TheMadcapLaughs
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Aug 10, 2006
- Messages
- 128
Love Life
haha, let me start off this crazy recap first by talking about how some individuals exp ego loss on psychedelics and others who trip all the time are sooo arrogant but yet totally clueless, almost a joyful ignorant bliss.
I have tripped a few times on everything soo ill spare you all the normal groundbreaking bullshit, "dude that changed my life forever!!" Anyway, i started fucking around with the world of lsd with a pretty little psychedelic chica about year and 8 months ago. I am your average 21 yo model citizen as i enjoi eating chicken, drinking beer, smoking copious amounts of ganja daily and fast women with large breasteses and propa hind parts,ya dig?. Anyway, from lets say last january to this past sept i fell into a bit of a funk, getting caught up in the matrix of all types of shit i didnt really want or need. Late sept i moved to the country of our funny little neighbors up north, specifficaly the part where they speak french and every girl is a lot sexier than every other girl. Anyway homeboi shit was lovely, great job, caked up, lots of skamma and a little mdma and the peacefulness i really needed, to realize i had been playin myself for a couple quarters.
Friday December 1
Me and my dude charles, or chaaaaaaale as they say in his language, are maxin after work with a nice spliff and he mentions hes got a 10 strip of some cid which apparently is not easy to find in mtl (or just for him). I was feeling a bit brave as i have before tripping the past couple times after my best worst trip ever on some 5-meo-mipt (do not take research chems coming down off coke the morning before). Anyway, i am god and i create my own reality so i knew of course this was just going to be epicly delightful. After consuming two hits we picked up chaaaaaaaales g/f mariksen and our other dude guillaum (sorry not good at french spelling), parked at the depauner , i rolled a dutchie i had brought from the us on my last visit, i ate another hit, and the other humans riding with us also ate some lsd.
I dont really fuck with timelines like that so bare with me. It had been a minute since we ate the first two and i was feeling pretty fly, with every deep pull on the blunt i noticed a shift in my subconcious. M and G werent tripping yet and in french i could understand M say i looked out there. We drove to Mariksens house and i spent the entire ride in my own little world of beautiful thoughts. I dont remember most of them but when we arrived it took me like 5 minutes to snap out of it and get out of what i forgot was a car.
Whoa, now it had probably been like 2 hrs or soo and i was coming up nice, inside Ms very nice home we all fucked around like looney tunees while listenin to some crazy french music that sounded almost like deevo. I went out on her deck alone to smoke a bogie and i was suprised at how clear my thoughts were for lsd, i began to think about some people in my life past and present and how everyone is in there own little world created by theyre reality. I thought of what someone who i once loved said to me a little while back, kill yourself and get it over with . Haha, it seemed soo hilarious at the time. I realized i really dont give a fuck what anyone thinks of me and i was feeling just soo comfortable and at peace with myself. I thought more about my old friends and ex and it was like there lives were mimicking my evolution 2 years later, like 3 steps behind. I realized the arrogance in my belief and how arrogant certain people are but i didnt even feel that it was important. If theese ninjas wanna act like fucking kings and queens im happy to be a bishop.
I abrubtly snapped out of my thoughts as i realized the sky seemed to be moving very quickly, i realized my perception was skewed and the world seemed small. My compadres joined me and i remeber noting that they looked almost like drawn caricatures. I was having the most visuals ive ever had before, the house looked fake, the sky looked painted, and the grass in the backyard was swaying very fast even tho it was short.
A couple more hours had passed and as i peaked i picked up on the energy of the other people with me. I didnt have to speak to them to know 100 percent they were having a blast, i looked at mariksen and she was just smiling soo hard it was beautiful, the three of them were speaking french and when they tried to speak englais i had no comprehension but its better that way. I felt sooo good as i peaked, a million times more orgasmic then the mdma i took 2 weeks prior, i thought about the past and it was like i am a whole different detached entity than my previous self.
Inside again and coming down slowly i fumbled thru Ms vast collection of music and found Meddle! sweet! I had listened to that album maybe like a thousand times but it sounded very different and amazing. We all wanted to smoke again and decided to all roll a J. We were all sooo faced it probably was an hour but it felt like eternity before we finished twisting, boy that would be some funny shit to watch on you tube, 4 faced ass ninjas trying to roll a spliff. I glanced around as i finished mine and laughed out loud at the furious concentration displayed by chaaaaale. We all burst out laughing and then got our smoke on
While we smoked M put on some chill e-tard type music and i felt my trip spark again from the ganja. I felt very dis associated almost comprable to the last tme i smoked some good bob digi, and my thoughts began buzzing around in my beehive again. In broken englais my dude G looked at me and said i love it! hahaha i felt soo happy, life is great, if i took one thing out of this trip its just live and love, love your friends and your enemies, love life because no matter what its beautiful.
I thought of the jewels someone who i had once regarded as totally insane blessed me with. I could not remember anything except this and it made perfect sense.
The life you will lead is based off of the balance of your 360 reality, by 360 reality i mean the balance of the earth, its elements, all other living forms and there energy. Without that realization you will never achieve the necessary balance needed to truely understand yourself. If everything is everything than your individual shell physical and mental is everything. When I say I am god, dont get it twisted, i only mean i create my own reality, not control it, because there can be no control over life as it is based upon balance.
I slipped into a comfortable coma like sleep soon after which is not uncommon for me on psychs as i never have trouble sleeping even after a rough trip. I wish i could remember the dreams i had as im sure they were quite lovely.
Although im not really into rating and ranking shit this was probably my favorite journey yet!
