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3 days of going too crazy and now feeling like shit, please help

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Leopride17

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At an anime convention this past weekend, swim takes about 100 mg of adderall give or take, swim is feeling really good from the initial 45 mg he took which is IR his friends are bumping ketamine which they offered him he was at first reluctant to try, but took a small bump, he felt really relaxed but speedy at the same time a really odd conflicting feeling. which prompted him to take more adderall on top of drinking maybe 7 shots of fireball and a couple of beers. Towards the end of the night hes feeling really great, but needs to go to bed but cant. decides to take 1 2 mg k Pin a 25 mg of seraquel and a piece of a haldol an beyndril. goes to bed wakes up the next day for the con feeling kinda shitty, decides to take more adderall to make him feel a bit better, realizes that molly might be an option he decides to take a .06 of molly on top of 60 mg of adderall.on the come down takes a xanax bar and a seraquel to sleep. long story short now 4 days later, feels like shit. feels tried, lethargic, BLANK, empty, lonely and nervous. alot of drugs were mixed and swim doesnt feel like his normal upbeat self. suggestions and thoughts everyone would be super appreciated
 
Welcome to BL,
Hang in there. I've been there. Sometimes we do things in altered states of mind we wouldn't do otherwise. This could be a blessing in disguise… you made it through and will probably be okay. I would drink lots of fluids, eat and try to just rest if you can. You need to let your system rest and heal…
Also, we don't use swim here on BL.
Best of luck to you,
Smoky
Please let me know if I can help refer you to other areas on the site. :)
 
Hey Leo, sorry you're feeling so shitty. Good news is, these feelings of emptiness, depression, and anxiety, are not permanent. You are just experiencing a fucking bruuuuutal comedown. In a few days your brain will replenish your serotonin "reserves?" Lol, which were severely depleted over the weekend, and you'll be pretty much back to baseline. There are a few drug related things you can do to make it more comfortable, but I believe time is all you need. And maybe some good bud if you're into it. Just try to think positive, stay hydrated, and eat right. You'll be better in no time.
 
Def get yourself hydrated and eat fruit/somethin hot and try to sleep it off. You will feel better soon!

After adderall/Molly binges I take magnesium and vitamin b..any type of multivitamin is good and if you plan on taking adderall more in the near future magnesium has several different benefits. If sleeping is a problem a few friends of mine use melatonin also.

Sleep it off and take care of your body..youll be bright eyed and bushy tailed soon enough <3
 
Leopride17 said:
At an anime convention this past weekend, swim takes about 100 mg of adderall give or take, swim is feeling really good from the initial 45 mg he took which is IR his friends are bumping ketamine which they offered him he was at first reluctant to try, but took a small bump, he felt really relaxed but speedy at the same time a really odd conflicting feeling. which prompted him to take more adderall on top of drinking maybe 7 shots of fireball and a couple of beers. Towards the end of the night hes feeling really great, but needs to go to bed but cant. decides to take 1 2 mg k Pin a 25 mg of seraquel and a piece of a haldol an beyndril. goes to bed wakes up the next day for the con feeling kinda shitty, decides to take more adderall to make him feel a bit better, realizes that molly might be an option he decides to take a .06 of molly on top of 60 mg of adderall.on the come down takes a xanax bar and a seraquel to sleep. long story short now 4 days later, feels like shit. feels tried, lethargic, BLANK, empty, lonely and nervous. alot of drugs were mixed and swim doesnt feel like his normal upbeat self. suggestions and thoughts everyone would be super appreciated
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Seems like the hardest thing in the world, but you gotta remember its just a feeling and it wont last forever.
And if the come down is a little too intense, maybe go easy on the drug concoctions.
I only say that because ive had some really nasty drug interactions in the past from things that shouldn't have..
Well according to the research I had done anyways. Goodluck man.

Hope you feel better!
 
Thank you all for being supportive and helping with advice, I'm feeling a tiny bit better but still lack of pleasure kind of feeling. I've had bindges like this before and haven't felt that kind of energy blank ness could doing that tiny bump of K reset my nervous system, I'm a very high energy person and what have you, but just haven't been feeling as excited about shit especially things that should, sex, dealing, gaming etc. Def going to the vitamin store soon
 
Are you asking if doing that bump of k reset your nervous system or if you do a tiny bump will it help?

The bump that you did could have worked in a way with the adderall that contributed to your reaction but seeing as it wasn't much it would not be the leading factor.

As for if you did a small bump now to feel better I actually think it could work if you did just a tiny little bit. K is an amazing drug and I learn new things about it all the time I would have never of expected. I have read here some have even used it to help with opiate withdrawal!
 
Sorry to hear swiy is feeling like that. Sounds like a brutal Come down!I've been there, and the emotional shit is the worst!just hang in there because those feelings will be gone once your brain chemistry has a chance to balance back out. Keep hydrated and remember you'll feel back to yourself in no time.
 
Heres the thing everyone, I did adderall about 100 mg each day, day 1 i mixed a tiny bump of k with it as well as drank. took a pin and a serauquel to sleep. I felt really good day 1, and was mad speedy and high and overall great tweak, next day felt blah, took more adderall and ended up rolling later on that evening, still felt really good, took xanax to sleep. woke up around 5. for the last week now. i havent been feeling pleasure very well at all :/ i still am doing my regular routine, jerking off watching porn, having sex. chillin playing yugioh, but i dont feel the full extend of all the pleasure... to be honest i feel like its being blocked i read an article here http://www.bluelight.org/vb/archive/index.php/t-535170.html which seemed to fit to how ive been feeling. did the bump of K reset my ablity to feel pleasure, or did all that speed take away my pleasure senses, for someone who doesnt use often perhaps i did damage?? :( currently taking 500 Mg of L tryosine and 5 HTP Im more clam and now having any cravings, im just kind of here doing stuff, with no real desires... :/ i really could use some perspectives, should i take dxm or K to reset my brain? should i just keep up with the vitamins hoping that my dopamine will eventually be where it needs to be? Another thing is i also notice air feels off and my head feels a bit different? idk maybe thats a bit off topic. but i notice im not myself, im a very implusive person, i dont like feeling a zombie or more so a focused zombie just doing shit without any rewards behind it... how did this happen, ive bindged before on addy and molly, not much alchohol has been included in those though or K... idk what to do
 
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