Mindtraveller87
Greenlighter
Trip Report — 50 mg 2f-nendck pellet
Who: Male, 38 years old, 71 kg
Setting: Alone at home. Had one beer earlier and smoked some weed.
T+0 — 01:39
Took one pellet with cola.
T+30 min
Didn’t feel much yet, so I smoked a bit of weed. After a few hits, the effects started coming up fast.
T+45 min
I was working on a beat, but I couldn’t focus anymore. Strong double vision, vertigo, and an urge to lie down. I felt some panic because it hit harder than expected, even with tolerance. The beer and weed combo was a bad match.
T+1 h
Moved a mattress to the living room so I could lie down near my girlfriend. I felt anxious and being near her helped. When I closed my eyes, it felt like I was falling from a great height, followed by an adrenaline spike. This compound seemed to increase anxiety more than other dissociatives I’ve tried.
T+1 h 15 min
I turned on my go-to remedy: the Ambient Soothes playlist. Slowly, a sense of stillness came over me.
With closed eyes, I saw what felt like a crowded room full of people. This was very different from the womb-like walls I normally see in deep dissociative meditation. Some faces looked dark or demonic, and I had a fear of negative entities entering me. I don’t actually believe in ghosts, but the experience felt very real in the moment.
T+1 h 30 min
Time started flying. For the first time, I saw what felt like an entity taking shape in front of me. When I opened my eyes, it disappeared.
The double vision seemed to intensify the meditation visuals. The synesthesia was strong; sound almost directed what I saw. Some parts felt mystical, but there was also a darker horror-like edge, with evil faces and looping negative thoughts. I kept breathing through it and focusing on the ambient music.
Songs I’ve known for years suddenly opened up in completely new ways.
T+2 h
I entered a deep meditative state. I saw what felt like an astral projection, but not as a light body — more like digital pixels leaving my body and forming another version of me.
I also had the familiar feeling that I was only an avatar inside the mind of a greater being. I tried to see through its eyes, but couldn’t make much out. I saw different people and wondered if they were past-life images or just illusions.
T+2 h 30 min
My girlfriend woke up, so I got up quickly and let her sleep on the mattress. I finished my joint and tried to understand what had just happened.
T+3 h
Still slightly in the zone from the weed, but no longer immobilized. I did some light tasks like video editing and connecting pedals to my electric piano.
T+4 h
It was getting light outside, so I got ready for bed. I turned on Ambient Soothes again and let myself drift into sleep.
Summary
Unexpectedly strong experience, around +++ intensity.
Positive: strong synesthesia, vivid visuals, deep meditation, powerful music connection, positive afterglow the next day.
Negative: anxiety, double vision, vertigo, fear, darker visuals, and looping negative thoughts.
Who: Male, 38 years old, 71 kg
Setting: Alone at home. Had one beer earlier and smoked some weed.
T+0 — 01:39
Took one pellet with cola.
T+30 min
Didn’t feel much yet, so I smoked a bit of weed. After a few hits, the effects started coming up fast.
T+45 min
I was working on a beat, but I couldn’t focus anymore. Strong double vision, vertigo, and an urge to lie down. I felt some panic because it hit harder than expected, even with tolerance. The beer and weed combo was a bad match.
T+1 h
Moved a mattress to the living room so I could lie down near my girlfriend. I felt anxious and being near her helped. When I closed my eyes, it felt like I was falling from a great height, followed by an adrenaline spike. This compound seemed to increase anxiety more than other dissociatives I’ve tried.
T+1 h 15 min
I turned on my go-to remedy: the Ambient Soothes playlist. Slowly, a sense of stillness came over me.
With closed eyes, I saw what felt like a crowded room full of people. This was very different from the womb-like walls I normally see in deep dissociative meditation. Some faces looked dark or demonic, and I had a fear of negative entities entering me. I don’t actually believe in ghosts, but the experience felt very real in the moment.
T+1 h 30 min
Time started flying. For the first time, I saw what felt like an entity taking shape in front of me. When I opened my eyes, it disappeared.
The double vision seemed to intensify the meditation visuals. The synesthesia was strong; sound almost directed what I saw. Some parts felt mystical, but there was also a darker horror-like edge, with evil faces and looping negative thoughts. I kept breathing through it and focusing on the ambient music.
Songs I’ve known for years suddenly opened up in completely new ways.
T+2 h
I entered a deep meditative state. I saw what felt like an astral projection, but not as a light body — more like digital pixels leaving my body and forming another version of me.
I also had the familiar feeling that I was only an avatar inside the mind of a greater being. I tried to see through its eyes, but couldn’t make much out. I saw different people and wondered if they were past-life images or just illusions.
T+2 h 30 min
My girlfriend woke up, so I got up quickly and let her sleep on the mattress. I finished my joint and tried to understand what had just happened.
T+3 h
Still slightly in the zone from the weed, but no longer immobilized. I did some light tasks like video editing and connecting pedals to my electric piano.
T+4 h
It was getting light outside, so I got ready for bed. I turned on Ambient Soothes again and let myself drift into sleep.
Summary
Unexpectedly strong experience, around +++ intensity.
Positive: strong synesthesia, vivid visuals, deep meditation, powerful music connection, positive afterglow the next day.
Negative: anxiety, double vision, vertigo, fear, darker visuals, and looping negative thoughts.