Happy Holidays enjoy your physical presence on earth, its short
haha, let me start off this crazy recap first by talking about how some individuals exp ego loss on psychedelics and others who trip all the time are sooo arrogant but yet totally clueless, almost a joyful ignorant bliss.
I have tripped a few times on everything soo ill spare you all the normal groundbreaking bullshit, "dude that changed my life forever!!" Anyway, i started fucking around with the world of lsd with a pretty little psychedelic chica about year and 8 months ago. I am your average 21 yo model citizen as i enjoi eating chicken, drinking beer, smoking copious amounts of ganja daily and fast women with large breasteses and propa hind parts,ya dig?. Anyway, from lets say last january to this past sept i fell into a bit of a funk, getting caught up in the matrix of all types of shit i didnt really want or need. Late sept i moved to the country of our funny little neighbors up north, specifficaly the part where they speak french and every girl is a lot sexier than every other girl. Anyway homeboi shit was lovely, great job, caked up, lots of skamma and a little mdma and the peacefulness i really needed, to realize i had been playin myself for a couple quarters.
Friday December 1
Me and my dude charles, or chaaaaaaale as they say in his language, are maxin after work with a nice spliff and he mentions hes got a 10 strip of some cid which apparently is not easy to find in mtl (or just for him). I was feeling a bit brave as i have before tripping the past couple times after my best worst trip ever on some 5-meo-mipt (do not take research chems coming down off coke the morning before). Anyway, i am god and i create my own reality so i knew of course this was just going to be epicly delightful. After consuming two hits we picked up chaaaaaaaales g/f mariksen and our other dude guillaum (sorry not good at french spelling), parked at the depauner , i rolled a dutchie i had brought from the us on my last visit, i ate another hit, and the other humans riding with us also ate some lsd.
I dont really fuck with timelines like that so bare with me. It had been a minute since we ate the first two and i was feeling pretty fly, with every deep pull on the blunt i noticed a shift in my subconcious. M and G werent tripping yet and in french i could understand M say i looked out there. We drove to Mariksens house and i spent the entire ride in my own little world of beautiful thoughts. I dont remember most of them but when we arrived it took me like 5 minutes to snap out of it and get out of what i forgot was a car.
Whoa, now it had probably been like 2 hrs or soo and i was coming up nice, inside Ms very nice home we all fucked around like looney tunees while listenin to some crazy french music that sounded almost like deevo. I went out on her deck alone to smoke a bogie and i was suprised at how clear my thoughts were for lsd, i began to think about some people in my life past and present and how everyone is in there own little world created by theyre reality. I thought of what someone who i once loved said to me a little while back, kill yourself and get it over with . Haha, it seemed soo hilarious at the time. I realized i really dont give a fuck what anyone thinks of me and i was feeling just soo comfortable and at peace with myself. I thought more about my old friends and ex and it was like there lives were mimicking my evolution 2 years later, like 3 steps behind. I realized the arrogance in my belief and how arrogant certain people are but i didnt even feel that it was important. If theese ninjas wanna act like fucking kings and queens im happy to be a bishop.
I abrubtly snapped out of my thoughts as i realized the sky seemed to be moving very quickly, i realized my perception was skewed and the world seemed small. My compadres joined me and i remeber noting that they looked almost like drawn caricatures. I was having the most visuals ive ever had before, the house looked fake, the sky looked painted, and the grass in the backyard was swaying very fast even tho it was short.
A couple more hours had passed and as i peaked i picked up on the energy of the other people with me. I didnt have to speak to them to know 100 percent they were having a blast, i looked at mariksen and she was just smiling soo hard it was beautiful, the three of them were speaking french and when they tried to speak englais i had no comprehension but its better that way. I felt sooo good as i peaked, a million times more orgasmic then the mdma i took 2 weeks prior, i thought about the past and it was like i am a whole different detached entity than my previous self.
Inside again and coming down slowly i fumbled thru Ms vast collection of music and found Meddle! sweet! I had listened to that album maybe like a thousand times but it sounded very different and amazing. We all wanted to smoke again and decided to all roll a J. We were all sooo faced it probably was an hour but it felt like eternity before we finished twisting, boy that would be some funny shit to watch on you tube, 4 faced ass ninjas trying to roll a spliff. I glanced around as i finished mine and laughed out loud at the furious concentration displayed by chaaaaale. We all burst out laughing and then got our smoke on
While we smoked M put on some chill e-tard type music and i felt my trip spark again from the ganja. I felt very dis associated almost comprable to the last tme i smoked some good bob digi, and my thoughts began buzzing around in my beehive again. In broken englais my dude G looked at me and said i love it! hahaha i felt soo happy, life is great, if i took one thing out of this trip its just live and love, love your friends and your enemies, love life because no matter what its beautiful.
I thought of the jewels someone who i had once regarded as totally insane blessed me with. I could not remember anything except this and it made perfect sense.
The life you will lead is based off of the balance of your 360 reality, by 360 reality i mean the balance of the earth, its elements, all other living forms and there energy. Without that realization you will never achieve the necessary balance needed to truely understand yourself. If everything is everything than your individual shell physical and mental is everything. When I say I am god, dont get it twisted, i only mean i create my own reality, not control it, because there can be no control over life as it is based upon balance.
I slipped into a comfortable coma like sleep soon after which is not uncommon for me on psychs as i never have trouble sleeping even after a rough trip. I wish i could remember the dreams i had as im sure they were quite lovely.
Although im not really into rating and ranking shit this was probably my favorite journey yet!
Happy Holidays enjoy your physical presence on earth, its short
Last edited:
