2nd time with LSD, What the f**k

[djstrip]

What's up guys,

I dropped two tabs last night after my friend let me know she had two on her and I was really looking forward to trying it again. I jumped the gun and ended up dropping two hits last night at 11:30. I really wish I wouldn't have because this trip was completely different then my first trip.

We ended up taking a huge journey through the mountains on all the backroads courtesy of my sober friend T. The trip just seemed way less euphoric then last time.

My question, I'm still feeling super speedy and really uneasy and I'm wondering whats up? Nothing like the first trip where I felt renewed and happy and full of life after I came down. I feel like the complete opposite this time, help everyone

I'm dyin' here,

-djstrip

 

[malakaix]

Can you elaborate some more?

I can see alot of people telling you that what you took wasn't LSD. But for the sake of this argument; im going to assume what you took was LSD, because it's not impossible for this to happen.

In my own experience, as you begin to use psychedelics more frequently your awareness begins to open up further, and what didn't rise towards the surface last time may do so this time; they may be issues that are uncomfortable, difficult or uneasy to deal with. The euphoria fades and you begin to descend deeper into your psyche, your situation isn't very different from most people, even myself.

It's at this point you begin to familiarize yourself with the substance and how it effects you depending on different factors.

It may even reach a point where socializing on 'just' LSD becomes incredibly uncomfortable, because what seemed light-hearted and fun is now serious because you are far more aware of the subtle expressions in body-language, facial expression and energy, if someone even for a few seconds displays a sense of awkwardness you may pickup on it and reflect it back; which continues to spiral until one or either pulls themselves out of it.

I've been in your position countless times over the years; some trips can leave you feeling very fragile and shattered; all i can advise is try focus on what caused it to become 'uneasy' and then reflect on why.

It always has to do with you, whether you see a part of yourself reflected back through another person that you've denied all your life, or you've begin to question an aspect of yourself that you felt you were certain of.

Im just offering possibilities here; you'll begin to feel more complete after some rest and sleep regardless.

 

[djstrip]

Thanks a lot Malakaix,

I think it was and I'm just really exhausted from not sleeping. I had to come to work at 11:30 this morning and I'm just sitting here counting down the time till I get off. It's weird though I still feel wired, my stomach feels really sensitive, and I just feel really down.

You're right I must be delving deeper into my own stuff, I guess I just wasn't ready for it yet. Well not in the way I did it at least.

Thank you again Malakaix,

-djstrip

 

[His Name Is Frank]

Mmmm...... it's never good when the response is more than twice as long as the "report". I don't see a report here though. Give it some time, collect your thoughts and try again later.