follow them through their progression as if I'm watching a replay from the first person. It's not explicitly THAT vivid, but it's like I am sailing along the essence of each oneiric experience through my memory. It feels as though I am recalling my dreams with the same acuity as I an recall my waking memory. Some of them I had forgotten, but they were retrieved from deep in my memory, as if they are all stored away somewhere. T
hey flow into each other like free association- little snippets from one can create continuity with another, and I do not necessarily control which ones I remember or think about, they just flow freely into one another based on those points of continuity.
A general theme I've had with dreams my whole life is a sense of continuity and a constant revisited setting. When I am dissociated enough on 3-MeO-PCP it feels like I can explore this dream world through the stories that I've acted within it. The strangest thing to me is how these were all seemingly forgotten but have been dredged up. I do indeed have no way to prove that this isn't just delusional false memories, but the sense of familiarity is breathtaking.
I have not observed this effect with any other dissociative or any substance for that matter. Has anyone else experienced this?